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AlgebraAddict 04-30-2013 07:29 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 454901)
Thank you for trying to help. Honestly, I'm better when I'm able to plug my headphones into the laptop and listen to music (another reason to get an IPhone) and just lay in bed by myself. I still feel kind of shitty, but better than school.

I'm sorry that you're going through the same. Love you, Esther. You mean so much to me. You're a much better writer than me, you're more intelligent than me, you have so much potential. You'll be fine, and things will get better.




I hate being at school, where my only refuge is the elevator and the girls' bathroom. At my house there is the roof. I am usually on the roof when I'm not doing homework.

And no, I'm not smarter or a better writer than you. I think we might both stand a chance of making it through. A huge chance. /hugs/

MaryElizabeth 04-30-2013 07:58 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 454911)
I hate being at school, where my only refuge is the elevator and the girls' bathroom. At my house there is the roof. I am usually on the roof when I'm not doing homework.

And no, I'm not smarter or a better writer than you. I think we might both stand a chance of making it through. A huge chance. /hugs/

The both of us.

AlgebraAddict 04-30-2013 10:02 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 454928)
The both of us.


Exactly. Me I'm more tentative about, however.

MaryElizabeth 04-30-2013 10:31 PM

I killed my butterfly. I was doing so well. Four days clean, almost five. It just happened. I went into a downward spiral, my heart beat faster, my eyes darted uncontrollably. I'm losing it. I've looked at some medical websites; I supposedly have a few symptoms for anxiety/panic disorders. Not serious, yet, but according to the stupid list, I might be on the verge.

I have a question: does cutting count if I don't draw blood? I've been cutting for a little while, I have scars, I use a knife, but my mind is so trained to belittling my thoughts...

L.S.Trendom 04-30-2013 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 454963)
I killed my butterfly. I was doing so well. Four days clean, almost five. It just happened. I went into a downward spiral, my heart beat faster, my eyes darted uncontrollably. I'm losing it. I've looked at some medical websites; I supposedly have a few symptoms for anxiety/panic disorders. Not serious, yet, but according to the stupid list, I might be on the verge.

I have a question: does cutting count if I don't draw blood? I've been cutting for a little while, I have scars, I use a knife, but my mind is so trained to belittling my thoughts...

*hugs*
I hope things get better for you……

and yeah, in my opinion it does. But whether it 'counts' as a certain category of self-harm doesn't really matter, what matters is that you're hurting yourself and you feel bad.

L.S.Trendom 05-01-2013 12:04 AM

you know what i should do before i go to sleep
i should make myself feel even worse

TheAshWolf 05-01-2013 12:19 AM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 454979)
you know what i should do before i go to sleep
i should make myself feel even worse

No. No, you shouldn't. You should get off your own back and treat yourself better, Tredom. :| *sends a Doggoon puppy to give you a hug* FEEL BETTER!

L.S.Trendom 05-01-2013 12:24 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454982)
No. No, you shouldn't. You should get off your own back and treat yourself better, Tredom. :| *sends a Doggoon puppy to give you a hug* FEEL BETTER!

it's a bit late.
i don't treat myself as bad as i deserve. and i doubt i'm going to feel better.

…sorry :/

Lily09 05-01-2013 12:27 AM

*smothers you in hugs*

TheAshWolf 05-01-2013 12:31 AM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 454986)
it's a bit late.
i don't treat myself as bad as i deserve. and i doubt i'm going to feel better.

…sorry :/

safkjbkdjfb, it's never too late for a hug. D: *oh gosh that sounded so cheesy I'm so sorry*

NO. You do not deserve to be treated badly, Isaac. You just don't. O___O I don't understand what you think you did that would merit such self-hatred. What you've accomplished by helping people on this thread is MORE than enough to merit self-respect and happiness. <:^J

You WILL feel better. I promise. Just don't do anything...drastic, okay? *glomps* We all care about you more than you'll ever know.


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