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soph-soph27 02-07-2013 08:42 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 419816)
7,000 posts. 7,000 rants by angsty adolescents. Sheesh.
We are special children. That's why we're so awesome.

lvhamsters 02-07-2013 09:27 PM
I don't know what to do. I'm just so sick of everything. I don't even know where to start venting.....
Hm. Lets start with my parents ^^ They wonder why I'm so angry all the time, and it's a wonder they don't know. More than half of that anger starts with them. Heck, I don't really know if you can even call them parents. Their both more like . . . . friends who visit; acquaintances. I mean, ever since I was little, my dad has worked six days a week, and not the normal "oh I'll be home a six" kinda thing. I mean he doesn't even come home. And when I was little, he was in the military so he left us for half a year. That's not something you do to your family. It isn't. Not to mention my mom. She's not gone as often, but she's barely ever home. I mean, after school, I'm left to wander the town for three hours until she gets off work. What am I supposed to do? And when we do get home she talks on the phone the entire time or sleeps. I barely know these people. And I don't really want to know them. When they are home, we spend our time arguing. I can't take them, or my brother (aka personal bully).
And now for my.... erm, 'friends'. My bestest friend moved away about a year ago and my mom told me I could never talk to her nor see her again, unless we meet when we're adults. It has to do with family issues.... and then another of my friends is ignoring me for reasons I have no clue of, and I really miss him. And then one of my closest friends is always trying to one-up me, and has insulted me quite often.
The only highlight in all of this, is my first friend I ever had is moving back into town this Spring. I've missed him so much and I swear..... when I ran into him it was like freaking fate XD We hadn't seen each other in like 10 years or so.
See how happy that makes me? :3
Yap. That was the ray of sunshine in this large speech.
Anyways, my family doesn't really know me. At all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CFn67A0 That song pretty much sums it all up.
Blargh. And on top of that I feel bad for venting because there are people out there with much worse situations....
~sigh~ I wish I could escape in a fantasy world ~floats away~

LaurenM 02-07-2013 09:36 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 419869)
I don't know what to do. I'm just so sick of everything. I don't even know where to start venting.....
Hm. Lets start with my parents ^^ They wonder why I'm so angry all the time, and it's a wonder they don't know. More than half of that anger starts with them. Heck, I don't really know if you can even call them parents. Their both more like . . . . friends who visit; acquaintances. I mean, ever since I was little, my dad has worked six days a week, and not the normal "oh I'll be home a six" kinda thing. I mean he doesn't even come home. And when I was little, he was in the military so he left us for half a year. That's not something you do to your family. It isn't. Not to mention my mom. She's not gone as often, but she's barely ever home. I mean, after school, I'm left to wander the town for three hours until she gets off work. What am I supposed to do? And when we do get home she talks on the phone the entire time or sleeps. I barely know these people. And I don't really want to know them. When they are home, we spend our time arguing. I can't take them, or my brother (aka personal bully).
And now for my.... erm, 'friends'. My bestest friend moved away about a year ago and my mom told me I could never talk to her nor see her again, unless we meet when we're adults. It has to do with family issues.... and then another of my friends is ignoring me for reasons I have no clue of, and I really miss him. And then one of my closest friends is always trying to one-up me, and has insulted me quite often.
The only highlight in all of this, is my first friend I ever had is moving back into town this Spring. I've missed him so much and I swear..... when I ran into him it was like freaking fate XD We hadn't seen each other in like 10 years or so.
See how happy that makes me? :3
Yap. That was the ray of sunshine in this large speech.
Anyways, my family doesn't really know me. At all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CFn67A0 That song pretty much sums it all up.
Blargh. And on top of that I feel bad for venting because there are people out there with much worse situations....
~sigh~ I wish I could escape in a fantasy world ~floats away~
That sucks :/ And don't think like that, everyone has a right to vent. Like someone said before, if it makes you feel bad enough to vent, do it.

