Thanks guys :')

^_^ Youz an amazing person. :p

ohhh no I'm so sorry here (*hugs you tightly*) (*gives get betters*)

I just realized that I've screwed up the majority of my good friendships/relationships and I don't even care. If you think about it, I'm kind of a shit.

On the bright side I'm singing at this school assembly thing (which destroyed another of my close friendships b/c she was afraid I'd embarrass her and make her less popular by making a fool out of myself)

my life .

You didn't really have to white that out because I'm sure a lot of us (like me) can relate.
I'm really ashamed of my body, too. And I get teased about it on a daily basis by people who want nothing more than to see me cry and breakdown and things like that.
I usually deal with these things by keeping a straight face and ignoring it all, but lately that's been getting harder and harder for me.
Or you could exercise like crazy. Run a lot and don't care what people think. And try swimming, which has done wonders for my weight. So you might be ashamed about how you look in a practice suit, but if you try hard and swim fast enough, I assure you no one will care.

Thank you, but one problem.
I have a phobia of swimming.
Some of my friends who sit down next to me would remark how they don't have any more room.
Hello? I'm not that fat, excuse me!

Then try another sport, like basketball or soccer. Or just run for the sake of it. Just walking a mile to school and back, instead of having my dad drop me off, has helped me a lot!
Remember, if they bully you, they're not your friends and you seriously need to get new ones (offense intended to your "friends"). Just try not to let anything get to you. Conceal, don't feel.

Not to mention my best friend constantly saying,
"Alice est stupide!"
I don't know French, and she takes French, but isn't that going a little too far?
Saying I'm stupid whenever she can?