i'm sorry
me too
yeah
pretty much
*hugs*

I thought I wouldn't feel like her I was wrong what the hell well why ever bother no I won't bother okay yeah it doesn't matter you can still try I won't give up I'll just stop fighting

You can never stop fighting!!! You're a strong person. You can do it!! If you give up, I will find you. Jokes. :p But seriously. :cool: Don't. Give. Up. EVER!!!!! Because before things get better they have to get worse. If you give up... well, it wouldn't be too great for anyone, would it. *hugs*

thankyouthankyouthankyou
*glomps*
ily too

oh noes this again xD

D: *hands coping cookie and happie*

Don't Worry, Be Hapi. xD

crap.


so i thought they'd go away during spring break or get better but no they're just as bad and now it freaking scares me and i've been singing more and listening to Sisters of Mercy and turning the volume up really loud and doing yoga but its not helping at all i don't think. every time i stop the music i hear them again, or even when i'm listening to something i can still see them.

and now i'm freaking out. so.

Well then... Thanks for that.

Thanks for what? And...who are you thanking?

*widens eyes* O_O Mhm??? Oh...uhm...yeah, it was nothing. =o= Nothing over here.

*crosses arms and taps foot* Maaaaaaaaaax, what's wrong? :^I

:^I Noooottthhhhiiiiinnnngggg.

<:^/ It doesn't SOUND like nothing. I mean, if you really don't want to talk about it, I completely understand. But I'm always here to listen if you want to vent. You know that, right? <:^J

she told me i couldn't tell anyone
so i am not going to tell anyone

Yes Maxi. Ash is a good listener/reader. Whereas I on the other hand am concentrating at typing on a faulty keyboard.

She? Is this someone on KP, may I ask?

That's alright, then, I understand. ^_^ You shouldn't tell anyone, then. (As long as this isn't, like, I dunno, something life-threatening or something... o_0)

Faulty? Did your keyboard break? Mine did...several times... ._. *glares at laptop keyboard* It's fixed, now, but I'm sure it will wig out again eventually.

LILY
SHE SAID THAT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS
WITH ME ANYMORE AND SHE DOESN'T CARE ANYMORE
AND
Yeah– I dunno.

Since our posts are so close together, I'm going to assume this is about me.
I put that 'don't read unless you're max' in case you wanted it to be private. I don't really care whether or not it's private. You can tell her.

Meh.
If this is not about me, I'll be on my way.
If this is about me, I'll also be on my way.
*shuts mouth and goes to make QR code slips*

It's my sister's laptop and the letter 'n' literally has to have a ten tonne weight dropped on it before it works.

One other thing.

oh okay whatever

Oh. Sorry. I didn't see that. :P

ugh

O_o

Um...I'm not 100% sure what happened, but, according to Lily's note...things aren't exactly smooth as butter right now between you two. All I can really say is this:
I'm going to let you to work this out yourselves, since I'm not really a part of it, plus it would be better for the both of you that way. Just...please, guys, no matter what happens between you two, no self-harming, and no hate. Okay? It's just not worth it. D:

Yes, no 'shelf-harming', as Ash puts it. Do not damage any poor little shelves. Or selves. Or elves.

*screams*

This is why...I shouldn't be typing stuff...past midnight. X_x

Shelf-harming! :cool:

oi flockdraw????

How the fuck did it get to mid-March so Goddamn fast?! I can't leave them this fucking quickly...

Does this make me a hipster? Coming up with a new term/code word for cutting, I mean? XD (I'm joking. Oh, typos, you are the bane of my existence! DX)

Or elves themselves on shelves.

I think I once shelf-harmed. But I think my hand suffered more than the shelf did. :|

O___O

The year is almost 1/4 (25%) over.

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? *flails*

*did not realise this*
wtf
halp

Does hacking an old, water-warped bedside table to pieces count as shelf-harming? If so, I did that once. I broke in half the hatchet thing I was using, too, by accident. (This is never-ending. XD)

HELP MEEEEEE....stuff is happening too fast. DX

Meh. At least I don't feel like life is passing me by as quickly as it seemed before. 0_o In fact, things have slowed down considerably in the past couple months. But...it's still too fast. DX

(On the upside, though, that means this month will end soon, and I can semi-guiltlessly go out and buy myself some stuff I've been wanting for months and months...*is totally incapable of buying self things other than necessities*)

KidPub isn't really doing as much for me as it did a while ago.
I just...I'm not feeling happy when I go on.
I'm not sure where this is going to lead me, but it's just kind of dragging me down.

Okay so C just went home. Usually after she spends the day at my house or I at hers, it's like my drugging attachment to her is renewed. I guess this time was a little different.

I was really distant. She noted it.

I don't want to get too close to her. Or anybody. I don't trust people.

Maybe you just need to take a break. I mean, obviously not a break forever, but just a break so you can gather your thoughts.