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I just wrote this.
I’m not thinking I’m not feeling I’m just gliding Gliding along in a mass of others Unnoticed Part of the crowd I’m not even doing I’m just gliding Gliding along to my own beat Yet I do care What they think, Say, Do, I pretend indifference But I really care More than anything else It’s what keeps me going And I talk Smile Even laugh Gesture around, too big— Can anyone see me?— I don’t know I shouldn’t care It’s all that matters It’s all I want Acceptance Then I go home At the end of the day My parents criticize me Harmlessly Not meaning anything Yet I lash out I need relief— All this anger, it’s stored within, find an outlet— I used to write I don’t know what happened I can’t do anything But be angry And scared I’m scared, too Whatever No one cares I’ll just fade out slowly No one notices anyways I’m not really there No one ever did care I’m fading away No one looked twice in my direction I’m sliding, gliding, ghosting away No one noticed their shadow is gone I’m cutting, ripping, tearing, done Killing slow and gentle now I’m right here but I’m disappeared I’m still with you just not in sight Turn the corner and you’ll find me there Talking Smiling Even laughing But you’re at a dead end street It’s a one-way road How are you gonna turn back? How am I gonna go back? I want to go back How was it like before? When did the change begin, Was it slow or all at once? Was it fast and slamming hard or slow and torturously sweet? Tell me, tell me Forget me not Whisper to your shadow that the sun’s gone out Turn around, turn around It’s not there I’m just around the corner You’re not even to the end of the block Just turn around the corner I’ll be right here You’re stepping off the sidewalk You’re running to the street You found someone across the way Someone better than me I’ll just stay here, waiting Lingering melancholy No worries I know you’ll join me Eventually, they all do For now, I wait alone |
Three words
I Hate Myself |
Heather: But. I. Like. You. You are fine. (Read the list you posted on Sunday(?), and do that... I'm dead freaking serious) I understand deppression sucks, and I understand that I haven't had it, so I don't know what its like, but you are okay. Yes, you did used to write, but just write venting poetry, maybe that will help.
Emaafre: I'm sorry. I understand that life is tough, but you gotta keep on going. Easier said then done, I know, but if people are being mean, turn the other cheek. I know you can do it Calla: But, why, you are amazing, an awesome writer, and just an awesome person in general. I know you can get through it, and I don't see anything to make you hate yourself. (Happy Birthday by the way). |
HOLY CRAP GUYS
HOLY CRAP O_____________________O All of you, put in your headphones and blast your music. NOW. If there are any coffee drinkers, go pour yourself a nice cup of coffee. Relax in a hot bath, watch a funny movie, go for a run, sit outside for a bit. Just get off the computer and let your minds breathe for a little bit! All this hatred is suffocating you. |
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C'mon, guys!!! What the heck happened?! X_x You don't hate yourselves. Do what Sandy said. Listen to music, watch something funny, drink some tea/coffee, eat chocolate, do SOMETHING that will get you guys out of this negative little bubble. |
I'm eating a cupcake yet I feel no happiness ;~;
Of course, it doesn't help when your parents called you hideous :\ Or when you loose all of your self confidence. Or when you think that your selfish for putting so many problems on other people, such as what I'm doing right now by posting this. And you know it's bad when the first thing you think when your mom says "I wonder what she'll be in five years," And you think "Dead." |
Guise, guise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uxt-FnNy2I |
DAD.
Stop giving me stuff to do whenever I have free time! |
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Try jelly babies to vent. It's so fun imagining the people you hate being trapped in the jelly baby, and TORTURING THEM. *wild, feverish look in eye* It helps vent anger/frustration. I only saw this post, so have no idea what's wrong, so can't help you. I shall now go read the previous posts. |
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