I won't tonight, but...
I hate everything about me. I hate my name. I hate my personality and how I think and how I act. I hate that I'm a hypocrite and that I'm a bitch and that I'm an idiot and that I'm just stupid. I hate my face, my body, my teeth, my glasses, my braces, my smile, my voice, my weight. I don't even know why I bother looking in the mirror anymore. I hate my writing, I hate how I can rarely write anything original anymore, and that Sastiel fic? No. I can't draw, I can't write, I can't get good grades, I don't want to eat and I fuck things up. I hate who I am and I can understand why others do too.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Shut up...shut up!
You are amazing. That Sastiel fic is freaking amazing. You are amazing. I love you and I don't want to lose you. You get awesome grades. I love your personality and I love how you are you and whatever you are you just make it seems like you don't give a rap about what you say and that is amazing and that is amazing and like you are amazing because I love your amazingness and I don't want you to ever stop talking to me or to stop living or to stop writing or to stop doing anything because whatever you do I love and whatever you do I look up to and I love you and I need you in my life or I will die from nothingness because the everything is you... I would ask you out to be my friend one day but that would be taken because everyone loves you. We all here love you and support you and ship your crush and ship you+you. so. Just love yourself and I love you.

Don't, ever.
I like your name and your personality. You're a cool, funny, kind person. You're not a bitch, and you're not stupid—and you're certainly not stupid because you have some bad grades. You look just fine and you sound just fine, you're wrong to hate yourself for all of those things. You're a great writer. And, if you can convince yourself of nothing else, you're much better at writing (and much smarter and a much better person) than a vast majority of the internet.
I'm going to list absolutely everything I hate/dislike about you:
You're depressed.
That's all.
And I hate that because it hurts you, not because I don't want to have to try helping you. I just wish you were happy, like you deserve.

But—
*flails*
I wish I could believe you guys.
Thank you.

Believe us. e___e
I am scared that you will do this tonight.

I won't. I won't do it tonight.
*hugs*

I wish you could, too… :/

You are going to get through this. Everything is going to get better. No matter how long it takes, we'll be here for you, even if we can't be there physically. We love you. You can do this.
You are too epyk to hate.

My dad's not letting me dream. I want to fall into a daydream and just go through a day without planning.


I don't hate you and you shouldn't either. However you don't like stuff about you, embrace them, embrace yourself. Write ten things you like about yourself.