Meera

look at your sig

oh my goodness i was literally going to say the same thing.

stormy, i can 100% attest to holding on until you see troye live. his concert was by far the best night of my life. multiple occassions i cried because he is such a wonderful person. i did the same thing, i promised myself i would kill myself until i at least saw troye, and im still here andits bene over a month. please hold on <3

right. right. i have to take my fren to see troye. but after that i have nothing to stop me from chugging the bottle of nyquil in the hall closet.

my dad says i can't draw on my hand anymore. a shame. i really think it was helping me stop. i made myself bleed with the rubber band today. it was in french class. the insides of my wrists are dotted with little hole from when i scratch all the skin off in the night.

i don't think I'm okay. i also don't think i can tell anyone.

troye's my little squishy boy. i love him to bits and i can guarantee that i will cry when i see him.

my fucking sig is not true anymore i know everyone hates me bc THEY FUCKING SAID IT

I love you. I don't hate you. I've seen you around for the past two or so years of my life, and have never really gotten to know you. I wish I knew you better. But I know you enough to know that I love you. So there. Not everyone hates you. Unless I'm no one. But if that's the case, know that an empty space still loves you.

meera meera meera we don't hate you. we don't hate you. i'm sorry i can only respond to this now, but i didn't have access to internet for a couple of days. i'm sorry but the point is i'm here now and we. do. not. hate. you.

look. i don't know you that well but i have always looked up to you because you are a fantastic writer and a fantastic human being and you have gotten through shit. you have gotten through shit and i believe that you can get through this.

meera i'm sorry that these people suck but there are other people who do not hate you. everyone who has responded to you, tried to help you try to tell you that we care does not hate you. we care about you, ok? if you take anything from this, just know that we care about you and i know that it seems like the entire world hates you but it doesn't. we don't. this is some horrible shit but i believe that you can get through this.

people say things that they don't really mean.
i say things i don't mean.
im sure you do too.
but I know. I'm not just guessing or reassuring you, but I KNOW there is someone in your life that loves you and you don't even know it. Even if you are a hundred percent sure otherwise, even if you respond to this with a rebuttal saying that NO ONE loves you, there is SOMEONE.
I'm sure you love people.
Most of those people love you too. And if they say otherwise, they're lying, because you're awesome.

i'm not even gonna bother anymore but you don't know my situation and i just want to die okay
i'm also never going to write another story/poem/whatever the fuck again