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pluzzle 03-29-2014 06:01 AM

im just so upset bc jealousy
my friend's wattpad bio mentions a girl that is so sweet in our grade but we barely know her, and she's like thanks so much to @_______ for being my personal editor!! she doesn't write though but you should check out her reading list!
and it's like
1) i edited 7 chapters for you
2) why
3) goodbye nope

it's gonna be the same thing all over again isn't it except in the end maybe it'll work out

LaurenM 03-29-2014 06:06 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 524146)
i have 2048 ^_^ highest ive gotten is 512 haha
wow you have a lot to do???
ahhh idk i send hugs :D


okie

SAME I CAN ONLY GET 512

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 524201)
im just so upset bc jealousy
my friend's wattpad bio mentions a girl that is so sweet in our grade but we barely know her, and she's like thanks so much to @_______ for being my personal editor!! she doesn't write though but you should check out her reading list!
and it's like
1) i edited 7 chapters for you
2) why
3) goodbye nope

it's gonna be the same thing all over again isn't it except in the end maybe it'll work out

I'm so sorry but idk whut to say

HeatherB 03-29-2014 09:37 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 524196)
asdfghjkl; idk heather idk IDK IKD!jkrfklsmd,x how 2 help

I was gonna write this thing about i hate ppl who ____ but then it's just like i hate people

im sorry i'm just being stupid because i saw her last night and she's literally so gorgeous i was gonna scream anyway

true
Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 524201)
im just so upset bc jealousy
my friend's wattpad bio mentions a girl that is so sweet in our grade but we barely know her, and she's like thanks so much to @_______ for being my personal editor!! she doesn't write though but you should check out her reading list!
and it's like
1) i edited 7 chapters for you
2) why
3) goodbye nope

it's gonna be the same thing all over again isn't it except in the end maybe it'll work out

awww honey i'm sorry *hugs* *strokes hair* *gives chocolate* *doesn't know what else to do*

HannahChen2009 03-29-2014 10:54 AM

I CAN'T SING I CAN'T SING NO WHY Dx BECAUSE HONEST I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT SINGING BUT I HAVE A COLD AND-
AND I LOST MY VOICE ALMOST ENTIRELY I CAN BARELY WHISPER
AND I CAN'T SING NO I'M LIKE TOTALLY LOSING IT.

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SilverMoon 03-29-2014 11:15 AM

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Originally Posted by HannahChen2009 (Post 524212)
I CAN'T SING I CAN'T SING NO WHY Dx BECAUSE HONEST I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT SINGING BUT I HAVE A COLD AND-
AND I LOST MY VOICE ALMOST ENTIRELY I CAN BARELY WHISPER
AND I CAN'T SING NO I'M LIKE TOTALLY LOSING IT.

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It sucks when this happens.

AlgebraAddict 03-29-2014 01:10 PM

aha so yesterday i was singing at the piano in this music store and this lady walked up to me and gave me her card and she's a really good private vocao coach so :3

HeatherB 03-29-2014 02:46 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 524241)
aha so yesterday i was singing at the piano in this music store and this lady walked up to me and gave me her card and she's a really good private vocao coach so :3

i'm so happy for you omfg <3 best of luck with that *hugs*

pluzzle 03-29-2014 04:22 PM

thanks guys
omg aa well done! hope that works out :D

Lena 03-30-2014 12:20 PM

i love it when you wake up feeling really crappy and your parents choose this morning to be inconsiderate and annoying and rude.

like when i ask you to leave me alone, that doesn't mean continue to barge into my room and harass me mmkay

SilverMoon 03-30-2014 12:53 PM

I can't.
I'm too afraid.
Of getting hurt again.
This is a billion times more painful than being in love.
I'm too freaking afraid to immerse myself again.
It's pathetic when you're scared to love more.
I'm afraid of getting attached.
Again.
And then letting them slip away.
I don't think I like the right sort of people.
I'm afraid of liking someone who I already know it won't work out well for.
I'm afraid of liking someone while not knowing that they'll be okay.
Doing this, being like this, is slowly dying from the inside out, and enjoying it.
It's beautifully heartbreaking, beautifully life-ruining.
And guess what?





































I'm not even talking about things that exist.
This is about me.
Being in Fandoms.
Being an otaku.
But this isn't being a fangirl.
No, I hate just about 75% of all my fandoms, at least at some point.
This is deeper than ...
Others.
Idek.
It's freaking painful.
I hate loving all the wrong sorts of people.
When I say 'slip away', I. Mean. Die.
THEY DIE.
Not all of them, but many.
I haven't been able to bring myself to watch certain things
Because I am terrified.
I love them.
I love them all.
I really do.
Non romantically, of course.
I'm not a fangirl, much less a die-hard.
Damn, this is freaking hard.
I think I like those kind of people because I have those kind of issues.
I don't really know.
I'm scared of myself sometimes because of the kinds of characters I like.
But mostly, I don't care about that.
After all, I'm only human.
Sadly.
I'm just scared for them.
All of them.
Sadistic, bastard antagonist or not.
They usually have some likable qualities, and even if they don't,
I'm not the kind of person who does that whole Draco-In-Leather-Pants thing. (look it up)
I love them for who they are. Even if they are psychopaths, or sadists, or freaking ax-crazy.
Like I said, I love all the wrong sorts of people sometimes.
Of course, I don't just like the "bad guys". The "good guys" are brilliant too.

It's just so hard to have to watch.
To sit there, to get to know them, to come to love them, psycho or no.
To become so painfully attached.
To not be able to help them.
To sit there, to be forced to watch them get hurt.
To sit there, and watch them.
Through the good and the bad.
To sit there, and watch them die, and not be able to do anything about it.


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