| L.S.Trendom |
12-19-2012 06:11 PM |
@pluzzle: *hugs* don't cut.
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 379724)
You're welcome. ^_^ Take your time.
X'D I don't know HOW I thought up that crazy metaphor. ._. I think it had something to do with that "Life is like a box of chocolates" quote from Forrest Gump. o_0
O.O That's an awesome quote!!! I know I've heard it...but....I can't remember which Doctor said it or what episode it was in. >w<
|
thanks. /begins writing out reply/
random metaphors are awesome! :D
and that box of chocolates metaphor isn't so awesome when the random box of chocolates you got is half eaten and then you eat some so there's only like four chocolates left and the chocolate labelingness is all screwed up :c
I'm pretty sure Amy said it, about Rory… :3 /hugstheinternet
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 379556)
Okay, so... for the record, I listened to those songs. Unlike probably most of the people on here who come across a link to a song, I actually listened read the lyrics AND listened the music all the way through instead of skimming through the lyrics and moving on. You know why I did that? Because, I want to know exactly what you're trying to convey through that link. I'm putting actual effort and patience into this. Why is this so important? WELLLL, considering I think my heart rate just doubled since I read your post, and my hands are shaking, I think me sitting through and actually comprehending two songs and a quote is pretty good. XD XD DX DX ._.
Anyway.
I totally know how you feel about wanting to just kill off your current self and just make another, better you. I've actually done that many, MANY times. Sometimes I think I'm a flipping Time Lord from all the times I've died and totally completely reinvented my personality. But, the thing is, I'm still just a teen, so, I'm hardly ever satisfied with who I am, and that seems to be the trend with all teens. What you need to do is this: If you want to reinvent yourself, I say, go ahead. In fact, I want you to do that, because I can't stand to see you look at yourself like this. O_e But, when/if you accomplish that, don't be surprised if your newish self isn't 100% perfect in your eyes. The point of remaking yourself is making yourself into someone who you can at least tolerate--maybe even have some respect for, NOT to be all ZOMG-I'm-Eclipse-Silver-and-Evil-Kineval-combined-I'm-100%-awesome! *sincerely hopes you remember Vaaren Salvation enough to know who Eclipse is* <:^J You know? Just...just...jkabskjfbakjbf. Okay.
Start with your viewpoint, if you want to burn yourself down and start again. Take the Lorelai approach (*isn't expecting you to understand that reference*)! If something someone does to you that's a bit petty but still upsets you, don't get angry. Be amused. Laugh at the person! Don't let their actions govern your mood. Or, if you just want to feel again, take the time to slow down. On a non-busy day (winter break is coming up, you should have plenty), just go for a walk or something. Eat a candy bar and take ten minutes to do it. Or, if you want a different approach, do something TOTALLY DIFFERENT. Take another route to get to somewhere! Walk backwards over the course of one day! Go to a totally different library or park or whatever! Say hello to every freaking person you see and say "screw it" to anyone that thinks you're insane! Jump in a freezing pool of water! ANYTHING you've never done before, or haven't done many times. Anything to get your mind to pay attention and FEEL SOMETHING.
...And that concludes Part Two of mah lecture. owo Please allow me to write Part THREEEEE. *flies away*
|
and yeah again, i'm working on not giving a crap what most others think.
those don't really sound like they would help, but… thanks. i might maybe try one…
Thanks. *is glad people care* *hugs* And sorry for worrying you… :/
and yeah i can relate to almost every word in both of those songs.
me too, i think… sort of. I've definitely changed a huge amount, especially since i joined KidPub. pretty sure one part has stayed pretty much the same, throughout the years—the dreamer/escapist part.
i want to be perfect though. sort of. like… not hurting anyone, always being helpful/a good friend… i'm not really sure how to put it. an eidolon.
