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otaku 11-16-2012 03:22 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363794)
Haha, yes we will. I'd become knight worthy any say to save you :)

The NSP post has a new comment ;)

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 03:28 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363796)
Thanks, Ashley. Did you have a crush or went out with anybody? *don't need to answer that*

No problem, bud. <:^J

Actually, I've never been out on a date. Never kissed anyone outside of my family, either. Never been kissed...although I DID come close, once, OHMYGOSH it scared me SO much!!! XD XD DX DX

I've had, like...kjbdfjkbsdf how do I describe this? x_x I think some celebrites are attractive and awesome and stuff (Onew...oh, gosh, whenever I watch the music video for that SHINee song "Hello"...akbdjkbfadk my heart melts...and Daesung of BigBang? ajkbfjksbdakfjbdfdkjfbkjdasbfjkdbf <3...XD I'm such a fangirl.), but...I don't think I've ever actually had a crush on anyone. O_o (I THINK. x_x I don't know.) Which makes me happy and depressed at the same time, which shouldn't be possible, but it is. XD -_-

otaku 11-16-2012 03:38 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363799)
No-one even cares anymore.

God damnit.

I care. What's wrong?

maxi 11-16-2012 03:39 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363798)
No problem, bud. <:^J

Actually, I've never been out on a date. Never kissed anyone outside of my family, either. Never been kissed...although I DID come close, once, OHMYGOSH it scared me SO much!!! XD XD DX DX

I've had, like...kjbdfjkbsdf how do I describe this? x_x I think some celebrites are attractive and awesome and stuff (Onew...oh, gosh, whenever I watch the music video for that SHINee song "Hello"...akbdjkbfadk my heart melts...and Daesung of BigBang? ajkbfjksbdakfjbdfdkjfbkjdasbfjkdbf <3...XD I'm such a fangirl.), but...I don't think I've ever actually had a crush on anyone. O_o (I THINK. x_x I don't know.) Which makes me happy and depressed at the same time, which shouldn't be possible, but it is. XD -_-

How did you come close?

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 03:41 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363801)
How did you come close?

O_O H-h-h-how? *immediately thinks of that crazy day* Gosh, it feels like a lifetime ago... *stares into space for a moment* :o I'd rather not say. *kicks a random pebble awkwardly*

wildwolf 11-16-2012 08:31 AM

Girls at my school: Dafuq? You're too young to date? How do you even go on one? You can't drive, you're thirteen!
You break up the next day, anyway!

I'm the only sensible person in a sea of idiots.

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 09:51 AM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363830)
Girls at my school: Dafuq? You're too young to date? How do you even go on one? You can't drive, you're thirteen!
You break up the next day, anyway!

I'm the only sensible person in a sea of idiots.

I agree, but maybe not in that usage of words, hehe :D I don't date either :)

HeatherB 11-16-2012 11:13 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363799)
No-one even cares anymore.

God damnit.

What's the matter?


I've been feeling like that too, lately...

HeatherB 11-16-2012 01:24 PM

Oh dear god please please please please PLEASE make him let me go back, please please please, I'm not SICK, I'm FINE goddamit I am FINE. D:<

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 02:23 PM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363830)
Girls at my school: Dafuq? You're too young to date? How do you even go on one? You can't drive, you're thirteen!
You break up the next day, anyway!

I'm the only sensible person in a sea of idiots.

Those are just some of the MANY reasons why I've never been out on a date. o_o

Kids these days don't have a clue. -_-

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:35 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363869)
Those are just some of the MANY reasons why I've never been out on a date. o_o

Kids these days don't have a clue. -_-

Agreed............

HeatherB 11-16-2012 03:45 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363881)
I just... ugh. I'm not even happy anymore at all, and my friend asked at school if i had been crying beforehand (I had) I said yes and she turned away. she didn't bother to ask why. :C

You okay? DD:

Aw, honey. The exact same thing happened to me with my DAD, believe it or not. But, WE here on KP care. You're not alone with this and I believe that you will get better. :')

Eh, my depression's been going off and on. Thankfully it decided to leave me for a couple hours or so today (and has been gone since forth) but it was kinda bad last week (okay, lying, it was super bad) and I just felt broken and alone and I had no one to talk to even when I posted on here, and I know it sounds selfish and bitchy but only like one or two people responded to me and they weren't even my close friends (no offense no offense no offense to the people who responded) but I was more aiming for my offline friends to respond to the post because they know me better and I thought they could really be able to help me. But... they didn't respond and that's when the depression hit a low point. Today, being needed for the sound effects in my play was AWESOME but I felt kind of low and guilty because I was being all attention-desperate if you know what I mean and I don't like being like that. :c That's all.

