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MaryElizabeth 04-26-2013 11:55 PM

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 453837)
lucky.
HOW DO YOU REACH THEM
MINE DUN DRAW ENOUGH BLOOODDD

I haven't drawn blood yet. Just breaking skin.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-26-2013 11:56 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453841)
I haven't drawn blood yet. Just breaking skin.

oh.
DUN DRAW BLOOD.
IT REALLY HURTS, LIEK, SRSLY.
aghhh, dang. sorry. i had WAY TOO MUCH cofffeeee.
i think i need more

Lily09 04-26-2013 11:59 PM

Um, does anyone else hate cutting on their arms, because you just hate people wondering? I also cut on my thighs...

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 12:01 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453853)
Um, does anyone else hate cutting on their arms, because you just hate people wondering? I also cut on my thighs...

yes. i hate it.

i wanna cut my hair.

LaurenM 04-27-2013 12:02 AM

I'd be seriously mortified if anyone IRL knew I was cutting...well, I haven't in a long time, a week or so?
I realised that I don't hate school. I just hate going back home after school because i cannot leap over my procrastination to do homework.

MaryElizabeth 04-27-2013 12:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453853)
Um, does anyone else hate cutting on their arms, because you just hate people wondering? I also cut on my thighs...

Yes.
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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453859)
I'd be seriously mortified if anyone IRL knew I was cutting...well, I haven't in a long time, a week or so?
I realised that I don't hate school. I just hate going back home after school because i cannot leap over my procrastination to do homework.

My mom almost caught on. I just lied.

I hate it with a burning passion. But I don't mind schoolwork. That's something that's always been easy. The rest of it is the part that tears me down.

MaryElizabeth 04-27-2013 12:48 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 453894)
CAN I JUST SAY WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT CUTTING TO FIT IT

i'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FELT LIKE THAT
asdfghjkl

I thought I was the only one too

people keep telling me i'm weird and acting like I make it up and that's when I started

AlgebraAddict 04-27-2013 12:50 AM

Only one friend IRL knows about my... mental issues. And she doesn't even know about my self-harm. I really doubt she'll believe me. :/

LaurenM 04-27-2013 02:15 AM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 453869)
Yes.


My mom almost caught on. I just lied.

I hate it with a burning passion. But I don't mind schoolwork. That's something that's always been easy. The rest of it is the part that tears me down.

What we're learning isn't hard. It's just that I find other things more interesting, such as KidPub, books, writing...and I have to go running twice a week. I get home at five, have fifteen minutes before I go down to the bus stop, and I get home again at nine. I need to prioritise, but I always put my comforts first.
My schoolmates are okay, but their ignorance seriously annoys me. I was happy yesterday, though, because my friend who hasn't seem like my friend (fine, she's my goddess/crush) talked to me.
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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 453901)
Only one friend IRL knows about my... mental issues. And she doesn't even know about my self-harm. I really doubt she'll believe me. :/

:/

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:20 AM

Okay. Have you ever had one of those days where absolutely nothing went right?

._.

I just had one of those days. And then I log onto KP and see that a nice big portion of my favorite book on here has been taken off KP early.


WELL

THAT'S

JUST

WONDERFUL.


*crawls under a rock and just stays there for eternity*

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:25 AM

Okay....that came out way more harsh and bitter than I had intended. D: Sorry, Sandy...

AlgebraAddict 04-27-2013 02:26 AM

A Jonah day. /nods/

L.S.Trendom 04-27-2013 02:28 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453918)
Okay. Have you ever had one of those days where absolutely nothing went right?

._.

I just had one of those days. And then I log onto KP and see that a nice big portion of my favorite book on here has been taken off KP early.


WELL

THAT'S

JUST

WONDERFUL.


*crawls under a rock and just stays there for eternity*

*huggles* D:
Well, one thing that went right, at least, is that you continued to be really awesome. c:

Sandy 04-27-2013 02:29 AM

blarg
 
It can't possibly be anyone's favourite book. It's stupid and... unoriginal... and...

