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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 419816)

7,000 posts. 7,000 rants by angsty adolescents. Sheesh.

We are special children. That's why we're so awesome.

I don't know what to do. I'm just so sick of everything. I don't even know where to start venting.....
Hm. Lets start with my parents ^^ They wonder why I'm so angry all the time, and it's a wonder they don't know. More than half of that anger starts with them. Heck, I don't really know if you can even call them parents. Their both more like . . . . friends who visit; acquaintances. I mean, ever since I was little, my dad has worked six days a week, and not the normal "oh I'll be home a six" kinda thing. I mean he doesn't even come home. And when I was little, he was in the military so he left us for half a year. That's not something you do to your family. It isn't. Not to mention my mom. She's not gone as often, but she's barely ever home. I mean, after school, I'm left to wander the town for three hours until she gets off work. What am I supposed to do? And when we do get home she talks on the phone the entire time or sleeps. I barely know these people. And I don't really want to know them. When they are home, we spend our time arguing. I can't take them, or my brother (aka personal bully).
And now for my.... erm, 'friends'. My bestest friend moved away about a year ago and my mom told me I could never talk to her nor see her again, unless we meet when we're adults. It has to do with family issues.... and then another of my friends is ignoring me for reasons I have no clue of, and I really miss him. And then one of my closest friends is always trying to one-up me, and has insulted me quite often.
The only highlight in all of this, is my first friend I ever had is moving back into town this Spring. I've missed him so much and I swear..... when I ran into him it was like freaking fate XD We hadn't seen each other in like 10 years or so.
See how happy that makes me? :3
Yap. That was the ray of sunshine in this large speech.
Anyways, my family doesn't really know me. At all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CFn67A0 That song pretty much sums it all up.
Blargh. And on top of that I feel bad for venting because there are people out there with much worse situations....
~sigh~ I wish I could escape in a fantasy world ~floats away~

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 419869)

That sucks :/ And don't think like that, everyone has a right to vent. Like someone said before, if it makes you feel bad enough to vent, do it.

I was flossing my teeth this morning and my dad randomly started screaming at my about toilet paper.
Right out of the blue.

I literally stopped what I was doing, put down the floss, and just stood there and stared at the wall. I couldn't even react. So much wut. He was so angry about it, too. The sad thing is that it was all the dogs who ripped up the toilet paper and scattered it around the house like snow, and then I had to go and clean it up...

But... yeah. That was so intensely weird. I can't even.

So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)

*Pats back*
Happy..... COME BACK. -_-

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 419908)

Wow.
Yup, I can't even--
Why did you have to take the responsibility, though?

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)

/smashes-depression-with-mace.
/entices-happiness-to-come-back.
That must be a vicious cycle...

Pluzzle: I sometimes wish we went to school with people online rather than vice versa.

BREAK THE FRIENDSHIP WITH HER
It's not a very good friendship.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419948)

same
will do.
obviously not...

she's been hanging out with a girl who bullies me constantly so ya

it's hard crying in the living room. everyone sees you.

my laptop isnt allowed in my room.

Can you talk to her or something? I hate seeing you like this, pluzzle. If you want to vent on anything else, my contact tab is available. *huggles*

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419943)

I FUCKING QUOTE THIS FROM THAT HOLLY PERSON
I TOLD HER I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
I TOLD HER I TRIED (i didn't want to tell you guys)

And this is what she said

"oh okay. i want the best for you and if you want to die then that's it"

seriously

this is why i have you guys

i just cant believe that the girl i thought was my best friend didnt give a fuck.

nice job choosing your friends, charlotte

nice job with not succeeding

Oh, pluzzle. D:

She doesn't understand what you're going through, and maybe she was a great friend earlier. No one can't predict how people will change, and how the people who used to be your good friends are not is by no means a display of what kind of person you are, or your success in life.

We are here for you, and we wouldn't be able to bear it if you died.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419944)

oh new update from her

"i just don't show emotion because i know you wont kill yourself"

don't be too sure holly
who wont have emotion when they're either dead or in a hospital for being suicidal

thats right
me

Pluzzle, you mustn't hurt yourself just to prove her wrong. It wouldn't make sense to have someone as awesome as you suffer because of comments like that from her. Even though we know you are just attention seeking or whatever it is that she's accusing you of, we'd all be so glad if you didn't prove her wrong.