HeatherB 11-16-2012 03:54 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363886)
DDD: That's awful!

It's not selfish or bitchy. You just needed help and you didn't get the people that could help to respond. Sound effects?! Awesome:D

I wish your depression would STAY off :C

Yeah, my parents + Heather's depression stories = not the best reactions.

If you say so... And jyesh. Sound effect are da bomb! We rocked 'em!

Me too--and the same for you, hon.

maxi 11-16-2012 03:56 PM

SHUT UP. SHUT UP. GET LOST...YOU'RE NOT ME; I CAN DO WHATEVER I LIKE. I CAN'T CHANGE BECAUSE OF YOU, BULLIES. GUYS, GET LOST AND BULLY SOMEONE ELSE.
*i*

otaku 11-16-2012 04:00 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363890)
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. GET LOST...YOU'RE NOT ME; I CAN DO WHATEVER I LIKE. I CAN'T CHANGE BECAUSE OF YOU, BULLIES. GUYS, GET LOST AND BULLY SOMEONE ELSE.
*i*

F888off buttheads >:^|
Seriously. That's just... AH, it makes me so mad.


BlueMi 11-16-2012 04:49 PM

Happy.
Happy happy happy happy.
For the first time in a month, where I've had lingering depressional thoughts and been kinda out of it, I think I might really, truly be happy.
THE LIST OF THING THAT MAKE ME SMILE:
~The Play I was in today... we were amazing ;-; oh god, i love my school so much. the sound effects and tech all fixed all the kinks, the stage hands were great, and oh god the actors... my homefries... i love everyone so much we were amazing :'D
~My crush :'D I think he finally likes me. Not, like, LIKE-LIKES me, but he likes me as a person. Respects me. and my acting...(?) He was stage hands, and every time I had a line, i glanced at him. he was smiling <3 and after the play, all the eighth graders (and one seventh grader xD) were hangin' at the tower and he was one of them and ohmigod i love him and i mad him laugh and junk
~My appearance. I'm starting to lose weight.
~I think i might be slightly more popular now :] not that that kind of stuff really matters to me, but i feel more liked and more at ease around my classmates
~MY LOVELY FRIENDS. <3 Sophia, Heather, Katie, Eilean, and Marzi, mostly, but Hannah, Grace, Penina, Carmen, Callie, Livi, Lauren, Catherine asdfggjhkkl; the most amazing people ever :'D even all those boys who annoy me... gawd i love them


Yeah.
I'm happy.
(:

maxi 11-16-2012 05:10 PM

Do I have a crush or am I just randomly staring at her? ._.

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363940)
Do I have a crush or am I just randomly staring at her? ._.

Pretend it's the latter. Life is much easier that way.

maxi 11-16-2012 05:11 PM

Pokey, can i have a cover request?

maxi 11-16-2012 05:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 363941)
Pretend it's the latter. Life is much easier that way.

._. What's a latter?

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:12 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363943)
._. What's a latter?

Translation; pretend it's the second.

BlueMi 11-16-2012 05:13 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 363938)
Someone posted something happy.

:DDDDDD
YAY

sorry :D

You're so lucky with your crush (: he sounds nice. you have a LOT of friends. xD

I KNOW. I'm so proud whenever someone posts happiness. :'D

He's awesome. The only thing is he's popular, but according to friends, he smiled and laughed during all my lines... *le dreamy sigh*
And THANKS. :D

maxi 11-16-2012 05:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 363944)
Translation; pretend it's the second.

I think it is me having a crush.

I've a crush.

BlueMi 11-16-2012 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363942)
Pokey, can i have a cover request?

Post it on the thread, I'll try to get to it. xD

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363947)
I think it is me having a crush.

I've a crush.

Yes, but like you said, pretend that you're just staring at the back of her head. So much simpler.

wildwolf 11-16-2012 05:16 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363890)
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. GET LOST...YOU'RE NOT ME; I CAN DO WHATEVER I LIKE. I CAN'T CHANGE BECAUSE OF YOU, BULLIES. GUYS, GET LOST AND BULLY SOMEONE ELSE.
*i*

Maybe this will cheer you up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RMDVDPFEv0

Or this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsmL-Xe783c

maxi 11-16-2012 05:19 PM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363950)

The first is awesome. :D

maxi 11-16-2012 05:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 363949)
Yes, but like you said, pretend that you're just staring at the back of her head. So much simpler.

I don't know.

wildwolf 11-16-2012 05:29 PM

Well, you're too young to date anyway.

wildwolf 11-16-2012 05:34 PM

MY FEELS
MY FEELS ARE KILLING ME
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxZYAp6KOhQ

maxi 11-16-2012 05:34 PM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363957)
Well, you're too young to date anyway.

