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TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 02:42 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443746)
I am stupid. jdigkzjdjcjdjdjxj not cool not happy I am an idiot.

What happened? D: And no you're not. :|

maxi 03-24-2013 02:42 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443747)
x_x I know exactly how that feels.
"How are you?"
horrible, depressed, tired, hungry, angry at self...
"Fine."

I am such an idiot. A loser...

maxi 03-24-2013 02:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443748)
What happened? D: And no you're not. :|

stop being insulting
Stop being mean
Stop being a loser, Max
Stop being you

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 02:45 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443749)
I am such an idiot. A loser...

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443750)
stop being insulting
Stop being mean
Stop being a loser, Max
Stop being you

O___O

Max...calm down. Take a deep breath and calm down. What happened?

You're not mean, you're not insulting, you're not an idiot, and you're CERTAINLY not a loser. You have to be yourself. And yourself is a great thing to be.

Tell me what happened...please.

maxi 03-24-2013 02:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443751)
O___O

Max...calm down. Take a deep breath and calm down. What happened?

You're not mean, you're not insulting, you're not an idiot, and you're CERTAINLY not a loser. You have to be yourself. And yourself is a great thing to be.

Tell me what happened...please.

...having people who love you then want to kill you suck...and I am one.

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 02:49 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443752)
...having people who love you then want to kill you suck...and I am one.

O__o Who are you talking about? No one wants to kill you!

maxi 03-24-2013 02:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443753)
O__o Who are you talking about? No one wants to kill you!

Siblings and like teachers and also idiots who hate me on KP.

And people on KP who don't want to Skype me because they think I am ugly.

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 02:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443754)
Siblings and like teachers and also idiots who hate me on KP.

And people on KP who don't want to Skype me because they think I am ugly.

Who the heck thinks you're ugly?! You aren't ugly at all! O_O

And no one hates you. D:

Seriously, Max, what happened?

maxi 03-24-2013 02:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443755)
Who the heck thinks you're ugly?! You aren't ugly at all! O_O

And no one hates you. D:

Seriously, Max, what happened?

Can you give me a reason (since I really don't thinl your others make sense) why I can't Skype you?

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 03:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443756)
Can you give me a reason (since I really don't thinl your others make sense) why I can't Skype you?

Is that what you're upset about? I don't think you're ugly AT ALL, Max! O_O Why in the world would you think that? I think you're very handsome (in a non-creepy sort of way, obviously).

...Max, the reasons I gave you are the only reasons I have. I'm not allowed to let anyone online see a picture of me. But if you must have another reason, here's one: I tried to join Skype a long time ago, and my computer kept rejecting the download. I tried to fix it, but it never worked.

Can you give me a reason why you're so upset that you can't Skype me? I'm trying to understand, but I just don't get it. You have plenty of friends to talk to on Skype. You don't need to have me on that list. We wouldn't even talk much, anyway, since I'm not on the computer much anymore. Plus, like I've said before, I'm not allowed.

maxi 03-24-2013 03:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443757)
Is that what you're upset about? I don't think you're ugly AT ALL, Max! O_O Why in the world would you think that? I think you're very handsome (in a non-creepy sort of way, obviously).

...Max, the reasons I gave you are the only reasons I have. I'm not allowed to let anyone online see a picture of me. But if you must have another reason, here's one: I tried to join Skype a long time ago, and my computer kept rejecting the download. I tried to fix it, but it never worked.

Can you give me a reason why you're so upset that you can't Skype me? I'm trying to understand, but I just don't get it. You have plenty of friends to talk to on Skype. You don't need to have me on that list. We wouldn't even talk much, anyway, since I'm not on the computer much anymore. Plus, like I've said before, I'm not allowed.

Yes, why I am sad.



You did say that you would do a recording-- I will shut up. It is not why I am sad... I will reply to tiis later.

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 03:13 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443758)
Yes, why I am sad.



You did say that you would do a recording-- I will shut up. It is not why I am sad... I will reply to tiis later.

Maaaaaax. ;w; Why are you sad about this? Don't be sad because of me! Please, please don't!

I will record my voice reading a chapter of WOT eventually, yes.

