That's SO how I feel about growing up. I look at it, laugh, and then run away crying.

im listening to The Light Behind Your Eyes and i can relate to it so much.

i miss you, m.
i miss you, c.

http://www.kidpub.com/book-page-or-c...ead-1917132149

That's all I gotta say. :(

..........So.

28 people are dead at an elementary school in Connecticut. 20 of those people were little children. It was a mass shooting. A 20-year-old man with multiple guns just waltzed in and started killing everyone. Then he committed suicide.

...

I can't remember the last time I actually cried after reading a news article. ;w;

Gosh, it's so sick how a person could kill 20 innocent children.

When you put it in that way, I feel terrible. Connecticut is so terrible whatnot with the person that had the gun and killed most of some kids lives. Crap. CRAPCRAPCRAP.

Yeah. D:

http://www.kidpub.com/story/together...rts-1843132135

It's not just sick; it's revolting, it's disgusting, it's everything I despise. Yet I feel sympathy for that man. There was something very, very wrong with him, with his mind, with his life for him to do such a thing. I feel sympathy for the families of those who will not have their children come home ever again.

But sympathy isn't enough.

you know, im kind of glad L doesn't check my tumblr because she doesn't need to worry about me.
at the same time, i wish she would so i could have some comfort.

gosh, im so selfish.

I've been wondering what it was all about today once I saw several pictures from pages on Facebook.

I asked my friend who's also called Lauren to join KP and I wonder what may happen if she saw my posts on this and the cutting thread.