Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589356)

I'm so sorry. I just feel so sick. School sucked and I've spent the past half-hour on the bathroom floor crying cause my head feels like someone is driving a knife into it and my stomach hurts. Everything hurts. I honestly don't care about how other people will feel if I die. I just want the pain to end. I know that's probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life, but I just wanna see my mom again. I just want her to kiss me goodnight again. I don't believe in God or and afterlife so I don't believe I'm ever going to see her again. I miss her so much.

Originally Posted by Gracithe1andonly (Post 589345)

we can sit in the "i have issues but my life isn't at stake" box together because I know exactly how you feel and that's why I don't post here a lot, because I care a lot but I haven't BEEN there. I UNDERSTAND, but I don't have the memory of FEELING what people are FEELING. And that's okay, but I should probably just tell people I care whether they live or die more. Because that's the truth.

all problems are valid. if you have no real friends then that's a pproblem and maybe I can alleviate that longing a little bit from behind a screen. You gotta and you're gonna find some irl friends, I know, but until you do maybe I can help you smile : )

please complain about petty potatoes (that's what I call bullshit bc I don't like to cuss in school but it's a necessary term in history) to me because now i'm really curious about what's ticking you off

it probably isn't ticking you off anymore but I'm still curious...

Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589348)

^^^^ literally everything snow just said, i second

hazel, bby, no one thinks you're being petty. trust me. i've been there and that feeling sucks. it's okay to feel like that. you'll find some rly great frens in the future, don't you worry. but i know - it's always at the worst until it actually gets worse - still haven't found a way to say that properly yet, but you get my gist hopefully cx hang in there, my darling bby

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 589358)

your needs are valid
your problems are valid
you are valid
and you deserve all the attention in the world for how wonderful you are.

also? friends happen. don't worry about it. they're coming.

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 589320)

YOOOO how are u doing???

Originally Posted by HazelHope (Post 589365)

So we have this big eighth grade trip every year. And we get to room with each other. You have to make plans and stuff to do so.

Long story short, nobody wants to room with me. I literally asked my best friend to her face if she was rooming with me and she said "yeah, i'm rooming with three other people." all of whom are people who are acquaintances to me at best.

It feels terrible and I don't know what I'm going to do.



I get what you're saying... Thank you so, so, so much. I moved four years ago to where I am now and I still haven't gotten over it and made any real friends; any I did are gone now. I know people but nobody is an actual real friend who I can vent to. It's a bad feeling and that's all and thank you again.



This really does mean a lot. You have a talent for that, you know - packing really big punches with only a few words. And thanks more than I can say. I needed this.

Thank all three of you. I didn't even expect any responses and I love you guys for caring. I finally feel better and you guys helped so so much and I don't know how to put this. Thank you all so much is all I can really say. I'm smiling really hard for once today because of this.

Originally Posted by HazelHope (Post 589365)

So we have this big eighth grade trip every year. And we get to room with each other. You have to make plans and stuff to do so.

Long story short, nobody wants to room with me. I literally asked my best friend to her face if she was rooming with me and she said "yeah, i'm rooming with three other people." all of whom are people who are acquaintances to me at best.

It feels terrible and I don't know what I'm going to do.



I get what you're saying... Thank you so, so, so much. I moved four years ago to where I am now and I still haven't gotten over it and made any real friends; any I did are gone now. I know people but nobody is an actual real friend who I can vent to. It's a bad feeling and that's all and thank you again.



This really does mean a lot. You have a talent for that, you know - packing really big punches with only a few words. And thanks more than I can say. I needed this.

Thank all three of you. I didn't even expect any responses and I love you guys for caring. I finally feel better and you guys helped so so much and I don't know how to put this. Thank you all so much is all I can really say. I'm smiling really hard for once today because of this.

Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589357)

it sucks, doesn't it? losing someone is the worst feeling in the world. sometimes it just comes crashing over me that she is gone and she's never coming back and it feels like there's this vacuum inside me, a gaping hole swallowing me up - it physically hurts. i hate it. i would do anything to get her back because it's not the same without her. everything reminds her daughter of her, she's always bringing her up... listen, i know you miss her and want to see her again, but please wait, stormy. this is not your time. there's so much left to do in this world.

stormy, this pain you're feeling from losing her is exactly what you're going to pass onto others if you take your life. i know you don't believe in god - i don't blame you. i wouldn't either if i were in your shoes. i've been praying for you all day, though - i want you to know that.

hey, i listened to this song - it's called "missing you" by all time low - and it made me think of you. maybe when you get a chance, you could listen to it. it's beautiful and it fills me with hope. perhaps it'll do the same for you.

Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589381)

The songs good. I like it. I still feel like vomiting. I know how I'd do it. I just wish I could make it look like an accident. I don't know how if do that, though. Don't worry, I won't kill myself just yet. I'll wait a bit. I don't know what for. But I'll wait. I found a fren. Her favorite song is addict with a pen. That's a good one. I don't have any classes with her though, so I don't know if we will be friends. It sucks. Life sucks and I hate it.

Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 589385)

no. none of that, now. don't even think about that. wait as long as possible. think of all the concerts you haven't gone to yet. think of bastille's new album, yeah? i'm glad you met someone. maybe find her at lunch? or however schools work c'x

i found some things for you

everyone can look at them, actually, if they need 'em c:


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