The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

This is slightly emotional I guess e.o
So. Um. This has been a weird day. Basically it had to do with a playground, my friend, a freaking crazy mother, the police, and yeah, some tears. Oh, and also the first time I've screamed liar at an adult I'd only seen a couple times e.o
Ugh.

D: I'm sorry, hon...(*pats on the back*) Do you want to talk about it more? Is everything okay, now? I really hope you're alright...

lvhamsters

10-26-2013 02:30 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 501033)

D: I'm sorry, hon...(*pats on the back*) Do you want to talk about it more? Is everything okay, now? I really hope you're alright...

Thanks :\ Yeah, everything's fine now. It was just so frustrating. I was shaking because I was so angry. Some lady was lying to our parents and the flipping police about what me and my friend were doing. We were literally just sitting on a playground eating cupcakes. Then they came and started yelling at us, kicked us off the property and when our parents confronted them lied to our parents and the police about what they did and what we did. They said they were nice about it -.- Liars.
*mutters and walks away*

TheAshWolf

10-26-2013 02:37 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 501038)

I'm sorry you went through all that! O___o That sounds...really really strange. Hopefully that lady won't do something like that to you again. D:

I AM glad you're okay now, though...I suggest you try to forget about it if you can. <:^)

LaurenM

10-26-2013 04:04 AM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 500577)

like a crush, but instead of wanting to be boy/girlfriends with someone, just wanting to be friends with someone.
really difficult to explain, especially when you gush about said someone on a daily basis about how amazing they are and your friends start to ship it and i'm like nO IT'S FUCKING PLATONIC

oh honey *hugs* i know that feel. especially the part that says "maybe my family would be a normal family without me." you can get through this, though. to paraphrase hank green-- "i'm not saying it will be easy. it may be the hardest thing you've ever done in your life. but your job isn't to wait for it to get better, it's to get through it so it CAN get better." or something like that.

Heh, I was asking you whether it was a squish.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 500595)

:c
You should take the test - it's what's best for you. I had to take one of those too and it really improved my education level. :P

Don't let it ruin you. You're strong enough :3

Aw at least you have a nice gym coach. XD Mine is such a bitch...

On another note which I don't think anyone will agree with - do you think this thread is actually bringing people down? Two people I've noticed are getting worse and worse in their moods, and they're REASONABLY new to this thread? Idk. The advice is nice. ANd I don't know if these people were always feeling like that or not
ugh im sorry

I don't know...it used to, but I'm not now, so I still on on here bc, hey, I might be able to come up wih some advice.

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Originally Posted by cloudwriter (Post 500643)

It's happening again...

The same girl who started to steal my best friend three years ago is trying to steal another friend now. See, I'm taking French this year. Let's call one of my friends Ruby and the friend-stealer Monique.

Ruby and I planned our schedules so we would have the max. amount of classes possible together (although since I'm taking 3 honors classes, and she's not, it's only a few classes) However, in French class, we didn't get to pick where we sit.

In the first couple months, Ruby sat by this boy...let's call him Xavier. Then we switched seats, and now Ruby is sitting by Monique.

The other day, for a group thing, we got to pick groups for a game/competition thing. I sat with Ruby, and then Xavier and Monique sat down with us. Ruby barely said anything to me, and instead started talking to Xavier and Monique. She kept calling them her "French buddies" and leaving me out-- talk about how awkward I felt..

Anyways, today, for a speaking activity, we had to ask any person in the room 5 questions in French, and they had to answer appropriately in French. I immediately looked over at Ruby, and mouthed "partners?"

...and she said no, and pointed back to Monique.

To make matters worse, I had no partner. Joy. Finally the teacher had to pair me with the last person left who didn't have a partner.

Monique is pissing me off. She needs to BACK OFF and stop stealing my f'ing friends.

(I apologize for the language. I'm a teensy bit angry, if you couldn't tell.)

It sounds more like Ruby is abandoning you, if you ask me...

