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Me and my sister added a llama and a ninja to this already fabulous game. |
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Sometimes I look at the world and say, "Wow..." That's the moment I realize how bad we've gotten, how terrible we've become, how much DESTRUCTION we leave in our paths. When there is constantly rapes and thefts and murders and suicides, all flooding the news channels. Then there's that little segment on the news about the puppies that were rescued last week. Aw! Aaaaaaand, back to the shootings from last night. Wow... CHAPTER ONE: Then you start to think. "This place is terrible! This is horrible! ...we did this." But then you think, 'Hey, what if everyone just did ________ and was nice to other people and we all _______ and no one would have to suffer!' And you get all excited, thinking it's possible and you could totally do this! Remember that magazine you were reading? Yeah, the one with all those articles a teens who did good in their community; if half of all teens did stuff like that, you think, this place would brighten up, big time! ^_^ CHAPTER TWO: And then you think, 'Let's do this!' and you're all set and ready. And no one listens. 'Well,' you always think, 'I can always ask ______ to help me!' Aaaaand... turns out they won't/can't help either. CONCLUSION: Only if half of EVERYONE in the world could turn around, then we could fix this, you think. It seems so impossible again. 'Why did I even try,' you mumble, wondering why you even thought it could work. -_- EPILOUGE: You're watching the news again, trying to ignore all the dumb, mean things people do. Blah blah blah, killings, blah blah blah hurt, blah blah blah, nothing-is-good-any-more, etc. =_=' The next segment is about a kind-hearted person who donated a kidney, which ultimately saved a life; literally. O.O And you think, 'I can still do this,' with a ray of hope. The sun shines a little brighter next morning. (: (Eh, feeling under-da-weather and was hoping this would make me feel better; it did.) (: |
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Occasionally one might see me bickering on WB or posting random things (on WB) but I doubt that there will be any more writing/poetry/VM of any kind. I regret that the chances of me "finishing" VM are very slim, but at the same time, I DID finish it... technically. Maybe if I get horribly sick and have to spend a lot of time in a hospital bed, I will finish it. Why am I leaving? Well, to be honest, I feel caged by KidPub. Not by the writing, nor its members--simply the air that KidPub has adapted. Almost exclusively Christian beliefs are beginning to wear me down, especially when I've joined the Gay Straight Alliance this year (no offense to anyone--I do support God to an extent) and my views on the world are becoming clearer as I adjust to an IB (or, Pre-IB, at least) mindset. I have more on this but I really don't think that anyone really needs to hear. :/ So although I don't consider my "departure" from KidPub to be on the best of terms, don't get me wrong, I do enjoy KidPub and I do love its members. :) |
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Was Colorado the only state that heard about Jessica? It's just....horrible. I can't even express it in words.
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PLEASE COME BACK THO. ;_; |
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Maybe there should just be a GPA cut-off. Anyone with a 3.8 or higher GPA can enter the society. Then you're not being... nationalist? Can you even use that word in that sense? |
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Wow. And just when I was going to change my WB sig to a link to the VM Prologue. o_o Lovely timing. |
The problem with KidPub:
I realized something today, after thinking about why so many members are leaving, and why KidPub’s status has been going down.
Simply put, this is a writing website. Its purpose is for young writers to hone their skill though the praise and constructive criticism of other members. That's it. Cut and dry. This site is NOT like other social networking sites. This isn’t Facebook—when you join, you don’t just join to talk to friends or meet new people or waste time. This isn’t Twitter—saying random things to get attention is not the purpose of this site. Why do people clog? They want attention, be it negative or positive. More and more people are coming on here using text talk and are totally unable to take CC, or give it. All these people aren't real writers. They like to write, but they like attention better. I joined KidPub because I wanted to grow as a writer. I wasn’t looking for sympathy or craving attention or wanting to make new friends. I wanted CC. I wanted to know if I was a decent writer or not. I honestly didn’t expect any more than a few people to pay attention to my book. I am eternally grateful for all the people who have commented on my story. It is very near and dear to my heart, and so are all of my readers. And that brings me to my next topic. Once upon a time, everyone on here had what dragonwriter called a “soul story.” People were totally committed to one or two of these “soul stories,” and so were their followers. Why aren’t people commenting nowadays, besides not having enough time? Because, there are less and less stories that get finished. Why read a story if you never get to the climax, or the resolution of the plot? More and more stories just fade into an oblivion because their writers don’t have time to write it, don’t like the story anymore, came up with a better idea, or are just...fickle. And don’t even get me started on fanfics. Yes, they’re fun to write. But, in my opinion, they should be viewed as strictly side-projects, writing warmups, and simple tributes to show your favor for published story/movie/show. When they dominate the NS page, that's a sign that no one's really trying to be original. If you want to just write fanfics, then join a fanfic site. Being a true writer means writing about your own ideas. And then there are the people who can't keep their opinions to themselves. This is a writing website, NOT a debate club. We're not on here to judge people. We're not on here to prove a point. But for some people to be able to say whatever they want just because they know how to throw their weight around and no one wants to argue with them is just plain wrong. I love this site. I'm glad I found it. I love my readers. I love my characters. But sometimes...things are just ridiculous on here and it makes me want to scream. |
Uuummm hummm. Preach it, Ash.
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Whenever I try to talk about my feelings, you don't listen. You change the subject. If I listen to you, why can't you listen to me?
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Why can't you be stronger?
