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STOP SHOUTING youalwaysmakeagiganticdramaofthings.

GUYS ALL OF YOU GO AND MAKE A LARGE BLUE DOT ON THE PALM OF YOUR HAND.

DO IT.
i

Too lazy to explain why, for those who don't know. Read Liar and Spy.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 412817)

;-;

Sucks, Lauren.

But it's kind of ironic that you tell him to 'stfu' when Ash posted a thing yesterday saying "when did this become to thread for cussing at our parents" xD

Was going to say.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 412681)

Relationships can be fragile, yes. But you can't walk on eggshells all the time, Tredom. <:^J You won't be able to enjoy the company of your friends if you do. I know you know that...but...still.

You're not useless. *hugs* That's the last thing in the world you could possibly be. How many times have you cheered up people on here? How many times have you calmed down those whose lives seem to be falling apart, or are considering suicide, or are calling themselves worthless? You're useful everywhere you go--even on the Internet. ^_^

I know what you mean, though. You tell people they have worth because you know they do, but when it comes to yourself, you don't believe it.

Well, all I can say is...try to believe it. Just try. Because it is true. *gives a muffin and a taco* <:^) Do what Lily said--just listen to some music and try to chill out for a bit.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 412683)

LISTEN TO ASH OKAY BECAUSE SHES RIGHT YOU ARE NOT USELESS ALMOST EVERYONE HERE PRETTY MUCH WORSHIPS YOU do you know how many people you've stopped from self harming? Me, Emma B, was it Heather who made that promise? Probably more people, but yeah, we might have relapsed once or twice or more, but you were there for us and you still are. Do you know how much hope you've given to people? Jeez, I can't even name any names because there are too many.

Listen to Ash and try to believe it, because you are amazing.

AHAHAHA no I'm not worshiped
thanks for reminding me… *hugs*

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 412689)

*insert Ash's awesome, too-long-to-be-quoted post*

*standing ovation* you have some brilliant points…
I know my parents are people, too. I still get really p.o.'d at them, though…
however they're def not right :P
and when I write in small white text usually it's because, like, I feel kind of small/like hiding, or I don't like what I'm writing, or maybe even just that I don't want someone skimming the thread to read it. /shrugs

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 412683)

Yes, this is very very true. Multiple times, I was so close to just... you know. But I couldn't, because I knew that if I let down a promise to one of the most strong, amazing people I knew, I'd really not be able to live with myself. xD

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 412953)

I know it's definitely not that fragile, it's just… I can't help but feel like that, sometimes. Thankfully it's only sometimes though.

I was definitely pretty useless last night. And, no, not everywhere—pretty much only the internet. In real life, I've made a (fairly small, for one of them) difference for no more than two people.

I'm incapable of believing that. Pretty much the only thing I can see when I look at myself, most of the time, is an empty, effed-up, depressed(ish?) little s***. sometimes with 'who's trying to be better, trying to be perfect, trying to be a hero, going to drive himself into the ground' tacked on.

thank you. *returns hug*
*le started feeling better, before I went to sleep*

AHAHAHA no I'm not worshiped
thanks for reminding me… *hugs*

*standing ovation* you have some brilliant points…
I know my parents are people, too. I still get really p.o.'d at them, though…
however they're def not right :P
and when I write in small white text usually it's because, like, I feel kind of small/like hiding, or I don't like what I'm writing, or maybe even just that I don't want someone skimming the thread to read it. /shrugs

YES YOU ARE WORSHIPED. WE RELY ON YOU TO STAND FOR KP.

i

Wowww... my problem seems pretty small and non important next to all these suicidal, self-harming posts... but I'm gonna post it anyways. ^^

Aight. So I have this friend... let's call her "Kimmy". And, well, she was kind of a bully in 6th grade -- she always gave me noogies and stuff and even some of the guys were scared of her. She's gotten a lot better since then... but I don't know. Like, one time I was singing and she was like "Stephanie, your singing is special... like, you just randomly change keys." Like, WTF? First of all, is it any of your business whether I sing good or not? Second, I know I sing good. I mean, I've sung at church choirs and everything. Third, she believes that songs should be sung in the key that they were written in. And fourth, she said this in front of a ton of my friends. Also, she does a lot of "playful" hitting/kicking. -.-

Like, I know this sounds really racist or whatever, but a lot of the Asians at my school (ALERT ALERT: Notice how I didn't say "Asians in general!!!"... Asians are pretty epic -- I'm one! -- but some of them are mean, just like how some white/black/native american? people are mean too.) seem really secretive and competitive. Like, Kimmy won't tell me how much her violin costs or what she made on a test. That sounds really weird by itself, but you have to know that she asked me these questions first, so I don't know why you would ask people questions that you won't answer yourself. Also, she didn't tell me this super helpful hint for high school scheduling that would have raised my GPA, probably cuz she thinks I'm a threat or something.

*rant over*

The people at my school.... I just can't even explain. -_-

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 412979)

I understand why you feel irked by her, but it sounds like she's just as insecure as you may be. I kind of did stuff like that before, and I didn't like talking about personal things with people, both just because of my own problems; it's not you, Stephiey, believe me. Anyway, maybe you could try and confront her about this. I've done it, and it's not so hard when you have friends for support.

Er, I have a little rant.

I tried my new behavior today. I tried not to even SAY the grades I got or butt into conversations that might be related to me. I think it may have slightly been better--at least not so many people I could've been friends with wanted to kill me. I really want to be nicer, and I'm not letting this New Year's resolution die out.