<:^L Tredom.... *bear hug*

There's nothing wrong with you! Don't be so hard on yourself. You're just going through an emotional low. It'll pass. Don't worry.

It's not good to hold things inside, even if you initially think it will fix your problems. It won't. All it can do is either postpone the inevitable or make matters worse. Unfortunately, secrets can't just asphyxiate and be done away with.

Don't hate yourself, Tredom, please please please don't....there's nothing about you TO hate! D: *hugs* You're funny and kind and intelligent and an incredible writer and friend.

If you feel like venting, or want to get something off your chest...you can always come to me. You know that, right? <:^J

did i just f*ck up again
you stupid little f*ck up
There is something wrong with me. I consider that pretty much an indisputable fact. And it's not just an emotional low—I don't think I'm ever really okay.

I know. thanks.

D:> What happened?! Don't think of yourself like that. >:| That's just not true.

No one's perfect. No one's TOTALLY satisfied with themselves (except maybe narcissists). >_> We all hate ourselves from time to time. For being imperfect, for making mistakes, for not living up to our impossible expectations. We all want to be as good as Superman, but that's just not possible. I know that's a hard pill to swallow. (I still don't totally accept that for myself. But deep down, I know it's true.) You can only do what you personally have the capacity to do. If someone has a problem with that, then it's their problem, not yours.

Why do you think something's specifically wrong with you, may I ask? :^/

oh okay
i didn't eff up as badly as i was afraid (terrified) of…

I need to be more than what I feel capable of, though.

eh, there are multiple reasons…

YOU CAN'T JUST HIT ME FOR THINGS I DIDNT DO OH MY GOD YOU TALK ABOUT SELF CONTROL, BUT HONESTLY, YOU HAVE LIKE NONE AT ALL.
You've been using physical punishment as your choice as punishment for 13 years, and it hasn't been effective at all, what makes you think it will ever be? I'm thinking that you're just using it to vent your anger out, but I'm not your fucking property that you can just throw around and blame things on, I'm your freaking daughter, a human being. Get a punching bag, because I'm not yours.

It's things like this that make me dig my nails into my skin as hard as I can until I have scratches all over my skin.

You're a better person than your dad. Because in spite of what he does, you still turned out an epik person.

Don't scratch. Please. Go eat icing instead. Icing is such a beautiful thing. Or chocolate chips or an orange or something like that if you don't have any.

What is instagram?

Yeah, it just makes you even madder. Why do parents never talk to you reasonably (and sometimes coldly) like they do in books? Now we'll never know whether the character being reproachful of the parent's calmness legitamate.
Don't scratch. Punch a wall or something, so there might be an illusion of harming something instead of yourself without harming anything at all. Of course, it's painful, but you get to feel pain as well as the illusion of harming something instead of really harming yourself :/
I'm not sure if I made sense.
But it's not if you're a private user, which you are!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4e4yIXL1T8M

You are f***ing perfect, OK?
*hugs* My inbox is open anytime you need to talk.
Don't hate yourself. Please.