extremely relatable

Oh my god, I feel you. But the thing is, there is always someone who has it worse. There is not just one person who's allowed to feel bad and shitty. It's OK to feel that way.

Hi lovelies. ^-^
So I saw this thing on Tumblr, and it was really inspirational and maybe be resourceful for some of you.
So a girl's therapist recommended that instead of cutting, she could doodle on whatever body part she wanted to cut. She said it was satisfying and gave off something much more positive. (Also, make sure to use a washable marker, and not a Sharpie. XD.)
I also just want to add that you're all lovely and beautiful and you've made it this far and I love you. <3

I guess so. I just so insecure about stupid stuff and it just snowballs into a clusterfck. It's like a paradox, I guess. I'm really clingy and thus insecure about little this and I'm honestly uncertain sometimes why people like to be friends with me. Feelings are difficult.

I kid you not my arms are covered in sharpie pen right now (I actually prefer sharpie as it takes longer to wash off and is darker)
I've got an evil eye mandala thing, some reminders for debate, a butterfly, a question mark, a few random triangles, some treble clefs, and dots and stripes on my fingers. :3

I seriously couldn't stop smiling. :D This is so awesome!
And the Sharpie thing is nothing to fret about--whatever makes you happy as long as it isn't hurting you. <3
(Oh and how did debate go? I was rooting for you :D)

hey! hey buddy!
I'm not going to tell you that everybody gets you because (adults especially) don't always get it. but honestly there are a lot of people who care a whole, fucking lot about you and everyone wants to understand (if they don't fuck them).

and as for other people having worse problems, that's not relevant to you. no one tells you to stop being happy bc some people have it better.


tips for feelings of hoop snakes of downhill sad feels:

1. make ur own smoothie in a really loud blender (if food is triggering for you, don't do this)
2. watch netflix/amazon/hulu whatever.
3. or musicals on youtube
4. pandora; really loud music with curse words that your parents don't like (GREEN DAY YAAAAS)
5. sing/play instrument really loud. basically do anything super loud and don't bother to stifle it with a pillow bc that's stupid af who even does that

Im just weighing down my friends rn I don't deserve them I don't belong with these amazing people I need to just leave and get out bc I really just don't want to weigh them down I'm not good enough and they don't need me as their obligatory friend I shouldn't waste any more of their time sorry
don't reply this is stupid and doesn't matter idk why I'm posting sorry

Kinda down rn because I went to the gp and I probably/almost definitely have fibromyalgia, pcos, AND celiac disease. Nice. Great. Cool. Got a referral to a paediatrician and am going in a weeks time. And it's not like after diagnosis, I didn't have it before that, but I just kinda don't want to hear it - even though it means I might not have to deal with so much pain everyday.

Also, y'all know how much fuckin bread I eat?? So much. So much fucking bread. I'm going to die you guys. I will only have gluten free breAd. Ahhhhhhh

okay so this isn't a personal problem but something just happened to one of the characters in my book and...i am just emotionally distraught right now...