Are you referring to me?

wildwolf 11-16-2012 05:36 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363962)
Are you referring to me?

Yes.

I mean, crushes are okay, but you're too young to date. It's kinda silly, you can't drive or go anywhere and you don't even know what you're doing, really...

maxi 11-16-2012 05:37 PM

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363964)
Yes.

I mean, crushes are okay, but you're too young to date. It's kinda silly, you can't drive or go anywhere and you don't even know what you're doing, really...

I wasn't going to date. XD That would be rather stupid.

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:42 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363965)
I wasn't going to date. XD That would be rather stupid.

Exactly why it is best to ignore her for now.

maxi 11-16-2012 05:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 363968)
Exactly why it is best to ignore her for now.

What if I can't? *sighs*

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:47 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363970)
What if I can't? *sighs*

Then... try to become friends with her, if you aren't already. But don't make it obvious that you have a crush on her. I dunno. *twitches* I'm bad at this stuff.

To make up for my bad advice, her's a book cover I made for Future Wars. :D http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/album.p...pictureid=5592

maxi 11-16-2012 05:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Jesse (Post 363972)
Then... try to become friends with her, if you aren't already. But don't make it obvious that you have a crush on her. I dunno. *twitches* I'm bad at this stuff.

To make up for my bad advice, her's a book cover I made for Future Wars. :D http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/album.p...pictureid=5592

I saw the cover and commented. :D

Thanks for trying to help, bud. <:^J

Jesse 11-16-2012 05:50 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363975)
I saw the cover and commented. :D

Thanks for trying to help, bud. <:^J

I read it and commented back. :D

Your welcome.

soph-soph27 11-16-2012 06:05 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 363920)
Happy.
Happy happy happy happy.
For the first time in a month, where I've had lingering depressional thoughts and been kinda out of it, I think I might really, truly be happy.
THE LIST OF THING THAT MAKE ME SMILE:
~The Play I was in today... we were amazing ;-; oh god, i love my school so much. the sound effects and tech all fixed all the kinks, the stage hands were great, and oh god the actors... my homefries... i love everyone so much we were amazing :'D
~My crush :'D I think he finally likes me. Not, like, LIKE-LIKES me, but he likes me as a person. Respects me. and my acting...(?) He was stage hands, and every time I had a line, i glanced at him. he was smiling <3 and after the play, all the eighth graders (and one seventh grader xD) were hangin' at the tower and he was one of them and ohmigod i love him and i mad him laugh and junk
~My appearance. I'm starting to lose weight.
~I think i might be slightly more popular now :] not that that kind of stuff really matters to me, but i feel more liked and more at ease around my classmates
~MY LOVELY FRIENDS. <3 Sophia, Heather, Katie, Eilean, and Marzi, mostly, but Hannah, Grace, Penina, Carmen, Callie, Livi, Lauren, Catherine asdfggjhkkl; the most amazing people ever :'D even all those boys who annoy me... gawd i love them


Yeah.
I'm happy.
(:

YAY. You love me. :D

I finally broke out of it. Every single time I saw someone post on here, my heart broke into smaller pieces. But now- pity- no. Last night, I thought I wold have to do the sound for the play all alone, and I broke. I cried hysterically into a pillow, and killed several pieces of paper, by the way of crumpling and throwing them with force into the trash. But it's gone. All gone. Now, I AM happy, I couldn't be happier. The play was amazing, the actors were perfect, on cue, the sound went perfectly, and Heather showed up- THANK YOU HEATHER- and I want to cry, because life is so perfect.

11-16-2012 06:24 PM

Reasons I'm Mad/Sad:

~My friend is a liar.
~I'm crushing on my best guyfriend, but he has a girlfriend.
~I have a big project due Monday and me and my friend have to get together over the weekend to work on it but my parents won't let me skip church. *eyeroll*
~I'm NEVER allowed to skip church.

Reasons I'm Happy/Excited:

~My group's KYA bill got picked.
~I get to see my best guyfriend twice a week.
~My best guyfriend is going to KYA, too.
~I have finally mastered The Cup Song. :D
~Mom is bringing home pizza tonight for dinner.

What I Hate About Myself:

~My nose is too big.
~My teeth and gapped out.
~My soccer thighs are huuuuge.

What I Love About Myself:

~Personality
~Choice in friends
~Body
~Attitude (for the most part)
~My Laugh (or "cackle" as my friends call it XD)


I don't know...my feelings are all over the place. I'm trying to tell myself I'm happy, but it's honestly back and forth. Things just don't seem worth the effort anymore. I wish people didn't change, and everything didn't get so difficult. This kinda helped me, though. Making those lists ^^. It's Friday, and I'm just going to try to enjoy it.


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