I just don't know. I'm hopeless at this point, I don't know how to... make something good out of whatever barbling crap I've just created with VM. But I want to, and I know that I can, I just have to figure out how...
Why do I bother?
Should I bother posting new stuff? Should I bother continuing? Oh god...
I can't stop.
I love Vladimir. I love the Mansion. I have the same addiction as he does; the addiction to the Mansion. I HAVE to finish it.

I'm sorry, ignore my rambling... tomorrow I'm going to wake up and write and I might even post something and everything will be normal. I'm just going through weekend de-stressing from the crazy week I've had. :< I'm going to finish this.

And I mean, it's all stuff you've already read, so it's still okay... right?

Anyways, yeah, I know exactly what you mean about the bad day thing. <:^( (*gives cyber hug*) I've been getting those all over the place this week. e_e (*will be staying under a rock for the entire weekend*)

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453918)
Okay. Have you ever had one of those days where absolutely nothing went right?

._.

I just had one of those days. And then I log onto KP and see that a nice big portion of my favorite book on here has been taken off KP early.


WELL

THAT'S

JUST

WONDERFUL.


*crawls under a rock and just stays there for eternity*


maxi 04-27-2013 02:32 AM

Bad Days...
 
:< Yep, I'm having one right now.

AIN'T THAT LOVELY

YEP YEP YEP

AlgebraAddict 04-27-2013 02:35 AM

http://www.goodreads.com/author/quot....Emilie_Autumn


I just went through these. Again.


She is the most amazing person to ever live.

AlgebraAddict 04-27-2013 02:38 AM

"History written in pencil is easily erased, but crayon is forever."

How can one not love her.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:41 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 453924)
It can't possibly be anyone's favourite book. It's stupid and... unoriginal... and...

I just don't know. I'm hopeless at this point, I don't know how to... make something good out of whatever barbling crap I've just created with VM. But I want to, and I know that I can, I just have to figure out how...
Why do I bother?
Should I bother posting new stuff? Should I bother continuing? Oh god...
I can't stop.
I love Vladimir. I love the Mansion. I have the same addiction as he does; the addiction to the Mansion. I HAVE to finish it.

I'm sorry, ignore my rambling... tomorrow I'm going to wake up and write and I might even post something and everything will be normal. I'm just going through weekend de-stressing from the crazy week I've had. :< I'm going to finish this.

And I mean, it's all stuff you've already read, so it's still okay... right?

Anyways, yeah, I know exactly what you mean about the bad day thing. <:^( (*gives cyber hug*) I've been getting those all over the place this week. e_e (*will be staying under a rock for the entire weekend*)

I don't CARE what's possible. VM is my favorite book on KP, and it's my current favorite book IN GENERAL right now. I know you have a hard time believing that, but, it's the truth. Case closed. :| (Sorry for my lack of enthusiasm...I'm guessing right now you want a straight answer instead of my usual fangirling nonsense......plus I'm pretty much ready to just go and cry myself to sleep right now, so, asdfghjkl.)

You can't stop. You're not hopeless. I love VM, and so do many, MANY other people. <:^J

Tomorrow, you will wake up, have some coffee, log onto KP, go about your weekend, and then things will be back to normal. I promise.

"And I mean, it's all stuff you've already read, so it's still okay... right?"
Um...no......no it's not. ;__; I was planning on showing off VM to my friends the next time we all get together and I was totally going to write down what they thought about it and surprise you with their comments...PLUS ME WANTS TO RE-READ VM WHEN I'M DONE......*sighs* But anyway...I guess it's not the end of the world or anything.....but still....

*hugs back* I'm sorry you've been having such a bad week, Cass. And I'm extra sorry if I'm making it worse. D: I'm SO not meaning to....sorry sorry sorry....

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:42 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 453925)
:< Yep, I'm having one right now.

AIN'T THAT LOVELY

YEP YEP YEP

I'm sorry, Max. D: I wish I could help.

Sandy 04-27-2013 02:45 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453929)
I don't CARE what's possible. VM is my favorite book on KP, and it's my current favorite book IN GENERAL right now. I know you have a hard time believing that, but, it's the truth. Case closed. :| (Sorry for my lack of enthusiasm...I'm guessing right now you want a straight answer instead of my usual fangirling nonsense......plus I'm pretty much ready to just go and cry myself to sleep right now, so, asdfghjkl.)