Sandy 02-07-2013 11:11 PM
I was flossing my teeth this morning and my dad randomly started screaming at my about toilet paper.
Right out of the blue.

I literally stopped what I was doing, put down the floss, and just stood there and stared at the wall. I couldn't even react. So much wut. He was so angry about it, too. The sad thing is that it was all the dogs who ripped up the toilet paper and scattered it around the house like snow, and then I had to go and clean it up...

But... yeah. That was so intensely weird. I can't even.

Lily09 02-08-2013 02:24 AM
So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.

bookworm1999 02-08-2013 02:28 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)
So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.
*Pats back*
Happy..... COME BACK. -_-

LaurenM 02-08-2013 02:37 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 419908)
I was flossing my teeth this morning and my dad randomly started screaming at my about toilet paper.
Right out of the blue.

I literally stopped what I was doing, put down the floss, and just stood there and stared at the wall. I couldn't even react. So much wut. He was so angry about it, too. The sad thing is that it was all the dogs who ripped up the toilet paper and scattered it around the house like snow, and then I had to go and clean it up...

But... yeah. That was so intensely weird. I can't even.
Wow.
Yup, I can't even--
Why did you have to take the responsibility, though?
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)
So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.
/smashes-depression-with-mace.
/entices-happiness-to-come-back.
That must be a vicious cycle...

Lily09 02-08-2013 02:54 AM
Pluzzle: I sometimes wish we went to school with people online rather than vice versa.

BREAK THE FRIENDSHIP WITH HER
It's not a very good friendship.

Lily09 02-08-2013 03:08 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419948)
same
will do.
obviously not...

she's been hanging out with a girl who bullies me constantly so ya

it's hard crying in the living room. everyone sees you.

my laptop isnt allowed in my room.
Can you talk to her or something? I hate seeing you like this, pluzzle. If you want to vent on anything else, my contact tab is available. *huggles*

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 04:48 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419943)
I FUCKING QUOTE THIS FROM THAT HOLLY PERSON
I TOLD HER I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
I TOLD HER I TRIED (i didn't want to tell you guys)

And this is what she said

"oh okay. i want the best for you and if you want to die then that's it"

seriously

this is why i have you guys

i just cant believe that the girl i thought was my best friend didnt give a fuck.

nice job choosing your friends, charlotte

nice job with not succeeding
Oh, pluzzle. D:

She doesn't understand what you're going through, and maybe she was a great friend earlier. No one can't predict how people will change, and how the people who used to be your good friends are not is by no means a display of what kind of person you are, or your success in life.

We are here for you, and we wouldn't be able to bear it if you died.
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419944)
oh new update from her

"i just don't show emotion because i know you wont kill yourself"

don't be too sure holly
who wont have emotion when they're either dead or in a hospital for being suicidal

thats right
me
Pluzzle, you mustn't hurt yourself just to prove her wrong. It wouldn't make sense to have someone as awesome as you suffer because of comments like that from her. Even though we know you are just attention seeking or whatever it is that she's accusing you of, we'd all be so glad if you didn't prove her wrong.

