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You have no idea what depression is.
No, stop saying that, you have no f*cking idea. Shut up, you aren't trying to help me. Get the hell out. You have no idea what the freak my world is like. You have no right to do any of this. I hate you. I hate you. Do you hear me, I f*cking hate you. I have my own life. I don't have the strength to be sarcastic, you f*cker. I hate you. |
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I have feelings today.
One) because cinnamon rolls are delicious home-baked goods and I want to eat them forever and ever and ever Two) because songs are really nice and I really fugging love music (hello lez miserables soundtrack on a kazoo, i am speaking of you) Three) because my science project that I totally procrastinated on is so not going to work and I'm freaking the fug out like hELP???? and Four) because my report card came today and ???????? WHAAAAAAAATTTT???????? SO HAPPY AL:GKHLSFHEWOPIFHSAkLHAESKLFHWEKLFSAH ESFOHIASLFkhLEA:KFsalksH AISFKHJAS but seriously how did i even get away with that in spanish i s2g oh well whatever YAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAyAyAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAYYF EEELINGS BEFELEING SA RE MOSTLY GOOD AAND THAT IS GOOD that is all goodbye |
Would you guys like to hear my schedule for next year? -.-
Honors English I Honors Geometry for 9th Grade Honors Integrated Science US Gov't & Politics AP Girls Health Girls PE Mixed Chorus Computer Tech Applications Alternates: Photography Computer Tech Applications I love having no say in my classes. *sarcasm* |
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.....Warm Bodies is doing well at the box office. ._.
My reaction: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35TbGjt-weA |
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please eat :/ and drink, if that's not very much water… |
eat more, please c:
oh okay xD |
I'm glad :'D
we do, at least a bit, I just suck with units :P |
not black
not white gray (...this has been a seemingly racist post but if one read my journal entry last night it would make a whole lot of fugging more sense okay) |
That awkward moment when you see an amazing video and blurt out, "That's SO cold!" instead of "That's SO cool!"
XD XD DX DX SYNONYM FAILURE! http://www.lolhome.com/img_big/dumb-cat.jpg |
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:^/ I'm sorry you're upset about something. I wish I could understand your numbers. And help you out, somehow. :( |
Technology hates me...and I hate it back. :|
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5...cc6bo1_250.gif
asdfghjkl. I am sick of looking for a free audio converter. This is rediculous. The few that ARE free apparently are infected with some kind of malware (according to the comments on them on Cnet), OR don't support MIDI files, which is what I'm trying to convert. The only one I found that's safe and specifcally works with MIDI files WON'T DOWNLOAD FOR SOME REASON even when I let it through my firewall. So, I have no idea what to do with Aziza's Theme, now, since this just ain't working. http://gifstumblr.com/images/that-mo...-rude_1194.gif *hopes those two GIFs show up* |
meh
i dunno |
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-http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/images/icons/icon3.gif- O_O *le lightbulb* Noteflight...I forgot about that site....maybe....hm, I wouldn't be able to turn it into a video, then, but I could still do the drawing and *babbles on* THAT'S IT! *runs off* |
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What's Forum Game? :D |
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I hate myself for not being able to stand up for what I believe in when it comes to Litzy because she always gets annoyed. Wincest/Waycest, people can listen to any music they like, people can dress any way they want, people can like whatever they want. For me, it's "do whatever you want as long as you're not hurting someone" but for her it's "I'm accepting but I might just show disgust if you like something I dislike." ??? I don't know, I feel like she says that she's accepting of everything but actually isn't and it makes it hard for me to stand up to my beliefs because she gets annoyed. I'm fine with my parents yelling at me because I stand up for what I believe in, but if Litzy and I disagree on something, I usually just sink back and go all silent because I'm scared to lose her. I know she'll leave but I don't want her to leave now.
Also, I dislike talking to her about my shit, because whenever I tell her that I'm afraid to lose my friends because its happened before or that I prefer music over friends, she always tells me, "Stop thinking like that." but it's not easy as that and it sounds like she's annoyed so I don't tell her anything else. She checks my arms for cuts, which makes me uncomfortable also. I just want a friend IRL who I'm okay with venting my problems to and someone IRL who will stay up all night with me and I can cry to and not be judged for my beliefs. |
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IT'S FUN AS. 8D |
Noteflight is the solution but I NO REMEMBER HOW TO USE IT! #_# *scurries off to the Help and FAQ section*
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asdfghjkl. |
Aaaaaand Noteflight doesn't have snare drum, bass drum, cymbals, or decent-sounding string instruments.
._. I can't win for losing. XD XD DX DX Whelp, I'm off to go look for a BETTER online sheet music program.... :| |
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XD Sorry, I will be going now. *leaves* |
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It's amazing you stand up for your beliefs. You should. Don't just do what you think will keep your friends close - do what your heart tells you. They choices you make whilst following your heart will ultimately be the right ones. Litzy is probably slightly prejudiced for some things (most people usually are for at least a few things), but that shouldn't destroy your friendship. Everyone has their opinions. You can't be certain she will leave - I have a friend IRL who now lives near you, but we are still best friends, even though she is in a new school, in a new country, and has new friends. Your true friends will stay with your your whole life, and will never abandon you. The fact she checks your arms for cuts shows she cares about you - she just has difficulty showing it sometimes. She's probably scared of losing you too, you know. I think you should talk to her about it. Honestly. It will help. If I could move near you, I would be there straight away. I know Skype isn't the same and we can't stay up all night together and stuff, but for now, if you want, I'm always here to talk/vent. /huggles Things will get better. Do you want me to talk to Litzy about it? I can do it subtly and casually, as if I had not talked to you at all. I like your motto about beliefs. May I adopt it? |
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Like DR said, she's probably worried about you. Or maybe she's keeping a close eye on you because she's scared that you'd cut again and accidentally turned it into prejudice? I'm terrible with advice :/ Quote:
I bring my iPod to school sometimes and lurk in a corner playing fruit ninja. |
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No one is perfect, and it's hard for someone to find one completely compatible best friend. But just because they aren't completely compatible, it doesn't mean that they're more likely to leave you. No one understand everything. But you're an amazing person, and you should feel proud of who you are. |
DR/Cheeze: Thanks. you don't have to mention it to her. I'll bring it up soon.
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/huggles |
Guys:
If anyone is feeling depressed or feel like they are moving too fast or are just upset, click here: http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace It's refreshing and calming. I promise. Or here, to get rid of worries and stuff: http://thequietplaceproject.com/thethoughtsroom/ It really helps. |
Stressed
I have a history report; a religion report; I have an interview with my priest next month that I have to pass to be Confirmed; I have to register at my high school; I audition for my school play Friday; I need to convince my parents to let me go to a writing camp this summer instead of getting birthday presents; I have to finish the two books I'm writing; and I have to get extremely good grades so that I can get a netbook for high school.
I shouldn't complain. High school's going to be twice as difficult. It's just a bit tiring. |
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Procrastinative
I have Geo homework to finish and I'm just not doing. I suppose I feel lazy, too...
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