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 500739)

I found my uncle's fb. That might sound creepy. Ugh. He commented on my cousin's picture e.o Anyways, long story short, I'm not allowed to see him anymore. He was my favorite uncle. He changed after going to Iraq, having ptsd, and almost strangled my aunt. Needless to say, they got divorced.
But I was scrolling down and I saw a picture of my dad and him in their military uniforms. I can't believe how much I miss him. I haven't seen him for 7 years. I spent some time watching some of the videos my family has when me and my brother were babies, before he went to Iraq. My uncle was there and holding us and blehhh. Just broke down crying. Some people may say, oh, he was just an uncle, no biggie. He was like my second dad. I spent most of my childhood with him and the rest of that family. I spent every day terrified he was going to die in Iraq and when he came home I wasn't even able to see him anymore.
That ends my speech. *wanders off*

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 500812)

.... start rant.
if you've ever been on tumblr you've probably noticed that people get really overemotional a lot. for feelings like excitement and happiness, that's perfectly fine. for feelings like sadness and the like, well, everyone needs to let it out once and a while.
but for feelings like anger, it's not okay. people have the tendency to get really overly worked up about things-- and not one specific thing, no, ALL the things-- and take it to the point where if someone says something that can be taken in the least little offensive way, the anons come in and crowd their blog/ask with horrible hatemail. for a place that's supposed to be a "safe environment" where "everyone is friendly," tumblr sure is fucked up. people have deleted their blogs, it's gotten to that point. and still we make posts enforcing the anti-bully thing. god, people are such hypocrites. they think that just because they're anonymous they can say anything to no effect and it pisses me the fuck off. i haven't experienced hate (yet, considering one of my ships) but i've seen so much of it on my dash and i am so. fucking. sick. of. it. if you have an opinion, fine. just don't state it in such a way that it's really mean to the opposite or a differing opinion. and if it is stated that way, then people should point it out gently, not by yelling at them via askbox. and if it isn't and you disagree with the opinion, well, depending on its severity, you could either blacklist the opinion point, or unfollow the person. but the hate is NOT NECESSARY.
there's probably so much more i could add to this, but i think you get the point. people are such fragile, bitter assholes. /end rant

YES. Rebec posted something dissing Johnlock and the reactions...wow.

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 501026)

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 501038)

Dafuq man.
Ask them for proof! Why WOULD they accuse you of that?

Puckbrina159

10-26-2013 07:56 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 501023)

I can understand why you're concerned for her. If she has a tough life, then, well, anyone who has to deal with that must be under a lot of stress, and no one should have to deal with that.

But, why does it matter if she put up a fake age online? A lot of people do that just as a joke, or because they don't want to put that kind of sensitive information online.

What have you heard about her? Rumors and stories are just that, though--most of it is probably just kids making up stuff, regardless of what they're saying. I wouldn't take any of it seriously if I were you.

In the paper? What do you mean? O_o

I'm not concerned for her, I'm concerned for everyone at school because she seems like a nut job.

AlgebraAddict

10-26-2013 12:19 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 500805)

Because of what he did to my aunt .-.

oh. .__.

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 500819)

Guys, I'm kind of scared.
There's a teacher that's a long term sub for my world cultures teacher, and no one really likes her. Yesterday she got in trouble for apparently swearing in front of a 7th grade class, and I don't know if she'll be fired for that or not. I really dislike her, but I was curious so I looked to see if she had a Facebook. She did, and I was looking at some of her stuff and it looks like she's had a really hard and complicated life. Her current relationship status is "in a complicated relationship", she has children, she talked of a husband, a fiance, and a boyfriend at some point on her profile, and it says she was born in 1932. That would make her 81. She does not look old enough to be 81. I've heard some crazy stories about her from kids at school.
I'm kind of scared that I'm going to find her in the paper some day.

She's probably loony, and you can't blame her. She's a freaking substitute teacher. You have to be absolutely crazy to be a substitute.