You can't stop. You're not hopeless. I love VM, and so do many, MANY other people. <:^J

Tomorrow, you will wake up, have some coffee, log onto KP, go about your weekend, and then things will be back to normal. I promise.

"And I mean, it's all stuff you've already read, so it's still okay... right?"
Um...no......no it's not. ;__; I was planning on showing off VM to my friends the next time we all get together and I was totally going to write down what they thought about it and surprise you with their comments...PLUS ME WANTS TO RE-READ VM WHEN I'M DONE......*sighs* But anyway...I guess it's not the end of the world or anything.....but still....

*hugs back* I'm sorry you've been having such a bad week, Cass. And I'm extra sorry if I'm making it worse. D: I'm SO not meaning to....sorry sorry sorry....

You're not making it worse at ALL. Thanks for the straight answers, too, you're right, I really do appreciate them more. If you really want to show it to them that much, I could always send you the---..... well, crumbs. ._. Crappola...
I should really be getting to sleep. We can problem solve in the morning. x_x Thank you so much for your encouragement. Even just one word helps. (*hugs again*) (*doesn't know why cyber hugs are so easy to give out but whatever*)

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:49 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 453932)
You're not making it worse at ALL. Thanks for the straight answers, too, you're right, I really do appreciate them more. If you really want to show it to them that much, I could always send you the---..... well, crumbs. ._. Crappola...
I should really be getting to sleep. We can problem solve in the morning. x_x Thank you so much for your encouragement. Even just one word helps. (*hugs again*) (*doesn't know why cyber hugs are so easy to give out but whatever*)

*feels like I am* x__x I'm sorry.

You might be able to send the chapters to me via the WOT site...I don't think it has a word limit on that Questions & Comments page, so....o_0

Yes, sleep. Sleep will make you feel better. *pats on the back* <:^J We can deal with this later. Goodnight and sour dreams.

*hugs back* *doesn't know why that is, either* Thanks, Dansy.

Lily09 04-27-2013 02:50 AM

ugh i am so fucking tired and i want to go to bed but i am honestly just afraid to leave the computer though because memories ughugh godifuckinghateyousomuchistillhavenightmaresandjus tljkasdfkl;jas;ld i am just too tired to fucking deal with all this bullshit

and can't it be enough for my school friends that i go to school do you know how hard it is to even see your faces and now my phone isn't working so i can't text my best friend and i just
i don't know when i'm going to relapse or anything but i just dislike everyone at my school get away from me leave me alone

also when people tell me that im worth caring about, bullshit, i'm not worth time or care or anything at all stop caring about me please don't care about me dontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontlietomeandsayi mworthsomethingwhenimnotimnothing
i dont care if you think im amazing or some shit, i'm glad but it hurts too because when you find out im not worth caring about i'll just know im right
ugh

*drags myself out of this thread*

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:53 AM

Is it possible to both love AND hate everything in life at the same time?

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 02:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453934)
ugh i am so fucking tired and i want to go to bed but i am honestly just afraid to leave the computer though because memories ughugh godifuckinghateyousomuchistillhavenightmaresandjus tljkasdfkl;jas;ld i am just too tired to fucking deal with all this bullshit

and can't it be enough for my school friends that i go to school do you know how hard it is to even see your faces and now my phone isn't working so i can't text my best friend and i just
i don't know when i'm going to relapse or anything but i just dislike everyone at my school get away from me leave me alone

also when people tell me that im worth caring about, bullshit, i'm not worth time or care or anything at all stop caring about me please don't care about me dontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontlietomeandsayi mworthsomethingwhenimnotimnothing
i dont care if you think im amazing or some shit, i'm glad but it hurts too because when you find out im not worth caring about i'll just know im right
ugh

*drags myself out of this thread*

Lily...you need to get some sleep. You'll feel better in the morning.

You ARE worth it.

