I don't want to go back to school. Not because of homework or anything, I've never gotten bullied, I don't care all that much about bad grades.

I can't go back. I can't fall back into the routine of waking up and forcing myself to go on the bus, to spend six and a half hours around hundreds of students and stare absentmindedly at the back of my classmates heads, to awkwardly chase after a ball in gym while others stare at me with concentrated silence. I'm too self-conscious to greet anyone. I have no idea who I'll eat lunch with. My anxiety is... really bad now, to say the least.

School would be fine, if I was the only one there.

What did he do?
I spent the first few days in a summer camp friendless. The only way is to force through the awkwardness and seize up on conversation topics.

He keeps shouting at me for no good reason.

i know how that is *hugs tightly*

My goodness, I'm the exact same way. *glomps* I know how hard it is, especially at the gym class thing. I'm the one falling on the floor with exhaustion when everyone else is like, "wow, this is easy". I've never done a successful pushup. Not one. Ever. I'm typically picked last for everything athletic and I had a fifteen-minute mile. Anyway, you're not the only one who's totally awkward. Being self-conscious is fine, and I have a weird lisp that I feel like everyone's pointing out 24/7, so I'm on the same page. :) People are kind of shitty in general, so it's okay if you don't like them or they don't like you. If you ever want to talk or anything, you can do e-mail or chatzy or flockdraw. :)

I want to lose weight. I'm 12, I'm 5'10" and I weigh 162.5. A normal twelve year old is just reaching 100 pounds, aren't they? I feel really self conscious about my body, and I try to wear baggy clothing to hide it. I'm afraid that if I tell people how much I weigh that they'll laugh at me and say I'm fat. I think I should go on an extreme diet.

You are super tall! I'm 13, I weigh about 105 and I'm barely 5 feet tall. I guarantee you that's about average, and if you were 5'10" and 100 lbs, I would be very concerned for your health.

I'm just reaching seventy pounds at 5'4 and I still feel fat. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I just have all this stupid puppy fat that makes me kind of abdominous.

You grow really quickly. If you really want to, you can go on a diet, but it doesn't have to be extreme. Nor is it neccessary. See?

:o holy fudge. I'm 5'4 and I weigh wayyyy more than you :o you're.... You're like a twig ;-;