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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 419869)

I don't know what to do. I'm just so sick of everything. I don't even know where to start venting.....
Hm. Lets start with my parents ^^ They wonder why I'm so angry all the time, and it's a wonder they don't know. More than half of that anger starts with them. Heck, I don't really know if you can even call them parents. Their both more like . . . . friends who visit; acquaintances. I mean, ever since I was little, my dad has worked six days a week, and not the normal "oh I'll be home a six" kinda thing. I mean he doesn't even come home. And when I was little, he was in the military so he left us for half a year. That's not something you do to your family. It isn't. Not to mention my mom. She's not gone as often, but she's barely ever home. I mean, after school, I'm left to wander the town for three hours until she gets off work. What am I supposed to do? And when we do get home she talks on the phone the entire time or sleeps. I barely know these people. And I don't really want to know them. When they are home, we spend our time arguing. I can't take them, or my brother (aka personal bully).
And now for my.... erm, 'friends'. My bestest friend moved away about a year ago and my mom told me I could never talk to her nor see her again, unless we meet when we're adults. It has to do with family issues.... and then another of my friends is ignoring me for reasons I have no clue of, and I really miss him. And then one of my closest friends is always trying to one-up me, and has insulted me quite often.
The only highlight in all of this, is my first friend I ever had is moving back into town this Spring. I've missed him so much and I swear..... when I ran into him it was like freaking fate XD We hadn't seen each other in like 10 years or so.
See how happy that makes me? :3
Yap. That was the ray of sunshine in this large speech.
Anyways, my family doesn't really know me. At all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CFn67A0 That song pretty much sums it all up.
Blargh. And on top of that I feel bad for venting because there are people out there with much worse situations....
~sigh~ I wish I could escape in a fantasy world ~floats away~

It sucks that they're away so much. Try your best to connect with them when they are home. In the end, they're your family and you can't really be detached from one another, no matter how long they work. But don't feel like you should cut him any slack for bullying you just because he's your brother. Bullying is bullying, and it still hurts.

I'm not really so great on the whole friend aspect, but just tell the friend that tries to one-up you that it's offending you, and if they deny it or gets self righteous about it, then give them time to cool off and don't hang out with them as much.

"And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have."-Stephen Chbosky.
It doesn't make your problems petty or insignificant. Problems aren't measured in proportion to other people's problems.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)

So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.

Exorcizamus te, omnis tristis spiritus,
omnis maesus potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, misellus,
omnis inane, omnis anxietudo et secta maestitia.
Ergo, tristis maledicte.
Liliam tuam securi tibi facias libertate servire,
te rogamus, audi nos.

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419961)

(this is an exorcism specifically for your depression. not guaranteed for use against demons)

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419962)

(this is an exorcism specifically for your depression. not guaranteed for use against demons)

omfg
Can I hug you
That made me laugh.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419986)

omfg
Can I hug you
That made me laugh.

/massiveglomphug
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lp...87dfo1_250.gif
"Shoulder wiggle, the best kind of laugh."

Lonely/Excited/Impatient

I'm lonely because there's no one my age for me to hang out with. :(

I'm excited because my best (and only) real-life friend is going to come over tomorrow or today after school and spend the night. :D

I'm impatient because I'm doing a text-based roleplay with my sister and she's taking forever to respond. :mad:

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419960)

Eh :\ I kinda enjoy the alone time ^^ It gets annoying after a while though. And I don't think I'd want to connect with them.... they're..... I don't know what to call them. Mean I guess? Dunno.

I'm afraid to tell her because she may hate me :\ she's also realllyyyy sensitive. I don't want to lose her as a friend because she's pretty much my best friend for 11 years >.<

Thanks so much though :)

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 420105)

wat

My head hurts from trying to comprehend that last paragraph

yes i know I'm attention seeking, you guys do too, so why do you bother responding to me? :confused:

Oh crap crappity crap that is the worst time ever to make a typo

SORRY PLUZZLE.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorry
I meant to type

Even though we know you aren't just attention seeking or whatever it is that she's accusing you of

Sorry.
I'm going to go rot in a lake now.
Sorry.
I should proof-read these things.
Sorry.

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 420130)

Sorry.
How did that even happen as a typo?
Sorry.

i
would
like
to
die
now
please