The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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- - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain. (http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/showthread.php?t=2095)

Sandy: Just because I don't know you very well doesn't mean I can't be nice to you. Really your listening to the song? Yeah, its "chill". And you are welcome
Heather: Relax! You are perfect just the way you are, so don't worry about anything else. Depression sucks, I know, but make a list of everything you love about yourself, and put it somewhere where you will always see it. (or ask your friends to make the list).

I know this is the third time I've posted something like this on this thread, but... I think I'm getting there. I feel like I'm almost done with life. I feel like there's nothing to live for. I've prayed so much and nothing has happened. I need help right now or I'll lose it.

I often get bored with life, since sometimes it's just so uneventful.
Are your days boring?

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Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 334686)

NO.
I don't really know you very well but I don't want to see you like this—not because I want to see everything be all perfect but because I don't want you to hurt. Please, don't give up, never give up. There's still a lot more to live for.
You can email me, if you want; I have a contact tab on the main site.
*Hugs*

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Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 334686)

There is always something to live for. Always. You just have to find the right thing. For me, it was writing, acting, and singing... I don't really know you that well to be telling you what you're amazing and wonderful at, but there's got to be something. If you think there isn't, maybe you haven't found it yet. But that's no reason to stop living, that's a reason to search for your passion. You're going to be all right, and it's okay to post on here as much as you need to. This's the Emotional Venting Thread, remember? The whole point is to post on here when you're feeling down. :) So... just remember, if you're really feeling like you're going to slip away--something that I felt not long ago, actually--there are people out there who care. Even if you don't find a passion, you can find a person. Find a person you can trust completely, and remember that us KPers here are trustworthy too. It doesn't matter if the person's online or not, but I'm here if you need to talk, and so are the other KPers. *hugs of non-depression for all*

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 334597)

Problem: I don't believe in perfection.
....
Sorry to be a buzzkill, but I don't.
/sigh

I can't help it if I've changed. People always change. That's just the way it is. What the person told me was that I would always be enough. Maybe I don't want to be enough. Maybe I just... Depression is all about not knowing and wanting to know. This's more than that, somehow. I don't understand it well enough to explain, but there's something more there. I don't want to be depressed, yet I understand that somehow, inexplicably, I am. Why it hurts so much is something I've always known, till now. It's always been about my inability to do or be something. That's why when the person told me I would be enough, that's why it helped. Because I knew that the person was speaking the truth. If only I could talk to her now, maybe I could understand. But I can't. I can't understand this more than I can understand geometry (and geometry is stupid, just for the record). So... another thing depression is about is 'wait and see.' That's how I know this's something like depression. It's just... I can't explain it very well. It's not depression. But it is.

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 334706)

Heather, you haven't changed. You're not a different person than you ever were. You've always been beautiful and creative and smart. You change interests, and horror-mones attack you when you're least expecting it. But you're the same person, don't let anyone tell you you're not.
I think I know who you're referring to as the person who has helped you a lot. I think I know... I was talking to her yesterday... sometimes I feel... I don't know. No one ever talks to ME for advice. When she talks to me, in real life or in chats, it's always like, "hey dummy! duummmmmmy where r u!?" or "I'm gonna kill you!!!" I know she's joking around but... ugh. I just feel like no one takes me seriously. (I might be thinking of someone else).
But I can help too. Please... keep that in mind.
Yeah.

*slinks back into the shadows*

But remember, Heather, what I said. You're not a different person. Your interests might change, but deep inside, you will always be you. Don't let anyone tell you different.

Well, I've certainly changed.
Sorry for interrupting :\

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 334709)

Well, I've certainly changed.
Sorry for interrupting :\

It's all right. /smiles

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 334708)

Thank you... first and foremost, thank you so so so much. Okay. Well. The person is, actually, most DEFINITELY not who you think it is. ...yeah. And keep in YOUR mind that I, for one, take you seriously. I take you very seriously. Example: Your reply, quoted right up there. So... yes, I know you can help, too. And to be honest, I haven't heard a lot from that person you were, um, talking about up there... on this subject, anyways. On THIS particular brand of depression. (Or whatever the eff it is.) I'll email you now about, uh, stuff. Yup.
but you didn't respond to my last email
i'm sorry