DX I didn't mean that.
Yeah, flase anger. I was never mad at him. I just didn't know what to say...I was just confused with how to say I like him.
XD XD XD XD

Max: you should write an apology letter or somefing *noms on cookie*

(Heheheheh cookie. XD)
I should. I'll write it soon.

(1) I never said that you didn't know that. I'm giving you a reason why you should not think like that.
(2) I'm sure he will forgive you. But you have to keep in mind that not everyone forgives so quickly.
(3) Max...stop using these high-level words when you get emotional and are trying to explain. I'm assuming you think it helps, but it doesn't. It just makes things more confusing. Also, I know that high school changes things, and you're bound to change a little as a person, but you can't let yourself take on those negative qualities (dirty jokes, especially this aggression).

All I can really say now is that you seriously need to calm down and try to get a handle on your emotions before something worse happens.

Thank you for clarifying.

Venty vent...feel free to ignore.
 

On a semi-unrelated note...

"'Jerusalem...how often I wanted to gather your children together, the way a hen gathers her chicks together under her wings!'" - Matt. 23:37

More and more often, these past several months, I've been feeling that way. Actually, I always feel that way, since I care so much about everyone I come in contact with, but more than I usually do. I feel sort of like how Jesus did. I want to just gather up everyone who's having problems and protect them and get them to calm down and be close to them and...just... x_x

When people are happy, I'm happy. When people hurt, I hurt. When people are angry, I'm angry. When people are depressed, I'm depressed. I'm a mirror. I'm a sponge. I'm a shadow. And I'm exhausted from all the input and the feelings. ;__;

I'm sorry, everyone, for how I am treating everyone in a bad manner. <:^J Sometimes I say awful things and then I really want to take them back but then they end up thinking that I really mean it when I am only trying to make things better and less confusing but things turn out worse. D: I am in high school now and I have made 4 or 5 bad mistakes that I shouldn't have taken into consideration. I was mean, selfish, cruel and overall aggressive. My actions have not been fully regretted inside my head.

I was mean to Owen and Isaac and that other member that I forget the name and kept on judging them by what they say. I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings... I think it was just hormones--it could've been but that is also sounding like an excuse so I won't take that into mind. ^_^ I should've acted the right way by telling someone how I feel and then making some sort of an apology and this is where it has led up to.

I almost felt like leaving KidPub.

I almost felt depressed.

I almost felt turned over and rolled up.

And my emotions don't come from the heart--they come from my heart, soul, bones, flesh and blood and skin--so I am telling you that I am sincerely sorry for what has happened.

*le appreciates if you take some time to forgive me*

I'm telling you that you can feel however you like and I will leave it at that. ^_^ But I will also/always help you, Ash. :D You're my buddy.

I forgive you, Max, but I can't speak for all of KP/WB. I can only speak for myself...but I forgive you.
Also that's not the right use of the word "depressed" but I know what you mean. No biggie.

Thank you, Max.

Goodnight, everyone.