is anyone elses tumblr settings different? i like it

what do you mean? the only thing thats different for me is the search bar.

maybe i just havent been into my settings for a while heh. it just has different tabs like they're on the right now, and idk it looks different :3

Eli: you are a really great and strong person and you can stay strong. I've always thought that you were th most open minded person I've ever known - my peers at school are always so closeminded on these matters that it sucks. I've never come out to anyone in real life, not face to face and I don't know what I'm even scared of or even if I'm scared at all.

But it's really awesome that you have such a nince best friend at least they're not like MY FRIENDS who will probably all misgender you just to annoy you unless they don't know you wel ._.

i really don't believe i am great or strong with the way things are in my life right now. thank you anyway though.

me too
*feeds you cookies*

No listen to me you are an absolutely amazing girl and boy who are just a little bit lost and I know you feel alone but you're not alone because I love you and I'm not the only one and I know it doesn't feel like it but you are in control of your life and you're both strong enough to make it through this. Don't think about death. You have forever to be dead. Just focus on living because in seventy or eighty years that's not going to be an option anymore. I know how hard it is but you have to hold onto that little bit of hope and that little voice that says that you are good enough. Maybe it feels like that voice is gone, but it never is because it stays with you and you just have to dig deep enough to find it.

And maybe I can't make you feel better, but here is a list I found online of reasons to be alive. It always makes me a little bit happier.

Snowdays
Finding a talent you never knew you had
Getting to hear every new album your favorite band releases
Seeing Finding Dory and Monsters University when they come out
Watermelon in the summer
Kittens and puppies
Seeing your best friend get married
"Children there’s a mistake in the test and it will now be considered bonus"
Traveling to new places and discovering new things
Knowing that technology is getting amazing and SOON there WILL be affordable 3d printers that can print out pizza and other foods (seriously!)
The sound of rain when you’re falling asleep at night.
One day you will feel better than you do now
Ice cream is delicious
The feeling you get when you don’t have to set an alarm for the next day
Being able to, one day, hang GIFs on your wall (just imagine how great that will be!)
those “this never leaves this room” moments
Seeing an old friend after such a long time
When teachers use your work as a good example and you’re just like “fuck yeah”
Capri Suns!
Seeing your favorite band/artist live
Getting to see new videos from your favorite YouTubers
Seeing new movies Leonardo DiCaprio is in and won’t win awards for being in
Because people DO care about you, including me.
One of Dr. Seuss’ best quotes: “Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” Appreciate and love that.
Going to the pool on a hot summer day
Amusement parks
the butterfly project
Laughing until your stomach hurts
Finding music that you can really relate to
Winning a stuffed animal from the claw machine (i’m addicted to them)
Your best friend
When a baby holds on to one of your fingers with their entire hand
Being able to spend Christmas at Disneyland
Learning the lyrics to an eminem song and being to rap it like a boss
Birthday cake
The cold side of the pillow
Getting to correct the teacher
Telling a really funny joke and just sitting there while everyone laughs, knowing you are the reason why
Getting back from vacation and being able to use your own bathroom
Getting back from vacation and being able to sleep in your own bed
Random unexpected texts
When you meow at a cat and it meows back
The warm feeling of putting on jeans straight out of the dryer
When you finish eating a sandwich and remember you still have another half to eat (hell yes!)
Chocolate cake
Having eye sex with your crush
Knowing all the lyrics to a song
Learning how to play an instrument
When you start smiling and can’t contol it
Laughing when you thought you were uncapable of doing so



and I am so sorry that either of you have to go through this but I just want you to know that I really freaking love you and you're never alone and you will be okay

i care about you so much. i hope that one day you'll find happiness, because you deserve it.

AA: thank u but i dont think its worth it if im just going to fuck up on being at least an ok human being