And why can't anyone see it hurts. It's the small things that tear me apart. The little things you may not notice your saying. But I notice. It hurts me. And it's slowly killing me from the inside. |
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My High School Placement Test is in two weeks.
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I KNOW. D8 My soul story is probably either AP or NSR. |
I lost my best friend.
My "friend" constantly is putting me down. I got judged by another one of my "friends". My second best friend doesn't see me the same way. I only have one friend and I don't trust her(even though she is trustable) after the above. I'm failing school. And this is all my fault. |
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And I laugh. But it hurts, even though I know it IS my fault. They don't have to shove it in my face though.Thank you for helping me and encouraging me to do my homework. *sarcasm* |
School Issues.
Yep, that's it... school. It feels to me like every day, one person says a rude thing and then, it just catches on pretty much every other day and it makes me feel like I'm gonna catch onto it and be a bad person. I'm not pointing at anyone in particular on KidPub but at school. I just think that everyone needs to lay off and mind their own business if they're going to start bugging me because if that happens I feel like it will just make me feel more angrier than I have ever felt. And, that's mainly what people do at my school. They make you feel terrible about yourself; embarass you; pick on you behind your back; do something physical that hurts you and this happens quite a lot to me. So, I guess it is safe to say that I have been bullied. That's what they do at my school. Bully you... badly.
Teachers. Them. Those teachers who actually force you to do something that isn't quite related to school and to me, I don't know if other people notice it these days, it feels like they choose what our education is going to be like in the future. That is irritating in so many ways that I can't start. Also, some of the teachers expect us to do atleast say... a page worth of work. When they say that, they only give us near 10 minutes to do it and we haven't even prepared and got startasdfghjkl-- GOD. It just bugs me how TEACHERS can do that to us students and they need to lay off us as well. They just need to give us a bit of relaxation once in a while, if you know what I mean. If you don't, I don't care. I know what I mean. They just... *sigh* FUSJNOICJOH It's annoying. Like, for another reason, they expect me to do homework in a matter of time when they only give us one day to do 5 subjects and each take at least 2 long hours to do. Damn, it frustrats me and no other kids. Kids in class, in general. Those kids who are just on the run for double trouble and never help you when you need a hand with things. I'm not being sarcastic here. I MEAN WHAT I SAY. It just... is confusing to me and I don't think I should be one of those kids to get involved in it, since I am good and smart and not an idiotic person like most kids in my class are. I don't feel as if I want to get annoyed--Actually, that's exactly how I feel. And, there are some kids who actually THREATEN you by saying "Oh, meet me after school so I can bash you up..." WHAT DA HECK? That is for no reason at all, also. That is just for no apperant reason and yet, they still do it. I don't care if I rant. It's the time and mood I am in. Also, some people pass around notes in my class like: "You are an idiotic dumb retard. Deal with it." And, yet, there's no reason for that. I don't get why someone would do that. They think they're all :cool: and :D all the time about making people (random people, by the way. They chucked it on a table, like that.) feel bad. :mad: No. Just no, every mean kid at school. /shakes head It just makes me feel like all of those nice things I did to nice people doesn't matter anymore. Yeah, I had a crap two days. |
._. Don't you just love it when you're feeling down, and you turn on some music, and EVERY SONG seems to fit how you feel and/or remind you of what's going on in your life? >_<
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5YhWoSnsl4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PL_ZtSCk68A http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRkbhTmB-ao http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LKD-XQjEHs I know, the stretch from 2NE1 to BigBang isn't very far, but, c'mon. Going from K-Pop to Elton John to Aerosmith and all finding their songs fitting is just downright irritating. x_x Meh. I guess I'm feeling better...bit by bit...music is just so therapeutic... |
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Max, hold your head high, and ignore those jerks. They neither deserve, nor value your attention, so you shouldn't deign to give it to them. As for the teachers, I don't really have mush experiance with them, but I don't think there's much to do. I get the irritatedness though, I feel that way a lot. I have work samlpes, assignment, and then college prep, even though I'm in middle school to do every month, and it gets really old really fast. The people in your class that do that, same drill with the other jerks: ignore them. And if you get something like that, I'd give it to your teacher, and tell them who you got it from. That is really a rude and mean thing to do. I don't know how much this will help, as I don't have a whole lot of experiance with public school, but I hope you can use some of my advice. And go purple today, dude. Today is Spirit Day, the day that's against bullying. |
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Max, no one but you can understand exactly what you're going through. Might I ask if you've told anyone besides us about this though? *winces* That's something I could help you with if I lived over there. If ignoring them only gets you hurt, then you should tell someone. And until then, I would suggest taking self defense maybe? I'm not an expert at this, Max. I've never been bullied in my life, so I can't really give you great advice. I just don't get people like that, honestly. To quote a song, i don't get how they "Get pleasure from the pain." Of others, I might add. It's just... Wrong, and it doesn't make sense to me. Launguage... |
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It's cool, Max :) You needed to get some of that off your chest, I'm sure. "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming swimming." XD |
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Today is Spirit Day. The day against bullying. Purple is the rainbow color for Spirit. Purple for those who think bullying of any kind is wrong. So, I'm purple, and so is Max. :) Quote:
No Poblem-o ;D I don't like my friends feeling like Pahoooie, so i do my best to help. No, don't drown!! I'll teach you how, if yah want. I swam on a team, and I was good at it 8D |
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