LaurenM

10-26-2013 12:35 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 501107)

oh. .__.

She's probably loony, and you can't blame her. She's a freaking substitute teacher. You have to be absolutely crazy to be a substitute.

I actually had a sub better than the original teacher...
We had a student teacher for English last year and everybody hated her xP

Elizabeth

10-26-2013 12:50 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 501107)

oh. .__.

She's probably loony, and you can't blame her. She's a freaking substitute teacher. You have to be absolutely crazy to be a substitute.

Why do you have to be crazy to be a substitute?

AlgebraAddict

10-26-2013 01:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Elizabeth (Post 501115)

Why do you have to be crazy to be a substitute?

Because, at least at my school, people are crazy mean to substitutes and yet they still show their faces every day.

Elizabeth

10-26-2013 01:25 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 501116)

Because, at least at my school, people are crazy mean to substitutes and yet they still show their faces every day.

Oh, yeah that is true. I've heard that kids can be mean to substitutes. My mom was a substitute for a while and she is not crazy. But then she was in the elementary school, not middle school or high school. She had to go anyway regardless of whether kids are mean or not. She needed to have a job for a while and she couldn't get an actual teaching job, which is what she was trained for.

HeatherB

10-26-2013 08:00 PM

.....not really a vent, but i started taking zoloft today, so.
yay?

L.S.Trendom

10-26-2013 08:25 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 501155)

.....not really a vent, but i started taking zoloft today, so.
yay?

good luck *hugs* ilysm

HeatherB

10-26-2013 08:41 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 501158)

good luck *hugs* ilysm

thank you *hugs back* i love you too c:

Owen-L

10-26-2013 08:43 PM

ugh i wanna write but my writing skills are really crappy and i have no motivation. ugh i really have no reason to be on kp anymore.heh im surprised i havent left already. and i feel so much envy when i see people on the nsp posting their stories and that just makes me feel bad. ugh idek anymore.

HeatherB

10-26-2013 09:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 501163)

oh honey, i know how that is. i've technically already left the main site, i just haven't had a goodbye post on there yet. it's an awful feeling, but if nothing else, you could stay on the writer's block because you do have friends here and you're not required to, like, actually write to be on here. exhibit a: me.
and also there's always the chance that your writing will come back (i know it seems unlikely right now, but hey, you never know). give yourself the benefit of doubt and maybe you'll find a motivation, who knows? *hugs*

Puckbrina159

10-26-2013 10:22 PM

My 7 year old cousin has been here all day and he's sleeping over. I sat through the entire Alvin and the Chipmunks movie for him and now he's making me sleep on the floor with him. Great.

lvhamsters

10-26-2013 10:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 501178)

My 7 year old cousin has been here all day and he's sleeping over. I sat through the entire Alvin and the Chipmunks movie for him and now he's making me sleep on the floor with him. Great.

I'm so sorry ;~; Good luck!

LaurenM

10-27-2013 06:43 AM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 501155)

.....not really a vent, but i started taking zoloft today, so.
yay?

I just looked that up. *hugs*

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 501163)

I don't know, I've felt the same for a few days and there are videos that help jerk me back into writing mode--aka semi-high mood. Some website says the lack of motivation gets worse with time, but I'm not sure if that's true. There's something called a hiatus.

Puckbrina159

10-27-2013 07:39 AM

This huge chunk of text is really unnecessary to tell the story but I'm bored

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 501178)

My 7 year old cousin has been here all day and he's sleeping over. I sat through the entire Alvin and the Chipmunks movie for him and now he's making me sleep on the floor with him. Great.

