*hugs you back*
i honestly can't deal with this

Owen noes. D:Feel good about yourself, be happy.

;~; Please don't think like that. Dx You're awesome!

I would do anything to be normal.
I would give away everything in a heartbeat. I would give up my drawing ability, my (crappy) writing ability, my 95% average. I would give away anything that makes me ME if I could just feel normal and okay for ten minutes on my own.
But no.
Here I am, unable to distinguish what's real, terrified that I need medication, terrified that I might lose control of myself. I can barely remember to eat. I'm just rotting away in a life I've never appreciated. I wish I could give my life to someone else who would appreciate it because clearly I'm not cut out for this...


*ignore, I'm just venting. Summer has been horrible, as it always is. Without school my brain has nothing to do except gnaw on itself and it's landed me right here for four years in a row.*

<:^C Sandy... *bear hug* I don't know what to say. You won't lose control of yourself. I'm sure you DO appreciate your life, deep down, beneath all the stress. And I know this probably doesn't mean all THAT much, but...I appreciate you. All of KP does. I'm sure your family AND real-life friends appreciate you, too.

No, it's over. And the main point wasn't asking her to stop. I wanted to find out who she is.

...Look at the tags. o_o Half of them are dark and terrible, and the other half are cheery and positive.

I'm still trying to figure out where "smexy elmo" fits on this scale.

There's a third section - downright insane.

…it's all ash's and gabi's fault ok
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O_O That wasn't there before...