Lily09 04-27-2013 02:55 AM

sleep is stupid and i can't sleep anyway

but im not.
edit: as you can see i havent dragged myself out yet

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453937)
sleep is stupid and i can't sleep anyway

but im not.
edit: as you can see i havent dragged myself out yet

I know sleep seems useless and stupid right now. (Heck, I haven't been able to sleep at all lately unless I totally exhaust myself right before bed, so I know what you mean.) But it's NOT stupid. Sleep is good for you. The stress chemicals in your body are actually only disassembled and gotten rid of during REM sleep, you know.

Yes you are. I'm going to hold onto this like a pit bull, girl. You might as well give in. ^_^

Lily09 04-27-2013 03:05 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453938)
I know sleep seems useless and stupid right now. (Heck, I haven't been able to sleep at all lately unless I totally exhaust myself right before bed, so I know what you mean.) But it's NOT stupid. Sleep is good for you. The stress chemicals in your body are actually only disassembled and gotten rid of during REM sleep, you know.

Yes you are. I'm going to hold onto this like a pit bull, girl. You might as well give in. ^_^

holy smokes science i didn't know but ugh i don't like going to bed because it takes an awfully long time to go to sleep and i hate that awfully long time.

ahahaha isaac and i argue about this constantly, and i'm holding on, too.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453939)
holy smokes science i didn't know but ugh i don't like going to bed because it takes an awfully long time to go to sleep and i hate that awfully long time.

ahahaha isaac and i argue about this constantly, and i'm holding on, too.

Yup. That's why REM sleep is so important--without it, we'd literally go insane. And you can actually die from lack of REM sleep, you know. o__o

But, yes, I TOTALLY know what you mean....tossing in turning in the dark, staring at the clock, wondering why your brain won't turn off and let you sleep, waking up at random intervals.... ._. Ugh.

WELL ISAAC IS RIGHT. XD You are worth it.

Lily09 04-27-2013 03:22 AM

That's not a way I'd like to die O.o

ahahahahahahahaha
ahahahahahahaha
ahahahahahaha
ahahahahano

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453941)
That's not a way I'd like to die O.o

ahahahahahahahaha
ahahahahahahaha
ahahahahahaha
ahahahahano

XD Don't worry, you'd have to stay awake for eight to eleven days STRAIGHT to die from lack of sleep. Waaaayyyy before that (around the two-day mark), your brain will literally start taking mini naps without you controlling it. 'Tis your body's way of making you go to sleep whether you like it or not, in order to keep you alive and well. :^B

Lily09 04-27-2013 03:33 AM

Science is something I'd like to learn on my own time and not the way teachers teach it.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:40 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453943)
Science is something I'd like to learn outside of school.

School actually makes science boring. ._. It totally ruins it for me. I don't know why or how they do it, but science in school is CONSIDERABLY LESS INTERESTING than it is just browsing Vsauce or Discovery Channel or (the old) Animal Planet or watching a documentary. Seriously. O_O And, learning about science is INCREDIBLY diverse! You have sooooo many different areas to choose from! Earth science, animal science, plant science, the human body, space, different planets, different ecosystems, outer space, physics, etc. etc. etc.!

Just reading up on how amazing the human body is....it's just mind-blowing. o.o Did you know the physical heart actually does more than just pump blood? Scientists are starting to call it the "heart-brain" now, since it has its own nervous system and billions of neurons. ^_^

SEE? Life is never boring if you know where to look for entertainment. XD

maxi 04-27-2013 03:49 AM

Wellllllll, I feel like crap.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:52 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 453945)
Wellllllll, I feel like crap.

<:^/ I'm sorry, Max. Is there anything we can do to help? Cheer you up with some funny videos or something, maybe?

maxi 04-27-2013 03:53 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453946)
<:^/ I'm sorry, Max. Is there anything we can do to help? Cheer you up with some funny videos or something, maybe?

um idk .......

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 04:03 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 453947)
um idk .......