and yeah, i remember Eclipse :D
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 379558)
Amber: :^| I just wanted to come on here really quick to say something. Tredom? Yeah. I think you broke Ash. XD XD DX DX She's officially stuck in caring-friend mode. If she's smothering you with advice or getting too emotional or talking too much, just know that she'll stop eventually. o_e And she doesn't mean to make you uncomfortable or bored. So...yeah. >_>
|
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 379564)
I'm 100% sure that everyone at school is NOT getting together to play some sort of elaborate joke on you, Tredom. <:^J I mean, seriously. >_> Kids can barely get together and cooperate long enough to do a stupid short science experiment and glue some paper and crude drawings and charts to a piece of cardboard for a silly science fair, LET ALONE collectively decide to "humor the homeschooled kid". O_O *le fail attempt at humor/lightening up the situation* <:^D
But, seriously, now. ._. I don't see a single thing about you that would make people not like you. I'm dead freaking serious, here. Usually everyone has some kind of quirk or habit or whatever that most people don't like, but if you have one, man, you've hidden it well, 'cuz I don't see it. If you're thinking about your shyness, then, calm down. I think it's safe to say that most people would chose to hang out with a shy person compared to an overbearing person. SO. ^_^ Yeah.
And please don't get me started on the eating thing again, buddy. ;w; This is coming from the girl who practically gave teenagers the title of "bottomless pits," so, that COULD be why I can't understand how you're going so long without eating. I can't think about ANYTHING but food when I'm hungry. And, (this is just a theory, here, buddy, but), maybe part of why you feel so bad is because you physically aren't getting what you need to be happy and healthy? As corny as it sounds--healthy goes hand-in-hand with happy, even if you have depression or any number of mental issues. And, if anything, eating would at least take that one small thing off your list of things that's wrong. I know you're probably feeling to ill to eat, but at least choke down a cracker or something ever couple hours. Something is better than nothing. <:^J
And I'm sure that deep down, your father DOES care about you. But, sometimes, people are just too messed up to show it, and sometimes don't even know HOW. Just keep in mind that he hasn't abandoned your family, he at least acknowledges your existence and that yes, you are his son. Because if he REALLY didn't give a ****, he would have shown it and left a long time ago. AND he DID care enough to ask you about your eating habits, even if it was brief and didn't seem like much. <:^) This is coming from a person who HAS actually been totally abandoned by multiple family members, so, please don't try to question my credibility on this one. XD
|
i wasn't thinking like they all organised but… maybe it just occurred to most of them that it would be fun to mess with someone like that. /paranoidparrotyayyy and haha, yeah, that was funny xD
i'm different in real life though. I'm more awkward, less outgoing, i'm terrible at advice/comfort, I can't backflip through a window or fly, and i'm a lot worse at like deep conversations.
haha, i can doubly ironically relate to the bottomless pit thing :P and i'm not going so long without eating… i'm eating, just less than the average person. and, no, i really don't think it's 'cause of that… 'cause it's been like this for a while, no matter how much i ate. and eating makes me feel worse, emotionally. and no i don't feel too ill to eat… (hahaha i should go on a bloody diet xD)
thanks…
/hugs sorry you've been abandoned… sucks for the people who did it. D:
Quote:
Originally Posted by TheAshWolf
(Post 379565)
Point is, Tredom, I care. x_x I'm sorry I went flying off the handle like that. (I'd give anything to go back to being numb like you are--because, once you get so numb that think pain and anger is better than feeling nothing at all...after you feel that relentless pain and anger for a while, you miss being numb...but it IS a bit of a springboard for happiness if you're sane enough to know what pain is acceptable and what isn't [i.e. physical harm VS facing someone who's been treating you like dirt for years]. <:^J)
Just...kjsbfjkbsfkjb. Oh gosh. x_X Where did the last hour ago?
Just feel better, okay? Don't make me go crazy like this again...XD XD DX DX
|
no, don't worry about it. Yeah, i'd prefer this to anger… but i'd prefer sadness over both. a lot.
/feelskindofguiltyforworryingyou
Quote:
Originally Posted by Owen-L
(Post 379573)
Don't hate yourself. D: You're an awesome person and everyone on this site cares about you even though it's through the internet; that's how great you are!
Don't get pissed about school - it's only a short time in your life, and soon enough, you'll be out of it. :P
If your dad doesn't care about you, why care about him, or even bother to listen to what he says?
Soon enough, things'll be better. :p
Ugh. I'm no good at advice, but I hope I helped. >.<
|
nooo, you're not crappy at advice :P
thanks. |