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 05:04 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 419869)
I don't know what to do. I'm just so sick of everything. I don't even know where to start venting.....
Hm. Lets start with my parents ^^ They wonder why I'm so angry all the time, and it's a wonder they don't know. More than half of that anger starts with them. Heck, I don't really know if you can even call them parents. Their both more like . . . . friends who visit; acquaintances. I mean, ever since I was little, my dad has worked six days a week, and not the normal "oh I'll be home a six" kinda thing. I mean he doesn't even come home. And when I was little, he was in the military so he left us for half a year. That's not something you do to your family. It isn't. Not to mention my mom. She's not gone as often, but she's barely ever home. I mean, after school, I'm left to wander the town for three hours until she gets off work. What am I supposed to do? And when we do get home she talks on the phone the entire time or sleeps. I barely know these people. And I don't really want to know them. When they are home, we spend our time arguing. I can't take them, or my brother (aka personal bully).
And now for my.... erm, 'friends'. My bestest friend moved away about a year ago and my mom told me I could never talk to her nor see her again, unless we meet when we're adults. It has to do with family issues.... and then another of my friends is ignoring me for reasons I have no clue of, and I really miss him. And then one of my closest friends is always trying to one-up me, and has insulted me quite often.
The only highlight in all of this, is my first friend I ever had is moving back into town this Spring. I've missed him so much and I swear..... when I ran into him it was like freaking fate XD We hadn't seen each other in like 10 years or so.
See how happy that makes me? :3
Yap. That was the ray of sunshine in this large speech.
Anyways, my family doesn't really know me. At all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CFn67A0 That song pretty much sums it all up.
Blargh. And on top of that I feel bad for venting because there are people out there with much worse situations....
~sigh~ I wish I could escape in a fantasy world ~floats away~
It sucks that they're away so much. Try your best to connect with them when they are home. In the end, they're your family and you can't really be detached from one another, no matter how long they work. But don't feel like you should cut him any slack for bullying you just because he's your brother. Bullying is bullying, and it still hurts.

I'm not really so great on the whole friend aspect, but just tell the friend that tries to one-up you that it's offending you, and if they deny it or gets self righteous about it, then give them time to cool off and don't hang out with them as much.

"And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have."-Stephen Chbosky.
It doesn't make your problems petty or insignificant. Problems aren't measured in proportion to other people's problems.

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 05:14 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419937)
So.
It's been a pretty good two weeks.
Hey depression, I see you've returned.
Well then, eff you too.
I'm sick of being happy for a few days, weeks if I'm lucky, and then having that crash down all over again.
Exorcizamus te, omnis tristis spiritus,
omnis maesus potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, misellus,
omnis inane, omnis anxietudo et secta maestitia.
Ergo, tristis maledicte.
Liliam tuam securi tibi facias libertate servire,
te rogamus, audi nos.

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 05:15 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419961)
Exorcizamus te, omnis tristis spiritus,
omnis maesus potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, misellus,
omnis inane, omnis anxietudo et secta maestitia.
Ergo, tristis maledicte.
Liliam tuam securi tibi facias libertate servire,
te rogamus, audi nos.
(this is an exorcism specifically for your depression. not guaranteed for use against demons)

Lily09 02-08-2013 10:10 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419962)
(this is an exorcism specifically for your depression. not guaranteed for use against demons)
omfg
Can I hug you
That made me laugh.

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 10:28 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 419986)
omfg
Can I hug you
That made me laugh.
/massiveglomphug
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lp...87dfo1_250.gif
"Shoulder wiggle, the best kind of laugh."

BriannaH 02-08-2013 10:32 AM
Lonely/Excited/Impatient
 
I'm lonely because there's no one my age for me to hang out with. :(

I'm excited because my best (and only) real-life friend is going to come over tomorrow or today after school and spend the night. :D

I'm impatient because I'm doing a text-based roleplay with my sister and she's taking forever to respond. :mad:

lvhamsters 02-08-2013 03:11 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 419960)
It sucks that they're away so much. Try your best to connect with them when they are home. In the end, they're your family and you can't really be detached from one another, no matter how long they work. But don't feel like you should cut him any slack for bullying you just because he's your brother. Bullying is bullying, and it still hurts.

I'm not really so great on the whole friend aspect, but just tell the friend that tries to one-up you that it's offending you, and if they deny it or gets self righteous about it, then give them time to cool off and don't hang out with them as much.

"And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have."-Stephen Chbosky.
It doesn't make your problems petty or insignificant. Problems aren't measured in proportion to other people's problems.
Eh :\ I kinda enjoy the alone time ^^ It gets annoying after a while though. And I don't think I'd want to connect with them.... they're..... I don't know what to call them. Mean I guess? Dunno.

