more like i need to stabilize my breathing and not freak out

oh ok then
idk how to help lol most of the time i don't breathe and then i faint so don't be like me

lol hypermania but seriously where tf is my backpack my sister hid it and i am losing my fucking mind looking obsessively for it

oh my god my head is killing me and im starting to do that thing where life is meaningless and im rly depressed why does this happen

Wow what a great day for my self esteem. My brother had a recital and I had about 20 old people come up to me and tell me what a blessing my incredibly talented brother is. At the end of the recital, the priest (this recital was at a church) stood up and just said "God bless Jacob. Truly. What an amazing man." I feel so loved.

ick that sucks. :/ you're just as amazing tbh :D

i dont want to leave yet D:

who cares about my mental health?? NOT ME!!!

ughhhh both my parents lost their credit cards so they can't order the laptop I need before school D:

also I think I'm addicted to homework because I'm constantly craving homework and looking forward to summer latin classes so I will get homework to work on and this is probably the mania talking but omg I love homework so much it makes my heart happy inside and I feel smart and it gives me something to do so yaaaaaaaaaaaaay but i have no homework right now so i am a little sad :c