Dad. Seriously.


What are you trying to imply? That I talk with you about my problems?

That I tell you I hate all the kids at my school?

Or that I spend lunch crying in the library?

Or that I spend half of my classtime getting to the bathroom so I can crouch against a wall covering my ears?

Look, you think I'm smart and strong and beautiful. I'm not any of those things.

And I can't tell you about my problems. I'm sorry.

nooo, you are smart, and you are strong, and you are pretty. and you are really awesome.

You are smart and strong and beautiful. Not to mention awesome and epykful and amazing and so many other great things.

I'm starting to doubt my religion again. I've been trying to distort the way I look at it to make it better. Like that the way people portray it is wrong, that the Bible was written by superior men with a sense of false grandeur, that it's not about sending people straight to hell, that it's all about community and loving each other, that the public people who practice it are just walking contradictions and God's laughing at them, that he's there, that it means something...but I'm really not sure.

Sorry, I know a lot of KPers are atheists, I just needed to vent.

if you expect me to get things done on time

i'm sorry
genuinely sorry

:(:( I look at all these posts and I wish I could help....but my advice is total crap. :(:(

What religion are you? Christian of some sort? Any way, religion is about having something to hold onto and something 'guide you through life' however it can. If it's making it worse, drop it, if you believe it really can help you, just listen to what you think is right and make that your religion. You can't really trust anyone in what to believe but yourself.

Well said.

yes you can. *hugs*
hide in your room, blast music, and read. or talk to us. whatever you need to do, as long as you keep on living.