Rockshadow |
10-25-2015 09:27 PM |
My mother's always working and so is my dad, and while I love them both very much and I know they love me, i just wish they were involved in my life more often. My mom's never been to any of my school events, my dad's only been to a few, (I give him more pardon cause he's traveling 24/7 and it's not like he can get on an airplane to fly back just for something so small) and I don't feel like I connect with my mom. She's just there. We rarely talk because she's always working. And I realized that I don't have a best friend, I don't have that kind of person in my life and I'm wondering if it's because I drove everyone away or because I'm just not "best friend" material. I'm just there, like a lamp. I know something has to change but I don't know what it is, I don't know how I can become good enough for anyone.
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