Um....ummm......new SHINee music video? <:^D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgeAmF7bgoE

I don't know what the lyrics mean yet...all I understand is "why so serious". XD

maxi 04-27-2013 04:06 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453948)
Um....ummm......new SHINee music video? <:^D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgeAmF7bgoE

I don't know what the lyrics mean yet...all I understand is "why so serious". XD

Why so serious...So raise your glass if you are wrong, in all the right ways, all my underdogs! We will never be, never be!

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 11:55 AM

Successfully buried my emotions. For now. Let's see how long it lasts.

L.S.Trendom 04-27-2013 12:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453934)
ugh i am so fucking tired and i want to go to bed but i am honestly just afraid to leave the computer though because memories ughugh godifuckinghateyousomuchistillhavenightmaresandjus tljkasdfkl;jas;ld i am just too tired to fucking deal with all this bullshit

and can't it be enough for my school friends that i go to school do you know how hard it is to even see your faces and now my phone isn't working so i can't text my best friend and i just
i don't know when i'm going to relapse or anything but i just dislike everyone at my school get away from me leave me alone

also when people tell me that im worth caring about, bullshit, i'm not worth time or care or anything at all stop caring about me please don't care about me dontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontlietomeandsayi mworthsomethingwhenimnotimnothing
i dont care if you think im amazing or some shit, i'm glad but it hurts too because when you find out im not worth caring about i'll just know im right
ugh

*drags myself out of this thread*

*massive huggles* fuck I wish I'd been awake… i'm sorry…
It'll get better, someday. *hugs again*

You don't know that you'll relapse. You're strong. You can do it.
Could you maybe, like, borrow Litzy's phone during lunch, at least the beginning? So I can text you? You should still eat.

No. You are so fucking worth it. I haven't lied to you at all, not when I said you're awesome, or when I said you're amazing, or when I said you're my best friend, or when I said you're worth so much, or when I said you're more perf than me. You are worth so fucking much.
You're my best friend and you were pretty much the only reason I didn't want to kill myself, over the past month. You've helped me a lot, you're fun to talk to, you're a great friend, you've never been a bitch or annoying to me, and you'rea great person. So how the hell are you worth nothing.
I'm not going to ever find I'm wrong about you, because I'm not wrong.
*huggles* shhh you are perf
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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 453940)
Yup. That's why REM sleep is so important--without it, we'd literally go insane. And you can actually die from lack of REM sleep, you know. o__o

But, yes, I TOTALLY know what you mean....tossing in turning in the dark, staring at the clock, wondering why your brain won't turn off and let you sleep, waking up at random intervals.... ._. Ugh.

WELL ISAAC IS RIGHT. XD You are worth it.

OMFG CREEPYPASTA RUSSIAN SLEEP EXPERIMENT
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453943)
Science is something I'd like to learn on my own time and not the way teachers teach it.

Same.
*cuddles with xkcd and wikipedia*

cheezemziez 04-27-2013 12:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 453934)
ugh i am so fucking tired and i want to go to bed but i am honestly just afraid to leave the computer though because memories ughugh godifuckinghateyousomuchistillhavenightmaresandjus tljkasdfkl;jas;ld i am just too tired to fucking deal with all this bullshit

and can't it be enough for my school friends that i go to school do you know how hard it is to even see your faces and now my phone isn't working so i can't text my best friend and i just
i don't know when i'm going to relapse or anything but i just dislike everyone at my school get away from me leave me alone

also when people tell me that im worth caring about, bullshit, i'm not worth time or care or anything at all stop caring about me please don't care about me dontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontlietomeandsayi mworthsomethingwhenimnotimnothing
i dont care if you think im amazing or some shit, i'm glad but it hurts too because when you find out im not worth caring about i'll just know im right
ugh

*drags myself out of this thread*

/hugs

You need sleep, Lily.

You're doing really well. We're proud of you for being so strong and having the courage and emotional strength to face whatever asshats and ignoramuses you have go near at school.

You are strong enough. You might not relapse ever again. But if you do, we'll be here for you.

You are not nothing. You are amazing and awesome and definitely worth all the time and care and more. You are amazing. You shouldn't have to hurt. You are worth caring about, and if anyone believes otherwise then they aren't worth it.


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