I'm afraid to tell her because she may hate me :\ she's also realllyyyy sensitive. I don't want to lose her as a friend because she's pretty much my best friend for 11 years >.<

Thanks so much though :)

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 03:22 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 420105)
wat

My head hurts from trying to comprehend that last paragraph

yes i know I'm attention seeking, you guys do too, so why do you bother responding to me? :confused:
Oh crap crappity crap that is the worst time ever to make a typo

SORRY PLUZZLE.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorry
I meant to type

Even though we know you aren't just attention seeking or whatever it is that she's accusing you of

Sorry.
I'm going to go rot in a lake now.
Sorry.
I should proof-read these things.
Sorry.

cheezemziez 02-08-2013 03:23 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 420130)
Oh crap crappity crap that is the worst time ever to make a typo

SORRY PLUZZLE.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorry
I meant to type

Even though we know you aren't just attention seeking or whatever it is that she's accusing you of

Sorry.
I'm going to go rot in a lake now.
Sorry.
I should proof-read these things.
Sorry.
Sorry.
How did that even happen as a typo?
Sorry.

HeatherB 02-08-2013 05:24 PM
i
would
like
to
die
now
please

L.S.Trendom 02-08-2013 05:38 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 420274)
i
would
like
to
die
now
please
I would hate for you to die.
Pokey would hate for you to die.
Sophie would hate for you to die.
Everyone on KidPub who knows you would hate for you to die.
So many people in real life would hate for you to die.
We'd all be devastated.
Because you're great and we love you.

lvhamsters 02-08-2013 05:44 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 420274)
i
would
like
to
die
now
please
no no no D: As pluzzle and LST said, everyone would hate for you to die D': Please please please stay strong <3

Owen-L 02-08-2013 05:52 PM
lifesucks.....

lvhamsters 02-08-2013 05:54 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 420311)
lifesucks.....
What's wrong? D:

Owen-L 02-08-2013 05:56 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420317)
What's wrong? D:
I don't want to talk about it.

But thanks for the concern.

maxi 02-08-2013 05:57 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by owen-l (Post 420320)
i Don't Want To Talk About It.

But Thanks For The Concern.
D:

Lily09 02-08-2013 06:03 PM
of mice and men.
five finger death punch.
ohioisonfire by the first band and coming down by the second band pretty much sums it up.

lvhamsters 02-08-2013 06:31 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 420320)
I don't want to talk about it.

But thanks for the concern.
Otay D: ~glomps~ Hope you feel better!

HeatherB 02-08-2013 06:55 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420293)
no no no D: As pluzzle and LST said, everyone would hate for you to die D': Please please please stay strong <3
ugh
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 420288)
i know how you feel.

but like LST said, we'd all be devastated if you did die D: Kidpub wouldn't be the same and we all know it :(
kp? kp'd be just fine
i never even go on the mainsite anymore unless it's to post my own stuff
and you'd get along w/o me on wb too
Quote:
Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 420285)
I would hate for you to die.
Pokey would hate for you to die.
Sophie would hate for you to die.
Everyone on KidPub who knows you would hate for you to die.
So many people in real life would hate for you to die.
We'd all be devastated.
Because you're great and we love you.
i'm kind of the opposite of great
and i'm pretty sure
that if you actually knew me
you would hate me
because i actually know me
and i hate me
so

MaryElizabeth 02-08-2013 08:10 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 420274)
i
would
like
to
die
now
please
Think of everything you haven't done yet. You yet haven't published a bestseller. You haven't yet gotten a scholarship to your dream college. You haven't yet met your soulmate, You haven't yet met Chris Colfer. You haven't yet gotten multiple awards for being fucking amazing.

Key word is yet. Don't take your life away.

AlgebraAddict 02-08-2013 09:08 PM
'Xactly.




I had a fucking perfect life planned out, and I just seemd to wake up and be, like, NO, I'm not going to a huge college of performing arts in Philadelphia, NO, I'm not gonna be published, NO, I'm not going to find a guy who really cares for me in that way. I'll just be another nobody. I really don't think there's a lot I can do.

