aw thanks. :) and don't worry about the crush thing, he'll get over it.

Haha XD Yeah, it's true. But the thing is, he goes through crushes really fast. And it happens every single time -_-

Then talk to him about it.

I'm horrible at words DX Not to mention I hate letting out my feelings to my friends I see in real life. I'm scared they'll hate me. Especially after what happened a while ago . . . . O_o

Look..I know it's hard to tell them what you really feel, but trust me, it makes things 100x better.

I guess so. I'll give it a try. And if I do say something mean, he kinnddd of deserves it after what he said to my best friend.
~comes to a sudden realization~
WHY AM I EVEN FRIENDS WITH HIM!?!?

We watched Brave today...I almost cried. And not because I'm the kind of girl who cries at every movie she sees. No, it was because of some of the things that Merida was saying about her mother. My mom and I actually have that kind of relationship; she's shaping me to be like her, which in some ways is good, but that is not what I'm meant to be. I don't think she is emotional enough to realize that I'm hurting and that I need comfort. She doesn't care; she tries to do a good job, but I don't think it's working right now...I would gladly turn my mom into a bear if it meant that it would fix our relationship. She's always telling us that she and her mom never really had a good relationship and she's trying hard to raise us right. But she isn't extremely emotional; instead of saying "it's okay" she'll give you a lecture as to why you were wrong. It really hurts, especially since I'm sensitive and I take things seriously. I'm just really having a bad day. Thursday night was bad, most of Friday was bad, and today hasn't really helped...Listen to me, Mom...

TWLOHA . . . .

~nods~

"How are you?"

Broken, hurt, ugly, betrayed, feeling like the world's against me, depressed.

"I'm fine."

My emotional vents are so lame compared to most people, but I just have to rant about A Separate Peace for a minute here. There's some light swearing.

Goddammit Gene Forrester. God-effing-dammit. Screw you.
Y'know, this always happens. There are these friends in books, like Dart and Tamar (Tamar) or Gene and Finny (A Separate Peace) who I always fall in love with, then one goes all bitter on their ass! Look, I get really invested in fictional relationships, kay? GENE FORRESTER YOU BITTER BASTARD! What the hell is wrong with you? FINNY IS NOT TRYING TO SABOTAGE YOUR GRADES! He's your BEST FRIEND (though I *cough* think they have a bit of a thing for each other), for God's sake. Oh my God. Shut up. Shut up now before I go track down John Knowles and either kill him or have a tantrum at his feet.
Goddammit Gene Forrester.