I still don't understand, though. :( I'm sorry, but I just don't understand at all. Why do you keep avoiding answering my question? I answer all of your questions. Why don't you answer mine?

evasong 03-24-2013 03:22 AM

Shhhhh....
Shhhh....
Don't speak
Something stupid will come out
You know it will
Be quiet, self.

@Max: Don't worry. I don't know why your sad but do what I do, think about it and think, "at the end of the day, will this change my life forever?" If it does, do whatever youc an to make the right choice. If not, well, don't worry about it.

bookworm1999 03-24-2013 03:32 AM

http://global3.memecdn.com/letmeloveyou_o_158408.gif









MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!! !!!!!!

maxi 03-24-2013 05:30 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443759)
Maaaaaax. ;w; Why are you sad about this? Don't be sad because of me! Please, please don't!

I will record my voice reading a chapter of WOT eventually, yes.

I still don't understand, though. :( I'm sorry, but I just don't understand at all. Why do you keep avoiding answering my question? I answer all of your questions. Why don't you answer mine?

oh why why does you think not ash but you think i am so immature look at my face and tell me that

TheAshWolf 03-24-2013 06:36 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 443765)
oh why why does you think not ash but you think i am so immature look at my face and tell me that

I'm sorry, Max...but I have no idea what you just said. o_e

Owen-L 03-24-2013 07:04 AM

thiswasabadmistake
imsuchanidiot

cheezemziez 03-24-2013 07:34 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 443769)
thiswasabadmistake
imsuchanidiot

You are not an idiot. One mistake doesn't change that, no matter how bad it is.

DragonRider 03-24-2013 10:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 443769)
thiswasabadmistake
imsuchanidiot

;_; *huggles* You are not an idiot.
What happened?

Owen-L 03-24-2013 10:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 443780)
;_; *huggles* You are not an idiot.
What happened?

Nothing.............

Confuzzled 03-24-2013 10:46 AM

Everyone here needs it. :D (If your like WAT??? WAAYY TOO LONG! I posted a link and that didn't work. So back off peoples. :D This is Project Make Others Happy)

Sometimes we let the weight
Of our problems pull us
Down
Down



Sometimes we ignore our loved ones
And we let them
Drift
Dfit



Sometimes we shut out the world
Letting the darkness
Consume
Consume



Sometimes we just need to close our eyes
Let the pain seep
Through
Through



Sometimes
We make a wall around ourselves
Ignoring everyone

Everything



Sometimes we won't let
The sun warm our face
The water lap at our feet
The joy envelop



(Chorus)



Crack the wall

Let the light through

We will always

Be here for you





We will be there

Standing by your side

Just let the happiness abide





Close your eyes

Let it be

Let your suffering

Fly free



Fly free

Fly free



Verse Two-

Sometimes there is a darkness
Deep inside our soul
Circling
Circling



Sometimes there is a angry voice
Channeling our emotions
Deeper
Deeper



Sometimes there is a light
In the midst of the darkness
Shining
Shining



Sometimes we need to stand up
Let the world be
Open
Open



(Chorus)-

Crack the wall

Let the light through

We will always

Be here for you





We will be there

Standing by your side

Just let the happiness abide





Close your eyes

Let it be
Let your suffering
Fly free



Fly free
Fly free





Just let it
Fly free



Let your soul take off and
Fly free



That was horrible. D: Oh well. I dedicate it to OwenL, Max, Lily09, Pluzzle, LST, and everyone else who needs it.

