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Hello friends. :)
so sorry I haven't been around lately - I guess I'm just moving on from KP. My fanfiction on wattpad just passed 30k reads. Life is kind of crazy. Also I started a blog if anyone is interested. http://camille-leo.blogspot.com/ sorry if it was kind of a dick move of me to just leave and come back for self promo... love you guys <333 |
been really sad lately and haven't been enjoying it. my friend/crush is starting to drift away from me and our friendship doesn't seem as strong. i'm trying so hard but it's so difficult to do all this shit and keep up with school and everything and it's annoying. sometimes i just want to curl up into a ball and cry for hours on hours on hours on end.
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i'M WRITING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS SO THAT'S ABSOLUTELY GREAT
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let me tell you something.
i am nobody's "second chance." i know you said it forever ago, but i think you meant it. LET ME TELL YOU IT AGAIN. I AM NOBODY'S SECOND FREAKING CHANCE. |
yesterday I saw a movie. halfway through an alarm went off, but the movie kept on playing. The theatre is in the middle of "No Where, Colorado," not far from Aurora and that horrible midnight Batman shooting.
the alarm goes off. the movie keeps playing. no one moves. everyone is thinking the same thing. terrorists, madmen, guns, aurora, batman. the alarm goes off again. my family exchanges scared glances and the movie keeps playing. it goes off again, the lights flashing. i'm the first up and soon everyone in the theater follows. it's not that many people, but there is a lot of fear. i'm probably the youngest person there. i'm the first down the little hallway to the door and i'm terrified. i think i'm the first out, going to be the first killed. everyone is silent. i open the door slowly, and i see people across the brightly lit hallway also where another movie is playing peeking out. we all walk into the hallway, and see everyone else from the other movies walk out too. a false alarm. the staff called out it was a false alarm, restarting the movies to when the alarm started. a false alarm. but terrifying nevertheless, because how where we to know? terrifying, an experience i'll remember, the day i thought i would be shot. you all know about my relationship and distrust of guns, but oh my god yesterday was so scary. sorry for spamming, but oh my god i keep thinking about it, and i know we all did the wrong thing. we should've taken the emergency exit out of the theater instead of going into it, and that scares me. because we did the wrong thing, as did everyone else in the theater and my god was it fhfhalkjhfaldkjf. terrifying. guns, terrorists. i guess this is what they mean. everyone is under attack, everyone is gaining this TERROR. they're freaking winning. because that was the only thought in everyone's mind. my god the terror. |
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