| Lily09 |
02-10-2013 03:00 AM |
This is why I don't like being around any of you. Because you guys push it too far
"you're fat"
"oh i was only joking"
"you're stupid"
"just joking"
"hahaha you used to cut? aha,was it fun? ahahaha cutting's funny"
"joking, why so sensitive?"
"hey hey hey, this annoys you, right? well, i'm going to do it over and over until you get pissed at me and then yell at me so then i can scream at you for being an awful sibling/child and then maybe I'll throw in a punch. and maybe you'll fight back and lets make your self esteem even worse."
"i was just joking why did you get mad at me."
It's also the reason why I used to hate Saturdays. Dad was home and so was my brother. Now, I love Saturdays, because now my Dad works on that day and my brother is gone from 7 am ish until 1 pmish. And if my dad gets a new job, which is a big possibility, it's from 12 pm to 8 pm, which I'm looking forward to it because I don't get home from school until 3:30, which means I'll only really see my dad for a little bit of hours a day since he'll be coming home at 8.
I think that's kind of awful of me to say, but I really don't like living in this family and my dad and my brother just make it really difficult to enjoy it even more. I have to leave eating with my family, whenever my mom attempts it, because I literally cannot stand being in the same room with them for more than 10 minutes.
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