CACrools 03-24-2013 11:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Arin (Post 443626)
Dad: So...how do you think you played today?
Me: Horribly.
Dad: How so?
Me: I got....tired easily.
Dad: Yeah, you really need to work on your stamina.
Me: Ok.
Dad: How many times do I have to tell you...
Me: Wut.
Dad: I'm always telling you to improve and practice at home, but you always procrastinate and are on the computer all day and doing yoyo. You need to get your priorities straight. You can improve your stamina by running on the eliptical.
Me: -_- *Has heard this speech countless times.*
Dad: Do you want to quit soccer?
Me: No! Of course not.
Dad: You think you play horribly, then don't practice at home at all, then go back and play another game a week later, and say you played horribly again. How do you expect to get better if you don't even practice at all at home?
Me: *Thinks about the amount of hours I spent on Kidpub and YouTube*
Dad: What did you do that was productive today?
Me:......I played piano. And wrote the Gospel of Luke on paper, for my Lent project.
Dad: Anything else???
Me: No.
Dad: How long did that take?
Me: Two hours.
Dad: You didn't go anywhere today, right?
Me: Yeah. *Sees where conversation is heading.*
Dad: Then what the heck did you spend all the other hours on?
Me: I was screwing around.
Dad:.................*sighs* You had a four day weekend. Did you practice soccer at ALL?
Me: No.
Dad: Did you do anything this weekend that was productive besides your scripture writing and piano?
Me: My SAT workbook.
Dad: You don't have much time! During weekdays, you're really busy. When you have time, during weekends, you have to make the most of your spare time and dedicate it to worthwhile things! If you want to join a yoyo team, fine, join it!
Me:*Thinks KP is worthwhile* *Feels guilty about not doing anything that useful the entire weekend* *hates sarcasm hinted when yoyo team discussed.*

It's like this: I don't do anything productive, my father lectures me about it, and I know it's for my own good. I agree to do something about it, and then I forget about it and DON'T do anything about it. The next week, I get the same lecture, and this cycle repeats for months. And I still don't do anything about it, and I forget about doing 'productive' things, and my father just gets angrier, and angrier, and angrier. This is why I hate myself. I'm stupid. I can't remember things; I'm stupid. I can't believe I go to a school for the gifted. They put me in the wrong place.

Oh Arin. I know what you mean, and how your father is acting. How I work on my agility is just setting a time each day. Make an alarm for yourself and then take 10-60 minutes and work on your agility, speed or endurance. And doing an alarm isn't just for exercise, it can be for anything you want, so you can remember what you need to remember...

You aren't stupid Arin, You are smart, and you just have a bad memory. So do I. I FORGET EVERYTHING. But by making a schedule and getting into the habit of doing everything at the same time, you will remember things easily.

So don't worry about your dad, and just accept that you will have your differences. But If you start feeling better, and accept yourself, loads of things will feel better.

L.S.Trendom 03-24-2013 12:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 443729)
ugh,i'mpathetic-_-

Hey, Owen, I think you misspelt 'incrediblyawesome:'D'…

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443728)
Things I can't watch anymore:

Action movies, (too much anger, boring storylines)
Historical Fiction movies, (good acting, amazing sets and costumes, interesting storylines, but WAY TOO DEPRESSING)
Foreign Dramas, (way too emotional, often too depressing)
Romance/Drama movies, (either: ugh I feel so alone, or: oh my gosh are you people insane that would never happen in real life)
Dramadies aka Drama-Comedies, (see Romance/Drama movies and Comedy movies)
Comedy movies, (all the characters are either imbeciles or jerks, and most of the movies are totally unrealistic)
Comedy shows, (good grief, the characters are all jerks to each other just to make the audience laugh)
Detective shows, (too depressing, too easy to figure out in the end)
Doctor shows, (darn it, I don't want to watch a ten year old kid die of cancer)
Anything that's based on a true story, (oh gosh please don't tell me anyone was really THAT stupid/greedy/uncaring what is wrong with humanity please someone help me)
Anything with a heroic pet in it, (DARN IT, stop killing the dog off!!!!)
Anything "inspirational", (that means "let's-make-the-main-character-totally-miserable")
Anything with cursing, (self-explanatory)
Anything with gore, (self-explanatory)
Anything that's about family, (there's SO MUCH wrong with this that I could write a ten page essay on it)
aaaaaaand
Anything from the black-and-white days (I'm sorry, Andy Griffith and Dick van Dyke, I loved your shows, but now I can't take the sickly sweet happiness)

:^/

This really only leaves me with Doctor Who, Star Trek stuff, Fringe (ACK DON'T YOU DARE GET CANCELED NOOOOO), Shirokuma Cafe, and also maybe a couple musicals and old cartoon movies and shows I've already seen a million times.


._. As you can see, I'm officially a total downer when it comes to movie night.