Sandy 02-08-2013 09:17 PM
Sometimes I wish I was stupid. :/ I think it'd be nicer.

maxi 02-08-2013 09:25 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 420408)
Sometimes I wish I was stupid. :/ I think it'd be nicer.
No.
No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No. No.
It can't be, Sandy.
No. No. No. No. No.
Please. Please. Please.
You cannot just think that.

lvhamsters 02-08-2013 09:45 PM
Wow. Thanks, mom. I mean, I hear it from my brother all the time, but hearing it from you is just worse. Do you really think I'm fat? Am I fat? shall I tell you what I had to eat today? Okay. Four crackers. that's it. And yesterday? I skipped lunch and breakfast.

LaurenM 02-08-2013 09:58 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420416)
Wow. Thanks, mom. I mean, I hear it from my brother all the time, but hearing it from you is just worse. Do you really think I'm fat? Am I fat? shall I tell you what I had to eat today? Okay. Four crackers. that's it. And yesterday? I skipped lunch and breakfast.
Don't you give into them. Just continue to had your normal diet.

LaurenM 02-08-2013 10:05 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419943)
I FUCKING QUOTE THIS FROM THAT HOLLY PERSON
I TOLD HER I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
I TOLD HER I TRIED (i didn't want to tell you guys)

And this is what she said

"oh okay. i want the best for you and if you want to die then that's it"

seriously

this is why i have you guys

i just cant believe that the girl i thought was my best friend didnt give a fuck.

nice job choosing your friends, charlotte

nice job with not succeeding
It must be awful to have your best friend not caring about you. Send her an email or something and tell her what a bitch she is (with more elaboration), then never concern yourself with her again.

Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419944)
oh new update from her

"i just don't show emotion because i know you wont kill yourself"

don't be too sure holly
who wont have emotion when they're either dead or in a hospital for being suicidal

thats right
me
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419948)
same
will do.
obviously not...

she's been hanging out with a girl who bullies me constantly so ya

it's hard crying in the living room. everyone sees you.

my laptop isnt allowed in my room.
Go inside your room once you part from your laptop and cry, then.

L.S.Trendom 02-08-2013 11:37 PM
@Pluzzle: *massive hugs again* Tell that friend, the one who said she wants 'the best for you', to FUCK OFF. I'd like to punch her in the face for you…

Quote:
Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420416)
Wow. Thanks, mom. I mean, I hear it from my brother all the time, but hearing it from you is just worse. Do you really think I'm fat? Am I fat? shall I tell you what I had to eat today? Okay. Four crackers. that's it. And yesterday? I skipped lunch and breakfast.
I saw that picture of you posted, you aren't fat at all. You look just fine. Eat, please… D:

moonbeam 02-08-2013 11:44 PM
I need to see that picture... :P
Pluzzle...
...
I know, I mean, I'm nothing. Nothing. I'm just some random person on the internet... but right now, I'm typing these words. I mean, I'm a real person, who cares and cries and screams and laughs just like everyone else.
I care about you...
Be strong.
-Moonbeam-

Lily09 02-09-2013 01:04 AM
happy!rant

This is.... gooey.
just want to stay up and skype with KPers until three am. It's not possible because:
Garance, you live in the UK *cries* timezone!
Cheeze, same as Garance.
Isaac, you go to bed at 10 pm-ish, a decent time.
Gabi, you go to bed at midnight-ish.
Maxi, you live in Australia.
Otaku, WE NEED TO TALK MORE
CALLA, don't you live in the same time zone as me? I would but my parents would hear.
Pluzzle, i dunno.
my parents would hear
my parents would investigate
my parents would go, 'wut who why CREEPERS JEZUZ DIDNT WE TELL YOU NOT TO TALK TO ONLINE PEOPLE THAY COULD BE LIKE 95"

basically ily guise *huggles*

Lily09 02-09-2013 01:07 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 420461)
haha I'm in Australia like max but I'm an hour behind him I think
I could actually skype you guys at 2 am or 1 am because max is up usually at that time, so yeah, EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS D:


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