Alright, so last night, he was really tired, and he wanted me to sleep with him on the floor in my brother's room. The last thing I wanted to do was sleep on the floor, but I did it anyway... for 10 minutes. As soon as everyone had gone to bed and the whole house was quiet, he whispered to me,
"Camille?"
And then I knew what was coming.
Me: Mmm?
And then he murmured so quietly that I couldn't hear the first time, "I miss my mommy and daddy."
Like I said, I didn't understand him the first time, so I turned around and said, "What's wrong, Buddy?"
He said it again and then I took him to my mom and dad.
So that's the story of how my parents got stuck with a 7 year old boy in their bed all night. And I got to sleep in my bed. :D

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 501180)

I'm so sorry ;~; Good luck!

Thanks anyway! :D

graceterry

10-27-2013 12:31 PM

Christmas

Okay, so my family has Christmas traditions. Even though my parents are divorced, we still do those traditions.
My mom has a boyfriend. My boyfriend has a daughter.
So these traditions are important to me, and I've said to my mom, "It'll just be the three of us (me, my mom, and my brother) on Christmas morning, right?" And she always said, "Right."
Well, we were talking Christmas, and she mentioned them hanging out with us on Christmas morning, and changing OUR traditions so it would work.
So I said, "No, I don't want to change our traditions."
And then she and her boyfriend went on to say how he didn't want to impose on our traditions, how we were spoiled to not go and see people on Christmas, how when we were a family, we'd have to give and take, and making me feel bad for wanting things to say the same.

Puckbrina159

10-27-2013 02:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 501178)

My 7 year old cousin has been here all day and he's sleeping over. I sat through the entire Alvin and the Chipmunks movie for him and now he's making me sleep on the floor with him. Great.

I felt so big when he asked me to cut his waffle for him this morning. :D

HeatherB

10-27-2013 03:14 PM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 501216)

I just looked that up. *hugs*

*hugs back* update: zoloft tastes fucking terrible. and they're tiny ass lil fuckers. and they're supposed to also help with period pains as a side effect, but i can say that personally that that particular side effect hasn't yet kicked in.

EmmaR

10-27-2013 11:48 PM

Counseling is so fugging amazing I can't even describe it.

LaurenM

10-28-2013 12:59 AM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 501277)

THOSE LIARS
Well, I'd never had period pains :P

EmmaR

10-28-2013 02:04 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 501380)

...you think?

I don't like it.

Or maybe you're being sarcastic?

No, I'm being utterly sincere. I got a counselor through my school to help with my stress and anxiety and I love her.

evasong

10-28-2013 03:21 AM

i think i might just give up.
give up smiling to hide that i'm sad.
give up trying to be civil.
give up crying over you.

L.S.Trendom

10-28-2013 07:47 AM

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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 501369)

Counseling is so fugging amazing I can't even describe it.

\o/
I'm considering asking about something like that but i've also heard a lot of bad things so :^I

HeatherB

10-28-2013 01:55 PM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 501381)

THOSE LIARS
Well, I'd never had period pains :P

lucky ;-;

my mom is crying at me bc the cookie cutters she bought don't work.
well, i don't want to say i told you, but i did tell her.

TheAshWolf

10-28-2013 02:44 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 501420)

\o/
I'm considering asking about something like that but i've also heard a lot of bad things so :^I

It's totally worth the risk, Tredom. If the counselor isn't a good one, then, you can stop seeing them. If they're good, it will make a HUGE difference for you. <:^D Please, it could do you a LOT of good...

Sandy

10-28-2013 11:43 PM

sandy rants - unpunctuated edition

hhahha i wanna die
:')
why do peoplehave to be mean
like
id ont understand
i don't point out shitty things about other people
i don't go to people i love and say to someone with body imageproblems and say "haha your fuckkngi fat"
i dont go up to people who struggle with skin problems (like i kbnow i do) and say "fufbckibg loser go wash your fuckng face lol just kidding : ) "
i dont go up to someone with a limp and say "lol look everyone it's fuckbn gollum haha lmao but it's fucking cool cuz we'RE FRIENDS RIGHT haha"