DD:
Aww.
*hands awesome nonemotionally painful shows*

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 443742)
This song is supposed to be about young love being serious and not infatuation. I listened to it for the first time in I don't know how long, and my brain totally warped the meaning. These lyrics were the only ones my brain could focus on, and, when put all together without the other parts of the song, it comes out...like this...

Oh, I guess they'll never know
How a young heart really feels...
Tell them all, please tell them it isn't fair
To take away my only dream.
I cry each night, my tears for you,
My tears are all in vain.
I'll hope, and I'll pray, that maybe someday
You'll be back in my arms once again.
Someone help me, help me, help me please!
Is the answer up above?
How can I, oh how can I tell them...?
Someone help me, help me please!
Is the answer up above?
How can I, oh how can I tell them...?


._. What, now I can't listen to 70s music, either? *headdesks* What. Is. Wrong. With. Me. Lately?

I did that once, sorta… Your Everything by Keith Urban.
idek i associated it with Voldemort/torture??? O.o

Confuzzled 03-24-2013 12:08 PM

Even if I fall I will rise again
You are my God
Even if I fall you lift
Me up

I may walk
Through the fire
But one thing I know
Is you are with me

I may go
Through some trials
But one thing I know
Is you are with me

Though my ways
Seem uncertain

In you I put
My trust

Even if I fall I rise again
You are my God
Even if I fall you life
Me up

*note* If you don't believe in God, insert "friend"

camikat 03-24-2013 12:14 PM

Sometimes I wish life had a pause button so I could stop everything and scream.

That was random

Confuzzled 03-24-2013 12:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by camikat (Post 443801)
Sometimes I wish life had a pause button so I could stop everything and scream.

That was random


I know. Life goes to fast, sometimes I need a time to catch up.

soph-soph27 03-24-2013 12:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by camikat (Post 443801)
Sometimes I wish life had a pause button so I could stop everything and scream.

That was random

You just put everything I ever wanted to say into context.

Lily09 03-24-2013 12:56 PM

ALL MCR FANS http://wincestielll.tumblr.com/post/...se-dont-attack

observations on why MCR may NOT be breaking up.

Sandy 03-24-2013 05:58 PM

absolute fury
 
This is the third time I've had to redo something while doing my geography homework.


My rage knows no bounds.

AlgebraAddict 03-24-2013 07:36 PM

I wrote my will today. Just in case.

cheezemziez 03-24-2013 07:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443956)
I wrote my will today. Just in case.

Whoa. In a morbid kind of way, or just precautionary?

BearWithAStrawberry 03-24-2013 07:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443956)
I wrote my will today. Just in case.

Awe, AA, don't do that.

okey. ive decided on whom to give my possesions too.

AlgebraAddict 03-24-2013 07:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 443960)
Whoa. In a morbid kind of way, or just precautionary?

I don't know.

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 443961)
Awe, AA, don't do that.

okey. ive decided on whom to give my possesions too.

It's in an envelope in my jewelry box.

L.S.Trendom 03-24-2013 07:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443956)
I wrote my will today. Just in case.

Quote:

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 443960)
Whoa. In a morbid kind of way, or just precautionary?

*points at cheeze's post* this. explain.

AlgebraAddict 03-24-2013 07:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 443965)
*points at cheeze's post* this. explain.

I just don't effing know. Kind of both.

L.S.Trendom 03-24-2013 07:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443967)
I just don't effing know. Kind of both.

*has had similar thoughts*
*hugs*
you should tear it up, because you're not going to die soon. You're goddam epik so you need to survive.

cheezemziez 03-24-2013 07:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443967)
I just don't effing know. Kind of both.

You don't need one, though, Esther. The world needs awesome people like you. We won't let you go any time soon.

AlgebraAddict 03-24-2013 07:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 443974)
*has had similar thoughts*
*hugs*
you should tear it up, because you're not going to die soon. You're goddam epik so you need to survive.


Thank you. But I prefer to keep it.

MaryElizabeth 03-24-2013 07:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 443967)
I just don't effing know. Kind of both.

No wills. Only bucket lists.

AlgebraAddict 03-24-2013 08:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 443987)
No wills. Only bucket lists.

I was thinking of writing one of those as well.


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