Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589323)

hey, hey, it'll be okay. think about good things. maybe you'll make some frens. maybe you'll adore your teachers. maybe you'll learn something amazing. it's gonna be fine, kid.

that song has so many freaking layers. i've finally figured that out. it's incredible. that makes me feel so damned understood. that line makes my heart clench. it really does. how did counseling go, anyway? ha, i always do that when listening to "sugar, we're goin down" when Patrick starts the second verse "friction in your jeans" c'x

hey now. none of that. you can get sleep. you can be inspired. batteries can be recharged. you are not talentless. you are not stale. books will always be reread, or borrowed, or sold to someone else who wants them, you know? they never run out of use. broken guitar strings can be fixed and better than before.

i wish there was more i could do for you, stormy, but this is it. i've had a taste of loneliness myself - i get this feeling that i am the least important friend in my friend group. they would all rather spend time with someone else. i've got one single good friend who's never wronged me. and i'm grateful for her, i really am...a couple weeks ago, my friend's niece was here. and, gods, it felt good to be around her. for the three days i got to hang out with her, she made me feel a little less alone and now i have no idea if i'll see her next summer. i didn't feel self-conscious around her. i didn't. i forgot all about the awful anxiety attack i had had that last week. she made me forget about being lonely, and it was great. you'll find someone who makes you feel like that, stormy. i like being alone, but i don't fancy being lonely. but we never really are, depending on how we look at it. we have people who love us, people who would die for us, people who care. we have people who are sharing our troubles, who can relate, who know what we're going through. don't ever stop looking for them.

i want to hold you, too, so badly, but we're stuck here. and that'll have to do. and it'll work. someday things will be okay for both of us.

Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589338)

Pray for me, cause by the time you read this I might be dead.

I love you so much, and if I survive, we're going to meet each other in real life some day.

Originally Posted by HazelHope (Post 589343)

lol i have no friends :')

this thread is so sad and so horrible :')

who do i think i am complaining about petty bs :')

people are committing SUICIDE AND ALL I CAN DO IS SCREAM ABOUT HOW I WANT ATTENTION AND THERES NO WAY EVER IM GETTING ANY

Originally Posted by Gracithe1andonly (Post 589345)

we can sit in the "i have issues but my life isn't at stake" box together because I know exactly how you feel and that's why I don't post here a lot, because I care a lot but I haven't BEEN there. I UNDERSTAND, but I don't have the memory of FEELING what people are FEELING. And that's okay, but I should probably just tell people I care whether they live or die more. Because that's the truth.

all problems are valid. if you have no real friends then that's a problem and maybe I can alleviate that longing a little bit from behind a screen. You gotta and you're gonna find some irl friends, I know, but until you do maybe I can help you smile : )

please complain about petty potatoes (that's what I call bullshit bc I don't like to cuss in school but it's a necessary term in history) to me because now i'm really curious about what's ticking you off

it probably isn't ticking you off anymore but I'm still curious...

Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589341)

nononono stormy please please listen to me it's your first day of school i know and it might not be that bad but please i'm begging you do not kill yourself please i couldnt bear to be without you please dont do this thing i love you so much you can get through this please stormy please stay alive im pleading with you suicide is the worst thing you can do please stormy there is a god out there who loves you and im begging you find him one day but for now please stay alive please dont kill yourself im almost crying im so scared please dont do this to me and everyone who loves you please stormy suicide doesnt take away the pain it just passes it to someone else and i know you dont want to do that please dont please try to think please please please life gets better what about your troye sivan concert please dont take your life theres so much out there you haven't discovered yet oh my god stormy please just click this link its going to take you to the suicide prevention online chat please dont kill yourself

im going to pray for you all day please get back to me please dont leve me all alone

Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589356)

I'm so sorry. I just feel so sick. School sucked and I've spent the past half-hour on the bathroom floor crying cause my head feels like someone is driving a knife into it and my stomach hurts. Everything hurts. I honestly don't care about how other people will feel if I die. I just want the pain to end. I know that's probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life, but I just wanna see my mom again. I just want her to kiss me goodnight again. I don't believe in God or and afterlife so I don't believe I'm ever going to see her again. I miss her so much.

Originally Posted by HazelHope (Post 589343)

lol i have no friends :')

this thread is so sad and so horrible :')

who do i think i am complaining about petty bs :')

people are committing SUICIDE AND ALL I CAN DO IS SCREAM ABOUT HOW I WANT ATTENTION AND THERES NO WAY EVER IM GETTING ANY