The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

i feel so fucking selfish isaac and im fucking sorry goddamit like why the fuck do i care about myself right now
im okay i'll live. if we lose contact, promise me to call me/text me/whatever as soon as you can?

don't feel selfish.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442583)

self,
you wont cry
and you wont cut
and you wont kill yourself if you dont get to ever talk to him again
fuck i will probably do all of these things

you won't. you'll survive.
i'll borrow a friend's phone, if i have to.

Lily09

03-21-2013 08:35 PM

i dont know if i will but thanks
and okay

L.S.Trendom

03-21-2013 08:49 PM

*has to get off the computer and go to bed in an hour and ten minutes*

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442589)

i dont know if i will but thanks
and okay

you will.

Lily09

03-21-2013 08:54 PM

what why so early?

i really dont fucking know

Arin	03-21-2013 08:56 PM

;-; NO....LST NO......
Probs gonna cry too
You are one of the best fucking authors I know. Get that it your noggin. You. Are. Damn. Good. At. Writing. Don't desert us.

Lily09

03-21-2013 09:00 PM

i don't think you've hurt me, it's not your fault. you're not in control of this. and i'll try to stay alive in hopes that you'll carry out the plan and meet me somehow.
i just... i dunno. i'm upset but i'm not upset at you because i could never be upset at you.

Lily09

03-21-2013 09:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442596)

but just before you give up your phone or before they cut off your plan or something, text me something that lets me know you can't text anymore. i don't want to be left wondering where you went.

AlgebraAddict

03-21-2013 09:04 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442575)

so.
i hurt the people i cared about most.
and possibly destroyed my life in the process.
if i'm not on kidpub or tumblr, my mom may have taken away my internet and/or phone.
[size=1]i haven't eaten since the day before yesterday. i've cut. i honestly have no idea what i'd do without being able to talk to you guys. but large amounts of self-hate i can't ignore + knowing i've hurt people a lot + having no one to talk to + hopelessness = pretty much the perfect thing to end up making me suicidal.. i'm so tired of fucking up everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcEcmtXmXNU

If you, of all people, can fuck something up, that something must have been pretty messed up to begin with. People/Society/The Human Race can suck, it's true. But don't let anything mess you up.

By the way, you should start playing an instrument/singing. It really helps take mind off stuff.