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TheAshWolf 01-14-2013 11:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 407759)
Oh… I assumed that you were somewhere else and the cold was depressing you xP
D:

I was actually kind of surprised at first, so…

aw, I'm sorry D: I wish I could make you feel better… *Hugs* I'm glad your dog is helping.

:/ I really really hope she's okay…


maybe you are broken.
but you're still amazing despite that.

:/

O_O Okay, so, I just watched this short film thing (lol I dunno, I blame Vsauce for showing it to me), and the first lyrics of the song that played during the credits was "synthetic heart...with a lifetime guarantee..." THE UNIVERSE LIKES MESSING WITH ME, DOESN'T IT? XD XD DX DX o_e

Anyway.

*glomps* You...you're just....you're the best, Tredom. ;w; Thank you so much.

Sandy 01-14-2013 11:35 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 407754)
...

i'm broken.
they broke me.
(not like crushed broken, or like a broken horse or whatever, but like...pushed a wind-up toy off a table broken.)
that's why i've been acting so strange.
that's why i go from angry to apathetic to depressed in minutes.
i thought i was fixed, yesterday, since i actually felt happy.
now i feel bad again.
...
.....
........meh.
i think i just need a hug. cyber hugs are nice and all, but i feel like i need a real hug.
but there's no one to hug.
._.
then again, a hug might not help...i seriously feel like the song Lonely right now.

bleh.

Oh, Ash... <:^C Oh, Ashley, Ashley, Ashley...
I wish I could find something to say to you. I wish I could find some way to make you feel better, to make you feel less alone--because in the end, we're all shattered in different places of our hearts--but I honestly have no idea. If this were real life, this would be when I give up on words--I really don't use them a lot in real life--and give you a hug.
Whatever sadness you're feeling, Ash, I'm feeling it too.
(Oh gawd, suddenly I sound like Charlie. ._. Never mind... er... this is why I don't talk in real life. *facepalm*)
Maybe not to the same extent, but as much as I can over the internet.
I really don't know what to say or how to react, though; I wish I did.

I guess all I can do is do my best to make you feel like you're not alone. I'm always having weird dreams like the ones you mentioned. I can't tell you the countless times I'm sure I need a new "heart", which I've known for a long time, or when I've needed a new mind. Ugh... I... I don't know. I should probably just click "submit reply" and leave it at that. I'll respond to your emails; I hope I can help somehow, even just a little bit.

TheAshWolf 01-14-2013 11:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 407890)
Oh, Ash... <:^C Oh, Ashley, Ashley, Ashley...
I wish I could find something to say to you. I wish I could find some way to make you feel better, to make you feel less alone--because in the end, we're all shattered in different places of our hearts--but I honestly have no idea. If this were real life, this would be when I give up on words--I really don't use them a lot in real life--and give you a hug.
Whatever sadness you're feeling, Ash, I'm feeling it too.
(Oh gawd, suddenly I sound like Charlie. ._. Never mind... er... this is why I don't talk in real life. *facepalm*)
Maybe not to the same extent, but as much as I can over the internet.
I really don't know what to say or how to react, though; I wish I did.

I guess all I can do is do my best to make you feel like you're not alone. I'm always having weird dreams like the ones you mentioned. I can't tell you the countless times I'm sure I need a new "heart", which I've known for a long time, or when I've needed a new mind. Ugh... I... I don't know. I should probably just click "submit reply" and leave it at that. I'll respond to your emails; I hope I can help somehow, even just a little bit.

(On a totally random note, I always feel kind of strange--not bad strange, just...strange--whenever someone on here calls me Ashley, since in recent times everybody on here usually just calls me Ash, and off the computer everyone usually just calls me Ashley. I dunno, it just seems odd how that's worked out...kjbdfkjabkfd POINTLESS RAMBLE. XD Meep. :^I)

No, Cass, it's okay...oddly enough, just knowing that you wish you could help me actually DOES help me. O_0 <:^J

I know I'm not alone...it's just........oh, whatever. It doesn't matter. I'm being too darn dramatic. >_<

Point is, I know I'm not alone. Deep down, I know it, even though I feel really alone sometimes. I have what's left of my family, and I have my KP family. Which includes you. You honestly DO help me a lot more than you know, just by making me laugh and bothering at all to click "Submit Reply" even if you don't know what to say. And hey, don't worry. XD Sounding like Charlie is fine. (SEE? That made me smile when I read that. I haven't smiled at all today.)

maxi 01-15-2013 03:00 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 407754)
...

i'm broken.
they broke me.
(not like crushed broken, or like a broken horse or whatever, but like...pushed a wind-up toy off a table broken.)
that's why i've been acting so strange.
that's why i go from angry to apathetic to depressed in minutes.
i thought i was fixed, yesterday, since i actually felt happy.
now i feel bad again.
...
.....
........meh.
i think i just need a hug. cyber hugs are nice and all, but i feel like i need a real hug.
but there's no one to hug.
._.
then again, a hug might not help...i seriously feel like the song Lonely right now.

bleh.

Why you be writing in lower case? This is not the Ash I know. o_O
;_; You're making me cryyyy.

bookworm1999 01-15-2013 03:18 AM

Ashy!!!!!!!!!!
I don't care if you don't want a cyber-hug, I'm giving you one anyways XD
*glomp*

LaurenM 01-15-2013 09:38 AM

My cough's finally subsided! /touchwood. YAYZ!

AlgebraAddict 01-15-2013 09:42 AM

It's a snow day. :D

TheAshWolf 01-15-2013 12:17 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 407929)
Why you be writing in lower case? This is not the Ash I know. o_O
;_; You're making me cryyyy.

My fingers were frozen from going on a walk when it was cold, so I didn't bother with the Caps Lock key or the Shift key while typing. Also I was feeling lazy.

Nooooo don't cry!! D: *hugs* I'm okay, now. Just had a bad day. Don't worry. <:^J

Quote:

Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 407945)
Ashy!!!!!!!!!!
I don't care if you don't want a cyber-hug, I'm giving you one anyways XD
*glomp*

Awwww, thanks, Kendra. ^_^ *glomps back*

shadowtide 01-15-2013 12:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 407458)
Other than Facebook, the only way you'd know is if i committed suicide and post my suicide note.

*Random addition to conversation from yesterday
I think my sister might log on and say if I died. I'm not sure though, she hasn't been on KP in quite a while.

rebecca 01-15-2013 01:20 PM

Your sister? I heard this one before, but go on, who is she?


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