I already told my parents I would do it and they told my teachers.
Today was a really good day which kind of tears me in two different ways. I had fun in my core classes which will change so that makes me not want to do it but I also had a really good time eating with some kids from those classes.
But I can't turn back now so...

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I hate to complain.
But.
This is getting really exhausting. My parents both have jobs where they're not home barely any. Especially my dad. He's only home one day a week, and if he's lucky, three. What I'm getting at is we can't have a normal family life. Neither of my parents are going to be home on my birthday, and my dad hasn't been off on any holidays for as long as I can remember.
It gets lonely.

i feel like i know that my friends will judge me that i love miley cyrus

okay.
so yesterday I saw my therapist for the third time and seven hundred things went wrong and I just saw my parents walk to the car crying to go to talk to a social worker. im not going to be in school for a week.

this could be a lot more in depth but im on my brother’s laptop right now (mine was taken away). i love you all. but I’m not sure when I’ll be able to be on again.

stay safe

I'm sorry :c Good luck and you stay safe too <3

hahahah relapse
ahahahahahhahaha homework
ashahahhAHAHhahahahh life
HAHAhahaHahahAHHAahaha i want ot die already

*crushing bear hug of concern* PLEASE don't say that, Heather. ;_; You're stronger than you think--you've made it this far, right? <:^) Homework sucks, I TOTALLY know what you mean...so many deadlines and impossibly complicated and hard projects... >_< I'm really sorry it's stressing you out, and I wish I could help. <:^c You DON'T deserve to feel this bad. What exactly happened?!

Just...try to focus on good things. Listen to some music, snack on something yummy, watch your favorite TV shows, read something you love. You're gonna get past this, and life IS worth living, despite its problems. *hugs again* Besides, you're too fantastic for any of us to lose.

Argh, I...this post may be a little triggering?? Idk it probably won't be that bad, the stuff in white is the stuff that contains self harm. but could somebody pleaaaase help me out?

I have a friend (yes, actually a friend, not some personification of myself), who I'm honestly super worried about. She's had some really tough times this year and in fact the whole time that I've known her, like she's had super toxic friendships, bad family life and she's been sexually harassed, and she pours her heart into relationships and then gets broken up with 24/7. She's admitted to me that she's attempted suicide at least three times (drowning herself and taking pills) and that she's cut herself accidentally with exacto knives and actually liked and wanted to continue the feeling. She's getting more and more morbid lately, and I've seen drawings in her sketchbook that are just elaborate word-art of Death. Whenever we talk, she hints at stuff that she hates or can't take - today she said that every day she finds new reasons to die, and that she isn't entirely sure that she's going to make it to a natural death. Plus, she always says she loves me as she walks away, which she never used to do... there are all trademark signs of somebody considering suicide, so what I'm asking is what I can do or say to her...I don't want to scare her or make her uncomfortable but I'm super worried about her. My heart actually stops beating if I don't see her around...I'm always so worried about her. So what can I say to her to try to get her out of this...?? Please?

Talk to an adult or a counselor. That's really the best advice I can give. Try to not do it all alone, but don't make her feel like she's being ganged-up on.