why the hell do i keep getting this back to me
why do people keep doing this to me
for fuck's sake, guys cmon i thought we all agreed to be decent people to each other like why the hell
why
it's always me, i'm ALWAYS the laughingstock of any friend group i'm in
i put up with it because i hate calling people out on it, i'm not easily offended but i just hahahaahhw ow ouch ouch ouch ouch
it's the same thign oivr oand over and oevr dneovre hhhdsowhy why whyh y me why
the shittiest thing about it is that the worst always comes from the people i spend the most time with
like wo w and then people wonder why i always need fucking crutches for my self esteem and self worth like wowow hranks guiys a+ friends thank you so much, don't worry, you assholes are NOT the reason i'm skipping school haha not at aLL hahaha i want tod ie
i can't believe this is all over my goddamn hair like it's literally the most insignificant thing but when someone points it out i get all these shitty flashbacks to this asshole i was friends with who would put me down about EVERYTHING like "haha lol you're really chubby haha *smiles, laughs*" or "woww haha you're depressed? haha lol wow you must be a psycho lol are you gouing to kill someone?? hahahah so fuckIng FUNNY im going to set fire to all mentally ill people lol" and every goddamn time she would start by pointing out my hair and now claims to be "there for anyone" and "easy to talk to" haha AHAfUCKIng BULLSHIThaahaha so yeah thANKS GUYS you are all wonderful comedians and you are definitely improving our relationship by doing this thanks so much i love you .. hahah what are you TALKING about if i found a different friend group i wouldn't drop you like the dog shit you are AT ALL hahaha lmao JUST KIDIDNG HAHAHa

L.S.Trendom

10-29-2013 07:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 501517)

Tell them about it. If you're close enough to them, tell them that you have self-esteem issues and that really doesn't fucking help. And if they don't listen, they're pretty much asses and you don't need them in your life. *hugs*
idk dude i guess you kind of seem like the person who wouldn't care if they joked about you??
yo you look fab and you are really really really fab and im really glad you're alive
*tackle hugs you and keeps hugging you until you realise it*

AlgebraAddict

10-30-2013 08:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Elizabeth (Post 501118)

Elementary isn't that bad. Middle school subs get the worst of it.

lvhamsters

10-30-2013 08:46 PM

I reached out for help today guise c:
But they didn't recognize that.

L.S.Trendom

10-30-2013 11:51 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 501848)

I reached out for help today guise c:
But they didn't recognize that.

hey im really proud of you for being that brave *hugs* keep trying, okay?

LaurenM

10-31-2013 11:33 AM

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Originally Posted by evasong (Post 501398)

i think i might just give up.
give up smiling to hide that i'm sad.
give up trying to be civil.
give up crying over you.

I have nothing to say to this because hey, hiding your emotions makes you even sadder, but being grumpy doesn't help your social life either, so...

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 501412)

Emma:oh okay. Lucky you.
Lauren: it would be I've never had not I'd xD
Evasong: don't give up.

shorries.

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 501443)

lucky ;-;

my mom is crying at me bc the cookie cutters she bought don't work.
well, i don't want to say i told you, but i did tell her.

Very light cramps :P

Puckbrina159

10-31-2013 04:18 PM

Apparently, my guidance counselor and my core class teachers have been talking and they all agreed that I don't belong in those classes. They're offering for me to switch to the gifted classes.
There would be so many perks to this, but so many reasons I wouldn't want to too. I would like to because it has all these nice, smart people, plus I wouldn't be bored anymore. But I finally have a good friend in the class I'm in now and I love my teachers.
I know my mom really wants me to do it even though she hasn't said it.
I don't know what to do. .-.

LizzieS

10-31-2013 04:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 501961)

Join the gifted class! I was in the gifted classes since 1st grade and they were my favorite things about elementary and middle school.

