I'm that one person that everyone replaces <3
Just do me one favor.
Don't hand me a gun.

oh hell no hell no hell no lily that's a no

fuck it, you won't be gone

nope nope nope nope




and you wont fail anything

and if you do nobody gives shit

because there are more important things to worry about than fucking grades

i suppose i'm a hypocrite, but please try to keep going. school doesn't reflect you. depression doesn't reflect you. your outside appearance doesn't reflect you necessarily, but i would say it does, considering how pretty you are.

No. Do you understand how fucking much you mean to us? I swear that if you were here I'd be giving you a hug and crying. I fucking love you, a hell of a lot more than the people I know IRL.

My mom's uncle committed suicide. It fucked up his whole family. My grandmother goes into hysterical delusions when she and I are alone in the house, and it's always about her brother. It's been forty years and her mind is still fucked up from the day he shot himself. Suicide does things to people. I've witnessed it. It's one of the things that kept me alive over spring break, when it was horrible. And I think it's fair to say my great grandmother, currently 97 and defying the life expectancy set by her doctors, died the day her baby shot himself.

i dont understand how you guys can care about me but thanks *glomps both of you*

She has no physical health issues. Or mental disorders. But a whole lot of trauma issues.