i'm freaking out

Mmm, you okay? :( :( :( :(

(*hugggsss*) i believe in you you're gonna do great
and of course you'll be
http://img3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb2...-238165-1-.gif

xD Yes, what JoMarch said xD

Just nervous.
(*hugs*) thank you friend

@ a fictional character
 

why the fuck am I writing this. i hate you.

You piss me off. Maybe because you throw me off. I can't get a read on you very well, though recently I've gotten a better one. sort of. I guess. One source identified you as an ESFJ. Accuracy unconfirmed, of course, but I'm an INTP. That might factor into it. There are a lot of differences, but some important similarities. (Besides, the differences are things I kind of admire about you. You're awesome. Also kind of an asshole. Sort of? Well, I can't really talk, I'm definitely an asshole.) I won't say I understand, but I can definitely relate to that jealousy. (And yeah, it's mostly jealousy, not envy. I have as much of the former as the latter, so.) but you confuse me.

Oh well. At least you're awesome.

Whatever.




why the fuck did I write this.

@ fictional characters
 

I am trash
You are trash
We are all trash

hA HAA .

audition update: i did it! went third to last, which means my choir teacher thinks pretty highly of me, considering he puts the really advanced last so that the less experienced aren't intimidated, so that's a good song. the judges smiled all throughout the song. i think i have a good chance of getting in ^O^

i'm still shaking though.

Why am I so angry all the time I don't understand this bitterness overtaking me.
It's painful it's so painful because I'm just not who I want to be and I'm trying to be all christlike and stuff but it's hard it's so hard and I don't know how I can do this.
My heart is just black and cold and idk how did this happen?