Just one of those days when you hate absolutely everything.

You can have a lie-in. You're unconscious when you sleep (you don't say) so you won't have to be conscious.

I need to drown myself in something to distract me from reality before I go insane.

If anyone needs me, I'll be reading VM. Sandy, you're a lifesaver.

maybe i shouldn't be listening to sad songs while I'm on my second rebound... ._.

Ash... seriously. What happened?

that's just it. nothing happened. today was actually a good day, until i watched the end of that ******* movie. plus i have this terrible feeling, like i have to do something important but i forget exactly what it is but i know i have to do it....darn anxiety...

plus im just suddenly sick of everything. (again. darn feeling keeps going away and coming back randomly.) ugh. this song pretty much sums up how that feels right now: Runaway Train http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDl3iUo__dY

This is probably because you have not yet seen me have a meltdown. I do have anger management issues, that I am beginning to control, but still are incredibly dangerous. Yes it is 77% because seven is my favourite number and I could not exactly use 83% in my made up statistics *coughcoughBarneyStinson*. I talk/type like this because I can. If it makes me look cool-headed, then good for hot-tempered, violent little me...because honestly, I'm sometimes like a berserker, that anything can set off...my sister going on the laptop, or sitting in the front of the car when I want to. Or sensible things, like someone sitting in my 'spot' in the car, or people discussing uncomfortable topics *coughboobscough*, teasing me about said topics or people just doing things I don't like, such as stealing free food.

Ash, I'm pretty crap at empathy, I even scored 'probably ASD' on the empathy quotient, so...I can't really help, because all of my techniques are either read fantasy of the purest kind, or research something, anything. Research, funnily enough, rarely helps anyone else.

But Ash, I don't change my feelings about things easily, and yes I'm now relatively popular and (in)famous on KidPub, yet I am still in awe of you. You were one of the first few authors I saw that had enormous fanclubs, amazing work. This won't be helping you much, I'm sure, but despite all your issues, I still look up to you, because you inspired me in my early KP days.

What can I say? I'm easy to make an impression on.

Researching doesn't help me much, though I haven't tried before.
I got the same. I'm hunting around for personality tests and I got 14 for the empathy one.

I also did the online alexithymia test. Now that one was good.