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AM SO VERY SICK AND TIRED OF THIS. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Peter, just stop it. PETER...YOU ARE A CREEPER. I SWEAR, YOU'RE FOLLOWING ME EVERYWHERE I GO. YOU DON'T EVERRRRRR GO AWAY. AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY. UGH. LEAVE ME ALOOOOOONE, PETER! :mad: ....Stop staring at me, Peter. STOOOOOOOPPPPPPPP!!!! (\__/) (='.'=) (")_(") <<<Peter the Bunny. *mumbles* Creepy bunny stalker... |
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*thinks about rabbit stew* |
imma totally ruin the happyish mood on here.... So read no farther if you want xD imma use txt tlk too cause im on a phone.... Dun judge >8/
i just really need to get all of this crap out of me o.o okay. Ill start with my best friend. For the past week we have barely seen each olther because shes hanging out with her other friend in order to get some guys attention. She never said she was gonna go anywhere and she never said goodbye..... She even walked past me and didnt even say hi. I know she saw me. I miss her :c i dont know what even happened. I feel like im only there when theres no one else or she needs something. Bleh. I just dont know what to do. I want to talk to her about it but one of my phobias is being mean or rude to a person, unless its in a sarcastic manner >.< any advice on tht? And next is im having eating issues D: i dunno why. Its not really my choice, though im not helping. I can only stomach one meal a day and when i do start to eat i feel sick. Three weeks now e.o i refuse to tell my family or go to a doctor. I know, prolly stupid of me, but its my way of rebelling against my dad for calling me fat:) and im not gonna give up..... My thumbs hurt from typing all this o.o stupid phone..... And next? Another friends issue :D woohoo! Ya. It seems like every friend i meet talks to me for awhile and then just leaves. No goodbyes or anything. Just leaves. Lemme count how many people have done tht o3o ..... 7!! And im tired of being abandoned and starting all over. And then theres those people who judge me for wearing eyeliner and band tshirts e.o calling me emo ^* |
These are the kinds of moments where I am seriously sure I'm gonna die alone
And yeah it's irrational I mean I'm 14 fucking years old but I thought that there could be a chance someone could think I'm at least decent But nope And it makes me feel even uglier And I just feel guilty and selfish and like the worst kind of asshole possible And then they just rub it in And I just wanna slam my head into a fucking wall because it wasn't supposed to be fucking funny you shitstick I can't stop this |
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I don't think you're decent, I think you're way more than that. I think you're good and kind and funny and amazing. you're one of my fave people on KP. you aren't selfish or an asshole. please don't hurt yourself. *hugs* |
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idk… maybe she didn't really leave you, i'm not sure what she's thinking. I like talking to you and being your friend, and i'm pretty sure a lot of other people on KP do, too. c: um… maybe it would be easier through texting or like facebook chat? *hugs* maybe you could talk to the school nurse if school's still in? and you should go to the doctor :/ i can kind of relate, eating much makes me feel ick physically and emotionally… You aren't fat. :c and even if you are, so what, you're still bloody awesome. *hugs* not everyone will leave you… ugh that's stupid of them >.< |
things are just getting worse and i think i'm way past my tolerance of all this crap.
i've thought about suicide at an increasing rate and i'm scared i'm going to try something. dfkjgfgdskji'msofuckingpathetic |
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please please don't try anything. we love you and… *hugs* the world would suck a lot more without you. you are not pathetic, you are fucking awesome. being depressed doesn't make you pathetic. |
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no it wouldn't. it'd be better. i'm pathetic in general |
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