Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423322)

What are they saying?
*hugs*
*hands candy*
I'm so sorry.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423323)

denydenydenydeny
i am not that girl
who is that girl?
not me
hahahahahah
nope
not freaking out
ia m clakm
can't uou tell???

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423324)

asking me
personal
nope
nope
nope
noope
my mom is gonna
'examine me'
for
scars
and
stuff
and
oh god
oh god
thank god this wasn't months earlier
when
i
was
actually
harming
and
drawing
butterflies
everywhere
oh god i'm shaking

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423325)

I just want to hug you IRL but ugh i cant.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423327)

They were going to find out eventually. But you stopped right? And you haven't relapsed lately? Maybe you could explain that you used to.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423328)

making jokes
hahahaha
i am making jokes
to cover the fact
that i am shaking
literally
shaking
with
fear
ohohgodhoghdohgdohg
bye
i have to go now
i'm just
oh god
here we go
my mom just said "i can tell this is the truth"
hahahahahhaah
where
is
my
oscar

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 423042)

i'm not sure what to think anymore.
i'm not sure what lies i will tell next to cover up
i'm not sure where my life is headed - but then again why should i care, i'm only 11 for god's sake.
we had a presentation in sose and i remember a sentence that went something like 'copper will run out in 9 years' (or something) and i said out loud (accidentally..) i will have killed myself by then
the thing that encouraged me to do it more was that no-one blinked, no-one turned no-one said anything
just silence, like it was before
as i said earlier,
i don't know what to think.


all i want to DO is sleep, i don't want any stress, i don't want anything, i don't want to be here anymore. nothing is helping, you know

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423251)

oh my god you guys
so
like
for the valentine's day party at school tomorrow
my mother
made
dark
chocolate
brownies
and
i
ate
one
and
they
are
SO
DAMN
GOOD
like,
'is it legal to marry food??????' good
and and and
i think
the brownies
and the ramen that i ate tonight
are gonna make me start eating
again
this is good
this is very good
i am happy
well
not
*happy*
just
really excited
and slightly proud of myself
it just took a brownie, guys
one
brownie
hell, if i'd known it would only take one brownie
i'd have eaten a whole batch ages ago
but
i'm pretty sure
i'm gonna eat now
and if i don't
feel free to slap me
(this goes for mira, soph, and marzi irl, and alla the resta y'all can do it virtually)
ok
okay
i'm...
good.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423311)

guys
please
help me
i am freaking the f*ck out
all i know how to do is deny everything
lie lie lie
deny deny deny
i'll try try try
but i'm about to cry cry cry
i want to go goodbyebyebye
i am scared
i am scared
i am so so sososososososososossoos f*cking scAREEDD
HelPE

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 423312)

guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys
im gonna die here
please pjsutus jsut please pelase peasel
i'm so
noeps
please helpe me
i can't do this
noepe noep noepe
bye
i'm gone
heather out
nonoeneonononononnononononno
nope
i'm so done
bye
bye
neeye
sd
sadgl;
no parents
don't want to talk about this parents
no thank you
no thank you
no thank you
i do not want this to be occurring right now
nope
nopenoenpeneonepe
bYE

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423331)

we need a kp camp or something just get away from our lives for like a month jfc