Puckbrina159 |
08-22-2013 10:11 AM |
Guys I know I just said to be happy and everything in my last post but oh my god I don't know what's wrong with me. Last night my cat jumped on my head at 4 in the morning (he's not a good sleeping buddy), and I pushed him off the bed because I didn't feel like getting up. Then he went and laid down on the floor. 5 minutes later he jumped at me again so I got up and kicked him out. So then I tried to get back to sleep. I closed my eyes for 30 seconds, and then burst in to tears. I don't know why. My brain was just like, "hey no one's around everyone's asleep seems like a good time to have a breakdown" Today is my last day with my brother because he's going back to college on Friday, I went to the middle school and it is overwhelmingly huge compared to my elem school, my sister doesn't give a damn that we share a bedroom and it's mine as much as her's, my dog got in a huge mess while we were at my uncle's house last night and I think my parents are talking about trying to convince us to get rid of her, last night after my dog got in to the mess, my dad tried to put the dog outside and she didn't want to so he dragged her and she made some yelps that I am never going to forget (I could have screamed at my dad. She was abused before we got her. How could he hurt her like that?), and I have no effing friends.
i guess in bed at 4 in the morning is a better place than in the middle of a target like last time.
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