Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 447143)

i have one on saturday. *hugs you* and i feel pretty much the same way. although i think if i could convince her to let me write about it instead of talk about it and have her read the writing it would go about 100 times better than it's gonna go. which is like negative 5million worse.

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 447126)

/hugs
Maybe it won't be as bad as you think. They might be able to help you. I really hope they can. But if it just makes you uncomfortable and upset, then don't force yourself to go.
You are a good enough person for you to like. But this is progress.


Seconded.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 447088)

okay so ugh.
on Friday my parents and I have an appointment with a therapist for me.
yay.
ugh.
I don't want to go, now that I'm not as bad as I was about a week ago… I don't feel comfortable with the thought of talking to a therapist. And I don't want to be fixed like that, I don't want to stop hating myself, I want to be a different person I can like better.
lkjasdfljkasdljksdjk


You're not just a forgotten person D: And if I do ignore you, it's not on purpose… I'd like to get to know you better, you seem like a really awesome person, but you're not on KP a lot, so… :/
*hugs* you can vent with me if you want. And I do care. You are important.




*punches your brother in the face for you* he's a f***ing asshole, and I'm sorry you have to deal with him. *hugs*
try to not even think about killing yourself, okay…?
You don't need him or your parents. *hugs* and you do have friends. *gestures at self and others on KP*
You can make it.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 447145)

haha. I don't think I'd have a choice, unless I convinced my parents that I'm okay……
nope, I'm not.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 447159)

lol therapy sucks, guise. she was just like 'okay so what happened' and there was zero level of trust at all.
i'm not helping but idek.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 447145)

good luck. :/ *hugs back* Maybe you could convince the therapist to let you do that?

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 447159)

lol therapy sucks, guise. she was just like 'okay so what happened' and there was zero level of trust at all.
i'm not helping but idek.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 447162)

ALSO
If you're talking about suicide or self harm, tell your therapist that you'd like to speak without anyone else there. That's if your parents are in the room.

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 447150)

Maybe going to the therapist will help :3 You can tell them that that's what you want and maybe they can help you do that ~hugs~ Don't hate yourself. you're amazing.

It's not you really >.< Yeah, it is occasionally on KP but mainly where I live and the people that are here. /shrugs It's an unfixable problem.
That made me smile . . . . thank you :3 I don't think I would be brave enough to kill myself anyways . . . . so I guess that's not a problem. Just thank you so much :'3 /tears The friends I've made on KP are much better than the friends I have here. They care more, and truthfully, I care about you guys more >.< /glompsallmembersespeciallyLST
Thank you

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 447153)

If it comes down to it, just lie down on the floor and go to sleep if they force you to go.
You are.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 447162)

ALSO
If you're talking about suicide or self harm, tell your therapist that you'd like to speak without anyone else there. That's if your parents are in the room.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 447167)

yeah... my parents don't know about the self harming still. and i don't plan on ever telling them.
unless it's in my suicide note.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 447172)

I'm not particularly hopeful…
thanks, even though it's not true

*hugs* It's not your fault they can't recognise your awesomeness. (:
I'm glad it did. *hugs* And don't think of yourself as cowardly for not killing yourself, ever. It takes courage to live, too. I'm glad it's not a problem. *tackle hug*


xD I might try… what if they try punishing me for that though >.<


thanks…
If asked about suicide or self-harm, chances are I'm going to lie…