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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 589656)

one day i'm going to die and then everyone who's actually important will finally care about me.

one day that will be true. it happens to everyone, even those who are loved by everyone. because, truthfully, no one surrounds themselves with the people that are important or could be important in their life.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 589645)

religion tw

im having a difficult time with religion right now. so if you have read my poetry you know im buddhist, but i dont know. i want to believe in a higher power. but i dont wanna believe in "god". i dont wanna believe in a god that doesn't approve of me being proud about being transgender or gay. i don't wanna believe in a god who is judgemental and cold and harsh and expects to be worshipped without good reason. i wanna believe in someone who is worthy of worship and someone who is accepting of everyone.

but also i feel like i'm not going about this the right way. i feel like i want to believe in a higher power because i need someone to forgive me. because i sure as hell can't forgive myself. i always strive to be better, but always for someone else, never for myself. and i feel like this is just an extension of that mindset. i feel like i'm looking for someone to deem me worthy of respect, because i can't respect myself. and i'm not so sure that's healthy.

If you want, I would love to tell you about my God (i'm christian), who is undeniably worthy of worship. But I don't want anyone to feel like i'm shoving my religion down their throat so i'm just going to leave my email here (zelda1gypsy@hotmail.com) and it's completely up to you, if you want to learn more or if your curious at all then email me :). Also, if you don't mind, is it alright if I pray for you?
I hope you find what you're looking for

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 589656)

one day i'm going to die and then everyone who's actually important will finally care about me.

One would hope they care about you currently ;-;

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589670)

Ha, a beautiful princess. Ain't that a funny story. yup, I'm pretty much the ugliest person alive.

But I'm glad I made you feel better, and I'll try to keep doing that for as long as I'm alive, no matter how long that may be.

oh shush you you're gorgeous

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 589670)

now, none of that. you are beautiful, inside and out, my love

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 589676)

One would hope they care about you currently ;-;

not if they tell me they never have loved me and never will
not if they tell me i shouldnt have been born and that my existence is a mistake
:'''')

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 589700)

not if they tell me they never have loved me and never will
not if they tell me i shouldnt have been born and that my existence is a mistake
:'''')

Who said that to you? They're wrong. I'm sorry you have to deal with people who know nothing of your talent or else think it's inadequate. I'm sorry I never followed up on that music you made me, but I love it and I think you're wonderful for making it. Even if you were unintended, surely it doesn't matter? You have so much to offer this world. You are not a mistake.

I thought I could relate to you, but even you have comrades, huh? Even you gained other people, as your precious person did before you. Even you have a team.

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Originally Posted by Gracithe1andonly (Post 589701)

a) i don't have "talent." ive had to freaking work for everything i have now and i hate when people call me talented. i hate hate hate it.
b) these people know me better than any one of you so like

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 589700)

not if they tell me they never have loved me and never will
not if they tell me i shouldnt have been born and that my existence is a mistake
:'''')

Well then screw them. They suck. And they're wrong as hell.
0~O