*feels like I am* x__x I'm sorry.

You might be able to send the chapters to me via the WOT site...I don't think it has a word limit on that Questions & Comments page, so....o_0

Yes, sleep. Sleep will make you feel better. *pats on the back* <:^J We can deal with this later. Goodnight and sour dreams.

*hugs back* *doesn't know why that is, either* Thanks, Dansy.

ugh i am so fucking tired and i want to go to bed but i am honestly just afraid to leave the computer though because memories ughugh godifuckinghateyousomuchistillhavenightmaresandjus tljkasdfkl;jas;ld i am just too tired to fucking deal with all this bullshit

and can't it be enough for my school friends that i go to school do you know how hard it is to even see your faces and now my phone isn't working so i can't text my best friend and i just
i don't know when i'm going to relapse or anything but i just dislike everyone at my school get away from me leave me alone

also when people tell me that im worth caring about, bullshit, i'm not worth time or care or anything at all stop caring about me please don't care about me dontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontdontlietomeandsayi mworthsomethingwhenimnotimnothing
i dont care if you think im amazing or some shit, i'm glad but it hurts too because when you find out im not worth caring about i'll just know im right
ugh

*drags myself out of this thread*

Lily...you need to get some sleep. You'll feel better in the morning.

You ARE worth it.

sleep is stupid and i can't sleep anyway

but im not.
edit: as you can see i havent dragged myself out yet

I know sleep seems useless and stupid right now. (Heck, I haven't been able to sleep at all lately unless I totally exhaust myself right before bed, so I know what you mean.) But it's NOT stupid. Sleep is good for you. The stress chemicals in your body are actually only disassembled and gotten rid of during REM sleep, you know.

Yes you are. I'm going to hold onto this like a pit bull, girl. You might as well give in. ^_^

holy smokes science i didn't know but ugh i don't like going to bed because it takes an awfully long time to go to sleep and i hate that awfully long time.

ahahaha isaac and i argue about this constantly, and i'm holding on, too.

Yup. That's why REM sleep is so important--without it, we'd literally go insane. And you can actually die from lack of REM sleep, you know. o__o

But, yes, I TOTALLY know what you mean....tossing in turning in the dark, staring at the clock, wondering why your brain won't turn off and let you sleep, waking up at random intervals.... ._. Ugh.

WELL ISAAC IS RIGHT. XD You are worth it.

That's not a way I'd like to die O.o

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XD Don't worry, you'd have to stay awake for eight to eleven days STRAIGHT to die from lack of sleep. Waaaayyyy before that (around the two-day mark), your brain will literally start taking mini naps without you controlling it. 'Tis your body's way of making you go to sleep whether you like it or not, in order to keep you alive and well. :^B