shit this website is so sad everyone just take a break and do ur hw and listen to clementi sonatinas on repeat and eat fries and do anything to cheer yourselves up
i will write something positive when i finish doing some work
and then i might disappear for awhile unless people convince me otherwise and you guys just keep your chins up and stop hating yourselves. i can't handle this emotionally and now is a really bad time for reasons.

eh yeah this website is really depressing which is why I'm not on so much anymore

hi hi hi its p obvious ur probs talkimg abt me Lol but. it s ok to take a break, a break forever even. but ..... no one is forcing u to be here. like the stop hating yourselves bit i cant handle this emotionally bit i totally get that u cant handle it but!! if thats so then no one forcing u to be here and read peoples vents? u dont need to like. stick to forum game or smth idk.

im trying to do my hw amd failing and then not doing it because i cant and then i come on kp and !!! i am taking a break when im on k p !!! aa

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like for me i know im really jealous of ur work ethic and gpa and all that, im such a horrible distracted fuckwit at school and home and im so so jealous of u!!!! i wish i got good grades o man!!! im so proud of u ur so amaz i n g and good at musical and academia and etc etctectetc.

keep ur head up meera, have a break, and keep doing ur thing

I just feel like everything is falling apart because I used to be such a perfect little girl who loved school and church and stuff and right now I can't be that girl I'm not that girl I've changed so much in less than a year and after my anorexic crap I am such a different person and I can't tell if its good or bad but I just can't think anymore I just want to read and listen to music tbh and I have no reason for school or anything And my whole future is screwed up because I had a plan but now that plan's gone and I don't know what to do.
/nd yesterday my friend was like "if ur 100 lbs at our height ur anorexic" and I'm like haha I was 99 lbs for a while hahahah nd ppl keep mentioning anorexia nd saying how they could never do that nd then they look at me like I shud answer and I just smile an nod bc idk what to say "yeh, I could do it" I mean how do I react to that/

@meera: hey man I feel you when I was going through some crap I kindof stayed off of the poems for a little bit bc they were all rlly depressing and I stayed away from the evt and it helped. And I know it's hard to see all these people on kp being sad bc you know how amazing they are but along with what pluzzle said you can't force people to be happy. I get what you meant tho man. If you do decide to leave we'll miss you!

http://www.kidpub.com/story/little-s...hoa-2153153500
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when ur friend who does NOT have depression or anxiety or and who is as about as perfect as u can be posts all this shit romantisising depression and drug/alcohol abuse and hating yourself and tagging it "truth" and you're just like
:-)

ugh that really bothers me too

I haven't been on this site in two months and holy crap I miss you guys.

aRIN HI

I thought I was the only one who experienced this...