The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

rvauitreantuyna my mouth hurts. I have a tooth that's not all that loose but I have to get it pulled if I don't get it out my next week and I ate a whole bunch of crackers on that side of my mouth to try to make it looser and now my whole left side of my face is literally throbbing with pain. IT HURTS LIKE HELL. NNQIRNV;IAUFIUNEWR;ENAEINAE i'm gonna go curl up in a ball on the floor now ERIUTNAYFUYALYTUER

Nightwalker

08-11-2013 10:14 AM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 487406)

*tackle hugs*
you're not an idiot you're wonderful shh

ugh i know how you feel… it sucks.
I've seen NightOwl from time to time? And I think she's still doing the BECCA awards. I could email FMD for you, if you want. And I miiight have Kyle's email if he hasn't changed emails. I think Jen might have a deviantART account?? I know Sicilian Sea does. And I'm pretty sure Camille has a tumblr. So… I know it's not the same, but there's still ways to contact them.

I think I do have Kyle's e-mail somewhere, and FMD's. It just really kills me, you know? And how Xaxvier has told me he's leaving to. This place has a whole new population, but it feels so weirdly empty to me. It kills me, it really does. And I feel like I want to leave, and I should, but I can't let myself, not until I get my 1000 posts, and even with that I know it'll be a struggle to let it go.

I don't know why I find this so hard. How did everyone else just drift on with ease? I don't know how people can let this place go.

MaggieMay

08-11-2013 10:38 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 487400)

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4...jgclo1_500.gif

yep pretty much :/

*huggles*

BriannaH

08-11-2013 12:16 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 487378)

I hate waiting for something big to happen. I hate it when people mishear words. I hate when people cancel plans. I hate it when I unintentionally do the things that I hate. I hate it when people who are always happy suddenly are sad and I can't help. I hate it when the sky is completely clear and the sun is bright and hot and blinding.

And sometimes, I just feel like I hate everything.

._.

This feeling always passes after a little while. But, still. I hate the feeling of hating everything. And then I hate myself for hating everything. And then I just curl up on the couch with some hot tea and read or watch TV to distract myself from all the hate and then waste half a day in the process. And I hate wasting time.

It's a vicious cycle. ewe

Aw, Ash, I'm sorry. We don't talk, but it sucks that you feel that way. I hope you feel better. :)

LaurenM

08-11-2013 11:56 PM

I hate it when paranoid people limit other people to do other things when it's then who are scared.
I hate it when your father slaps you in a tourist attraction (I deflected it wih my hand) and you feel like the attraction yourself. And he then drags you so hard through the street so you lose the feeling in your hands.

LaurenM

08-11-2013 11:58 PM

TheMoonWakedWolf

08-12-2013 05:52 AM

Welp
My dad has leukemia
And even though he says he'll be alright I'm not really sure
He'll still have to go through chemo
He'll still have to suffer and whoops I'm scared ok

bookworm1999

08-12-2013 06:30 AM

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Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 487840)

Welp
My dad has leukemia
And even though he says he'll be alright I'm not really sure
He'll still have to go through chemo
He'll still have to suffer and whoops I'm scared ok

Oh my gosh o.o
Wolfie *glomps a thousand bazillion jillion killion times* I don't know if that is a real number but I couldn't care less right now. I am so sorry! D: I am so praying for your dad and your family and you right now, okay? I seriously hope you'll find the strength to endure this and if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here, Ash is here, Lizzie is here, we are all here.

I know that scared feeling. My dad had cancer and I couldn't believe it at first. It felt super surreal because before he had seemed perfectly fine, then it just hit us. I ended up calling my best friend immediately afterwards and cried over the phone with her. You aren't alone in this, we are here, okay? :)

TheMoonWakedWolf

08-12-2013 06:58 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 487844)

Thank you, Kenny c: *glomps back*
The number is real if you just beLIEVE

bookworm1999

08-12-2013 07:00 AM

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Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 487852)

Thank you, Kenny c: *glomps back*
The number is real if you just beLIEVE

No probs, Wolfie (i have no idea what to nickname you) *falls over*
BELIEVe!!

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