The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

tbh the hsm soundtrack made me feel better at 1:30am when i was on hold.

@CT: i know you want to starve but im begging you... ive seen and you are NOT fat okay? seriously you aren't. if you starve you'll start looking bad ok? im sorry i cant help im sorry. i really want you to east and be okay <3

@Meera: HELL YEAAAAA you go man

pluzzle

08-21-2014 06:51 PM

tbh 3 stupid words make me feel like shit and they're probs like 7 years old

Lena	08-21-2014 09:17 PM

school and stress and family and ugh

Arthurboulos

08-21-2014 09:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 557364)

idk what i want or where i'm going or what will happen if i just suddenly stop moving forward like my social anxiety has gotten so much better i can actually talk now but i'm just really scared because the last time i felt this secure, my two best friends started to essentially make my life hell and i'm terrified that'll happen again because now that i actually have friends again it's this looming threat and i just don't want to go back to being alone and sad all the time
i dunno what my emotions are doing right now i'm sorry for wasting your time

you aren't wasting our time
as i state in my bio i think to live you have to take risks
bc what if these friends are the people who you'll be friends with all your life
i know it'll be scary as hell
i know you can do it
my contact tab is always open if you need it

Athenabrain1

08-21-2014 09:29 PM

is it wrong to feel so suicidal
I want to tell a friend but im afraid she'll take advantage

Lena	08-21-2014 10:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 557486)

is it wrong to feel so suicidal
I want to tell a friend but im afraid she'll take advantage

psst
we love you
i know love can hardly feel real sometimes because sadness takes up everything
but
we, here at kidpub, love you
your friend sounds awful but just know that you are so much better and that you're going to be okay
(*hugs*)

Athenabrain1

08-21-2014 10:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 557546)

I sometimes wonder if my parents do love me.
I feel so guilty about everything tho.
Ugh

Lena	08-21-2014 10:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 557552)

I sometimes wonder if my parents do love me.
I feel so guilty about everything tho.
Ugh

If they don't, they're fucking idiots, because you're fantabulous. Don't feel guilty okay :c

Athenabrain1

08-21-2014 10:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 557553)

If they don't, they're fucking idiots, because you're fantabulous. Don't feel guilty okay :c

Haha thanks.
But I fee bad because my grandma has a successful visa interview and she might come to America and I should be happy but I feel disappointed.

Athenabrain1

08-21-2014 10:20 PM

The other day I tried to suffocate myself.
Didn't work.

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