Sandy

10-31-2013 05:16 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 501608)

I've already told them just about everything at this point and that still doesn't matter to them I guess... //sighs and lays down in the fetal position
but yeah you're totally right, irl i am like that, i guess.i had a group of friends who i'd known for like eight years and they would kinda make fun of me and i never minded, like geniunely it never bothered me at all. but then these randoms who i'd just met thought that i guess i wouldn't care if they just started doing it too because idek i guess it looked fun?? but yeah now i'm stuck with people who i don't feel comfortable with at all doing that constantly and i'm just like um no stop
at this point i'm like 96% sure that i'm done with most of the people i'm with on a daily basis, but i'm not in a position where i can just drop anyone and spontaneously transfer back into the school where all my bros are at, as pleasant as that would be

agrhhr akjsdjk anyways thank you so much for listening to me and bothering with me at all, man, i really really appreciate it so much, heck i appreciate you a lot. like today after i read this (when i got up, but i was in a rush to get to school so i couldn't reply) i just kind of had to stop and think like, man, LST is really great. some people are just really wonderful. why. why are they so wonderful. how is this hapen to me??
hghghhhh thank you so much for just being alive too, man
*returns tackle hug into infinity*

TheAshWolf

10-31-2013 05:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 501967)

ughhhhghghh my friend keeps touching me and it's really nasty
like at first, when people start touching me i'm like, "okay, i'll just... ignore it and pretend that i don't mind," but then it just goes on and on and on and it's creepy joking touching, I guess, if that's even a thing, but i keep moving away and saying "like, for real, stop," but ughghewewewewewewww
like pls no
i never thought i was the really non-touchy type but now i realize that i totally am omfg pls dont touch me if we're not related, hell, even if we are related, don't touch me eeuhghghhgh gross stop it

but like at the same time, hugs are wonderful
i love hugs don't get me wrong
buT PLEASE DON'T POKE ME AND PINCH ME AND SENSUALLY RUB MY ELBOW AND WHY IS BITING OTHER PEOPLE A THING??? LIKE I'M NOT YOUR SCIENCE PROJECT OR ANYTHING, why do i need to be prodded and like why is biting another person even a good idea at all??? like pls man, there are lines and comfort zones and personal space things going on that are like part of basic etiquette???? blehghsa
[[shows up to school the next day with a flamethrower]]

I've already told them just about everything at this point and that still doesn't matter to them I guess... //sighs and lays down in the fetal position
but yeah you're totally right, irl i am like that, i guess.i had a group of friends who i'd known for like eight years and they would kinda make fun of me and i never minded, like geniunely it never bothered me at all. but then these randoms who i'd just met thought that i guess i wouldn't care if they just started doing it too because idek i guess it looked fun?? but yeah now i'm stuck with people who i don't feel comfortable with at all doing that constantly and i'm just like um no stop
at this point i'm like 96% sure that i'm done with most of the people i'm with on a daily basis, but i'm not in a position where i can just drop anyone and spontaneously transfer back into the school where all my bros are at, as pleasant as that would be

agrhhr akjsdjk anyways thank you so much for listening to me and bothering with me at all, man, i really really appreciate it so much, heck i appreciate you a lot. like today after i read this (when i got up, but i was in a rush to get to school so i couldn't reply) i just kind of had to stop and think like, man, LST is really great. some people are just really wonderful. why. why are they so wonderful. how is this hapen to me??
hghghhhh thank you so much for just being alive too, man
*returns tackle hug into infinity*

I can understand poking, but...BITING?! O___e Why would you BITE someone?! We're not dogs!

Sandy

10-31-2013 05:29 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 501968)

I can understand poking, but...BITING?! O___e Why would you BITE someone?! We're not dogs!

e______e Exactly.
The last time I bit anyone was when I was like seven, and me and my brother were brutally fighting over chocolate.

I've been bitten by like two different people over the course of the last three years and like, gross... like why would you want to bite randoms from school... like I could be sleeping on a bed full of lice every night, or god knows what... jsahddskajdlka PLUS IT'S GROSS, GET YOUR NASTY SPIT OFF OF ME
e__________O

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