I think tooru and seijuurou came into my being through emulation and admiration and intensifying traits that lay beneath the surface + changes in environment

but I've been 100% katsuki and saruhiko 100% the entire time

And Then That's Exactly What She Did

Mcfucking mcfucking mcfucking TuT

Hm hm, 'bakugou' makes me think of bakugon. Ah, right in the childhood.

Lel fluffy kittens coming right up

great I have to go spend 3 days at the shore in a shitty motel w/ my mom, brother, two family friends who are awful and racist/sexist/homophobic/anti Semitic and I want to die. last year they got so angry at me for taking a video of them I had to lock myself in the bathroom after my brother scratched me up and shit and then my mom was angry that I used so many bandaids. also last year their mom brought her friend from Germany and her son and they were really nice but my brother and his friend kept yelling at them when they spoke german and kept calling them Nazis (um you're Austrian how is that any better than german fucking hitler was Austrian) even though they are the ones who make holocaust jokes and then yell at me when I explain why they can't do that and that its fucked up

thanks so much :) and tbh I really don't mind you saying that haha
it wasn't great but not awful and my aunts girlfriend put my brothers friend in handcuffs briefly and that was great

handcuffs sounds like a good idea for him TuT

oh and for your trip to the shore maybe you could get your therapist's number so you can call him/her if things get really uncomfortable? Also if you have internet there you know you can always come and vent on here which won't help much but it might make you feel better

^^^sorry that's the best I can offer ono

I don't think ill have internet and last week was my last appointment with that therapist
thanks for your help though!

fuck so my brother is having a sleepover with all his asshole friends here and my phone is dead and I lost the charger (probably at my friend's house) and theres no other charger for it here and my parents wont buy another one and so theres no way for me to get out of here before they come and I'm going to have to sleep in my parents room but id literally rather wander around this sketchy af city alone (but of course I'm not allowed to do that) than be anywhere near any of the people that are going to be in this house tonight.

just got blood on my white shorts. what's more. my white rakuzan shorts. I hate myself.

I feel like everyone is getting asked to homecoming except me. Scratch that. Everyone higher on the social hierarchy is getting asked, which feels almost worse. It is not hard to be higher up on the social hierarchy than me. What am I doing wrong?